♡Anytime you want♡

"I feel an aching desire to speak to you and take up your time and attention" most normal thing to think about someone

Shoutout to characters that are both genuinely deeply kind and also genuinely terrifying and willing to spill buckets worth of blood to get something done. And neither of these are an act, they're just both very true.

seeing plushies of a character you like that you dont have and cant get will inspire feelings of greed and envy in you only described in ancient stories about gods smiting people into slugs for experiencing desire

Everyone’s always on Sir Kay for being an asshole and bullying new knights and giving them mean nicknames, but literally who is even telling them to use them to refer to them. Like a young man will arrive to Camelot and ask to be knighted, and Sir Kay will say something like ‘From now on, I’m going to call Sir Fuckingugly PieceofShit because you’re such a fucking ugly piece of shit’ and everyone in Camelot will be like ‘Oh my god Sir Kay you can’t degrade Sir Fuckingugly PieceofShit with such horrible insults :( we’re so sorry Sir Fuckingugly PieceofShit’

sorry about me. or youre welcome. depending

dude honestly shout out to my guards i told them to seize this guy and before i could even finish my sentence they soze him. My goats

my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

the thing about being bullied for being weird as a kid is that even if you've always embraced being weird your brain is still always looking for the line where it's too much. you can be as proudly and intentionally weird as you want and you can love being weird but your mind is still convinced there's a point where you get too weird and people start treating you like a weird looking bug again. also it feels like you reach that point 500 times a day even if everyone you've spoken to today found you pleasant and likable and even if you're completely alone in your house with nobody looking at you at all.

of course, the best part of any character's corruption arc is their cool new outfit

I think I just realized that part of my anxiety with being in public is that I feel like I don't have the same right to use public spaces as other people do. Like they're the real People Who Use This Coffee Bar. And when I try to use it as someone who is not Inherently Worthy Of Using The Coffee Bar I'm just getting in their way

Anxiety will really have you getting imposter syndrome over things like *checks notes* drinking free community coffee