8 MONTHS of texting, flirting, and connecting.
8 MONTHS of my time, my investment, my TRUST ...my trust that this was actually something more than a casual conversation.
8 MONTHS of letting this dude in...
For him to just DIP
I keep doubting myself.
Kicking myself for believing that this was more.
I want to believe I'm worthy. But how am I supposed to believe this when I've never been shown?
Never has a partner shown me that im
loved
Valued
Worthy
Needed
Its all so exhausting. I'm trying so hard..
I just want to be held
















