My life is falling apart and I see you and suddenly it all seemed okay, just for a little while

I miss you, oh damn, I miss you. No other way to reach you, so I hope you read this blog, maybe read my heart too and know how I miss you. Send me a signal: tell me it’s all the same. Tell me your love is the same. Write me a letter and throw it to the sky: up and up. Don’t forget: scream out to the moon, that you only love me more. The night will oblige, deliver it to me. The stars will be our messenger.

sometimes i really fucking miss the way your smile felt against my lips. i miss the nights you’d call me and tell me, “i just need someone to talk to.” i spent every day diving off of buildings just to be the hero that swooped into save you. i always ended up with more bruises than applauses. but i kept on. sometimes i miss the way i always felt like i was falling. i could never once catch my breath when i was with you. you took me to a place i haven’t quite come back from. but i’m running. because i have told everyone that i’m healing and i am, but i still miss your smile and when you said my name it all came back to me and it didn’t hurt. it was just really bittersweet.

One of those nights