Alien Boy

RIP Steve Albini

gonna try and see over the next few months in case i fr get better which i am sure full.time employment will do to myself and i'll fr save money like i used to, that i'm FINALLY gonna get a big g phone used ofc fro cheap aka w/ a broken display like they all have plus a new display to change it out, to install graphene os....... been wanting to do that for six years now..

i kno i said i was gonna launch my own disinformation campaign but maybe a propaganda campaign would be better. gonna assamble a list of politicians etc stealing from us and then i'm gonna spread it all over w/ bots.

some1 should kill every single cdu and csu politician.

in the bus and now i'm awake. thinking maybe i'm gonna finally buy some more black out curtains for temperature reasons and bc it's hard to go to sleep when it's light outside from three thirty am till ten thirty pm... and bc my kitchen curtains r kinda the cheapest ugliest ones i could find back then......... yesterday inwas thinking there is no way around a fr real kitchen renovation i just don't have enough spayce anymore. sucks.

i am sooooooo tired can't wait to be home and in my bed again. gonna be home by 2pm and i'll go to bed right then and there.

normal ppl have stolen the term "safe food" now those fucking assholes. absolutely laughable. obese or overweight ppl claiming protein shakes (those pre made super market bottled ones) r their safe food. yeah sure sure. absolutelyyyyy they r drinking 60$ worth of protein shakes, or prob even more, every day to maintain their weight, yeah i believe that. i wish there were consequences for stuff like that.. it's like those dumb smokers talking abt how they r "addicts, killing themselves every day w/ their doc", tho those r technically correct.

9pm and i am so fucking awake. this is horrible.

bought all kinds of melons over the last three weeks that only survived bc of my fridge malfunctioning (being too cold.. :(( my electricity bill... hope it won't die..) and i finally cut them all except for the watermelon slice i got 2day..). got futuro melon (aka piel de sapo melon), honey melon (which apparently is fr called canary melon) and cantaloupe..... nice.. hope i won't have too much stomach pain, i always overdo it when melons r involved lol

aaaand the pills have stopped working again. i do not understand what is going on at all..... yesterday 200mg of morphine was more than enough... 2day even an additional 40mg of oxy didn't do anything.

why r short nails so hard to get

i want smthng nice to listen to or watch not read.... idwt read ugh they should make more media. maybe good media for a change....

trated myself to some bad supermarkt sushi even, tastiest thing on earth when i am really hungry. tho i wish they'd have the one w/ cucumber again and not avocado.. also it's kinda worrying for how long it stays good but that is the price to pay when i dwt pay the price lol

"i can't have pork or lemon juice bc that is citrcic acid bc i have a pork allergy and omg i think they cross contaminated my food, my heart rate is soooo highhhh right now but i'm just gonna tuff it out" some delusional streamer. htf can ppl be like that..... literally brain dead. corn allergy and can't have citric acid. allergy w/o histamine reaction. ok. that is why no1 takes usa ppl "allergies" seriously, including usa ppl themselves. and for good reason.

i am fr doing organizing stuff. i feel so exhausted from it already not used to stuff like that anymore tho imo there really is nthng more bodily exhausting (in my luxury life at least) than having to make a million small steps in a small area and turning around a lot (my flat is too small to make normal sized steps).

i feel like no1 sees any worth in anything or any1 anymore.

i kno very late but this morning i thought abt how trump fucking got those 06.01. ppl out of prison even the one who was dressed as lehi i think..... that is so scary and dystopian.. how can the ppl over there even sleep or live.. they have a real dictator for president and half of the population not just likes him, they LOVE him. they made abortions illegal. how is that possible..? no1 on social media is talking abt any of it anymore (except for in designated spaces yeah but even then).. left wing ppl need to get a lot of guns.