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people look so different once they mean nothing to you

A sad reality; people only hold the weight you give them, once you see them for who they are, they are just people.

And in these next 50 years you will eat so many delicious meals, laugh so many times with so many people you love, shout and scream and sing and cry and smile so hard your face hurts. And you will see such beautiful sunsets and feel fresh cold air on your face and feel warm and safe wrapped up in your favourite winter coat.

*through gritted teeth* big heartbreak is indicative of big love and love is the meaning of life

need a cup of coffee. an excellent therapist, some wiser older human to cry to. a poem that’ll have my neck between its teeth, a million dollars, to go somewhere far. to retreat, to overcome my fear of trying and of facing a blank page. etc, etc

If your apology involves degrading yourself, calling yourself shit or insulting yourself, its not an apology, try again.

There's nothing worse than meaning nothing to the person who means everything to you.

‪What part of “i don’t wanna spend anymore money” don’t I understand