mari

@ 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒃𝒖𝒏 — marisol ౨ৎ she/they ౨ৎ 22 ౨ৎ latina

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NEW! asap — osaki shotaro (oneshot smau)

attention — jung sungchan (oneshot smau)

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focus — park wonbin (smau)

i’m in korea for my last round of auditions, which is held this thursday TT

i’m really nervous, but i hope things go well! i got a lot of time to prepare and i think i’m ready, i don’t wanna say i feel confident but i think i’m more prepared for any possible answer i get :-)

wether i pass or not, i’m glad to have gotten the opportunity for this! so i hope whoever’s reading this also is grateful for all the opportunities life gives us

i hope you’re doing well!! love you!

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MY CLOVER ANON!! HI!!

not sure if you’re active, it’s been a little bit since my last update >.<

it still feels like things are moving too fast unfortunately, i’m leaving later this week and i’m still working on packing.. i had to quit my job unfortunately without putting in a 2 weeks since the company wants me there so soon, so i’m sad if that left a bad impression on me :-(

i’m nervous leaving home, i’ve never had to be so far from my loved ones on my own for however long this will last, and i admit that i’m scared. i just pray things go well for me and i don’t look back with regret if i’m able to move forwards

i’m trying to keep my head up for all the good possibilities, so wish me luck !

i hope i can give more updates on my traveling soon

don’t forget to eat and drink lots of water today, love you!

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my clover anon!! i’ve missed u!!

i know how scary being away from family is, trust me. i moved basically cross country by myself back in august and i’ve never been away from my family for this long so it was a HUGE adjustment. but i know all these months apart will be worth it once i see them again!! so that’s how u should see it too!!

i’m wishing u all the luck in the world and hoping for nothing but the best for u my clover anon <3

pairing: osaki shotaro x f!reader

content: oneshot smau, fluff, humor, swearing, cousin’s friend!taro, reader is wonbin’s cousin, bin gotta be the most irritating person in this icl, kys/kms jokes, mentions of bodily functions (throwing up in a good way), typos prolly, the usual antonbun stupidity

synopsis: in which wonbin is the worst best matchmaker ever.

౨ৎ note: not sure how funny i find this one on a scale of focus to zero, but i wanted to do one of these for each member + hani so here it is :D

౨ৎ perm taglist: @tmrwsuns @luvkeiiii @dollyriri @twentyonemars @strawikus @rixieisfreaky @tonddosstar

just got off a work shift after being on call with my parents and having to go over my break time because i was buying my flight ticket to korea and getting lectured because my parents werent very happy with the fact the company isnt providing much </3

anyways.. it feels like i literally JUST passed(which i did) and it feels like things are moving so fast.. i’m supposed to be there within the next couple weeks but they said they hope to see me within the next week?? idk i’m kinda nervous, i have to get my own place to stay and everything

i’m kinda nervous that this will just end up as a waste of money and time if i dont pass? but i dont like thinking of things as a waste so i guess these will just be memories i made while walking down my path

i hope these msgs sent into your inbox also become nostalgic for me, like how anton said hehe :-) i loved my fangirl life and maybe i’ll have to learn to love an idol life too..??????

wish me luck!! ill be updating u on my travels.. love love love from clover!

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IM WISHING U ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD MY CLOVER ANON!!!

thank u for supporting me regardless of not knowing who i am…. but i will make u proud!!!!!

figuring out this round 3 flight and travel situation is so scary but im glad to have people supporting me :-) so i’ll make the most out of this opportunity heh

love u !!!!!

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CLOVER ANON 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ur asks literally always make me so excited to open tumblr like genuinely even my roommate knows about u

i’m lowk living vicariously through u rn bc fun fact i had an audition w hybe back when they were doing the auditions for dream academy way back when but i never went bc my parents were too stressed out over the travel aspect since it was in vegas

this feels like a crazy new update counting the msg i sent only a few days ago???? but big news heh

since im anonymous im hoping this is okay to say because im not really supposed to anything haha….

i passed my second round of a private audition i got the offer for, from a pretty well known company, meaning i have to fly to korea for my last round 😣 i have no clue what to prepare myself for or what i should be expecting but i’m too scared to expect i’m gonna pass my last round and start training, so i won’t say that yet and i’ll continue to be extremely grateful for this opportunity, whatever results i get from this

this feels kinda weird talking about something so massive on a fanfiction writers page but since i’m not allowed to talk about this anywhere else it kinda just has to be here.. LOL

but for now, i’ll stay as clover anon for as long as i can, and hope you and whoever’s reading this will unknowingly support me in the future (if that future comes true)

- 🍀 (maybe this emoji is actually lucky.. lololol)