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@aparator
Loving you was being blanketed by a starry night sky,
Slow dancing in our towels,
Orange night light and suppers,
Random afternoon cuddles,
Or 5 min morning cuddles even.
But loving you was also constantly asking myself why,
While I outline the cracks on my door.
Loving you came with broken laptops and plates,
As if breaking my heart wasn’t enough.
Loving you was a waste of time,
It was not real, it was never genuine.
Loving you was a mistake.
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But that’s what you want, isn’t it? To fuck up. To make people hate you. So it’s easier, not only for them. But for yourself too.
I saw a quote that goes something like “sometimes people don’t exactly love you. They just love the way you love them” and I think that it’s exactly you. You selfish fuck. You never loved me. You were telling the truth that night at your house, 3 weeks before the wedding. You really didn’t love me but I was too deaf to hear it. I was in denial. I’m sorry I didn’t listen. I should’ve.
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I miss my version of you
You’re not even thinking about me yet I’m here crying about missing—God knows which version—you.
I’m feeling so negative, unmotivated and depressed. I’m dreading work day tomorrow. I’m drowning in work. I’m drowning in my negative feelings. I miss my positivity. I miss my good days. It’s always a rollercoaster with my feelings, innit? I’ll go up and up and then I’ll go down at high speed. Like we didn’t just spend some time climbing up. These feelings are repetitive and it’s really tiring me. I don’t see the point but I have to keep going anyway.
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I would never let me go lmaoo frfr
I miss you. I miss having someone to confide in in the middle of the night about my invading, anxious thoughts. But I don’t know what or who I miss. Because it wasn’t real. You weren’t real. What is real even? Who is real to me? Who genuinely care? Because everyone has their own lives to live. Everyone has their you to confide in at random times of the night. I don’t. You took that from me. As if lying wasn’t hurtful enough, you had to leave to make it worse. I’m so alone and unhappy. I don’t know how to find happiness anymore.
What? You wanted to end it on a good note? For whose benefit? Yours? To make yourself feel better right? To manipulate me into thinking that you’re so fucking apologetic and that you didn’t want it to happen. But it DID and YOU made it happen.
You still think my world revolves around you and that I’m still soft with you. No, I’ve realised many things. It took MONTHS of crying and questioning myself and some suicidal days for me to learn my worth.
I’m not going to let you make me weak ever again. I’m not going to let you manipulate and influence my thoughts anymore. I’m in control now. I’m not going to let you have the liberty of feeling good, that it ended good. No, you don’t deserve that.
I prayed to God for strength to face you when the day comes and He was there backing me up. He was there telling me to walk away and not let YOU have the final say. You’ve had enough final says. You have been so so selfish and it’s time for me to be too. For myself.
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I keep telling people that I’m finally aware of the bad things that happened in my life. I show them that I’m aware. They say that my rage is progress. They are proud of my progress. I do laugh more and cry less nowadays. They think I’m ok now. But in actual fact — I’m tired. It’s suffocating. I cannot breathe. I don’t enjoy being angry about my life. I don’t like having trauma bugging me every single day. I hate the random surges of sadness and anger at inconvenient times of the day. I don’t like talking about it or being angry about it. I’d rather not think at all. I’d rather not think at all. I’d rather not think…
Also, it’s been 7 months. I’m starting to feel irrelevant. I know people still care but do they really? Aren’t they tired of it? Aren’t they tired of me? Shouldn’t I be progressing by myself already?
