we aren't gods

i almost need to ask “which time?” and that really doesn’t look good for me huh

i left because i didn’t know what else to do. i had the chance to run after years of being trapped in a trauma game, to try and have a normal life again after everything, and i took it so much was going on, i never wanted to be a god, i never wanted the power or the fighting or any of that! i made it through but i wanted to finish highschool. i wanted to meet someone and go to college and find a job doing something i loved, save up for a house or even just owning an apartment somewhere

we lost everything in that game, i thought starting over completely was the only option it’s not that easy, i know that now. i really thought i might just forget everything, like my brain would just figure itself out and i’d be able to move on like nothing happened