Esaul

This year, I’ve realized I have people pleasing behaviors, which is surprising cause I’m usually more of a selfish asshole, or that’s what I thought

I just want to be happy at home, not leaving the house, and allowing my hobbies to consume me, while still being the same loving person to my partner. I don’t know why that’s so difficult to be.

Because my love has been drawn towards an actual person and not a character of my own, that's why

Lazy, uninspired, unpassionate, for over half a year now, how do I fix this?

It's just that you can be so happy and I can't

And that scares me, because I want to be comfortable with you, and I don't want to hurt you, because clearly, you love me

I don't feel like myself when I'm with you

Sorry I'm sorta. Scared of u

Sorry sorry soryrryryryryry

ily sry ur piece of shit lover doesnt know how to act in a relationship and is dry as fuck. Pls dont leave me

i love my partner though im not telling them that yes te quiero is too serious for me rn

I love my s/o btw

I don't have the mental ability to handle multiple things at once. Let's see if I'm able to if I get diagnosed and get meds or some shhh1it

don't fuckin date as a artist bro u cant do shit

To be honest, for a while, I thought "Axium" was gone