ᴠᴏᴅᴋᴀ﹣sᴛᴀɪɴᴇᴅ ﹠ ғɪʀᴇ﹣ᴠᴇɪɴ

anti•erou: anti hero 

             Forget chivalry   .  Forget familiar nicety   .   Best tread carefully   . I’m not my usual me             I’ll not be the her         doing good  simply because I’m in no mood I’ll go about my business .                                                                                        Steer clear, don’t be careless

          No sweet chirping of birds   .   Only sarcasm laden words  .  I’ll wear no smile… only smirks  .                                                                                      behind which may hold sharpened dirks                Don’t waltz into my space  like you know your place .  Don’t think I won’t lash                                                           Don’t think I won’t be brash                                               

—————————-@antierou

To say that Jessiah was EXCITED about her apartment, was an understatement. Finally not having to spend another month in a hotel room and apartment hunting, came as a relief. She pulled her TEACUP out of her purse and sat it on her new cup shelf. Retrieving her clip board, her eyes cast around counting boxes. Each box was NUMBERED in order to unpack. When her eyes saw Box One: At-home Medical Equipment on the list but no where to be found in her apartment, she frowned. 

She HOPED to god she forgot to bring it up from the lobby. Turning, she was about to jog out of her apartment to the lobby when she saw two MEN standing in her door. The shorter one, holding a box. Her eyes IMMEDIATELY found the big black ink. “Box One: Medical Equipment.” She smiled in relief. “Thank you, I was scared I forgot that.” she said, happily taking the box. “Hello, I’m Doctor Jessiah Rae,”

                                           SATURDAY  ,  what   a   glorious   time   of   week   .  Laundry   hangs   on   the clothesline  ,  the   ghosts   of   the   week   left   to   dry  as   he   softly   stares   out   the   window  ,  chalky   panels   between   crusting   paint  .   Tidal   waves   are   liquid   walls   crashing   down   like   ending   of   songs   so   much   hurt    strings   the   guitar  ,  the   notes   never   venture   far   before   they   pluck   Saturday   out   of the   passerby's   weekend   leaving   a   tired   Monday   hanging   on   the nail   of   their   heart  .   

1. "A key to your house, already?"

2. "I am the one keeping you alive, okay?"

3. "If you die, I will literally go out of my freaking mind."

4. "She is my best friend."

5. "Not all monsters do monstrous things."

6. "You electrified the windows?"

7. "You are the hottest girl."

8. "I would never leave without you."

9. "Dance with me, dumbass."

10. "You can do it."

11. "Am I going to regret this?"

12. "When I kissed you, you held your breath."

13. "You remembered my name."

14. "You are the hot girl."

15. "You were just trying to kiss me."

16. "After everything we've been through, I believe you."

17. "Because I trust you."

18. "I need you."

19. "I knew you liked me."

20. "You are coming back, right?"

21. "I'd like to help you figure it out."

22. "I think you look beautiful."

23. "What do you want me to do?"

24. "You are showing me plenty right now."

25. "It's progress."

26. "I heard you almost got killed."

27. "Why is your heart beating so fast?"

28. "Stay behind me and stay quiet."

29. "Did you find her?"

30. "I don't want you to sleep in the chair."

31. "It didn't matter to me."

32. "I don't want you to be normal, I want you to be alive."

33. "Wait here."

34. "You did not just say that."

35. "Do the right-side brakes on your dad's SUV squeak a little bit?"

36. "She stays."

37. "Stay behind me and stay quiet."

38. "Just tell me how to fix this, alright?"

39. "I will come with you."

40. "Is she okay?"

41. "Just focus on the sound of my voice, alright?"

42. "If you got something else in mind, I am okay with that too."

43. "I am not going anywhere."

44. "Part of you is doing something."

45. "Trust me, I do plenty of sucking just for his benefit."

46. "You're not nervous, are you?"

47. "There's no such thing as fate."

48. "I think you mean..."

49. "Be the Alpha."

50. "Are we still milking that?"

51. "What did you tell her?"

52. "Why do you want to know?"

53. "You wanna play Catwoman, I'll be your Batman."

54. "Can you get me out of here before I drown?"

55. "I won't judge, I promise."

56. "They tip toe."

57. "You know, I put those pants on you."

58. "He can't be dead."

59. "So is that hypothetical situation we talked about getting any less hypothetical?"

60. "Close your eyes."

61. "You want to leave so we can figure it out?"

62. "I'll be your Yoda."

63. "What's this look on your face?"

64. "You're the one who always figures it out."

65. "Can't you trust me just this once?"

66. "You're getting an idea, aren't you?"

67. "What were you thinking going after them?"

68. "I can see it on your face."

69. "I am frustrated."

70. "That's because it doesn't hurt."

71. "Don't be such a sour wolf."

72. "We need help."

73. "I can take care of myself."

74. "Do you still?"

75. "I figured you shouldn't be alone."

76. "I couldn't let that be the last memory you had of her."

77. "Why'd you help me?"

78. "She still is."

79. "Not all of us are."

80. "I wanna paint your body."

81. "I think you could definitely take him."

82. "So what are you gonna do?"

83. "I did ask her out once."

84. "If anything happens, find me."

85. "I am not watching The Notebook again."

86. "We are not leaving without her."

87. "What am I, a nun?"

88. "I am just looking at your eyes."

89. "I really hope you are."

90. "I love your smile."

91. "I only had one friend and she's dead too."

92. "Look at me."

93. "Good thing I had my period last week then."

94. "I hate you."

95. "Who are you?"

96. "I am not leaving, okay?"

97. "You are my brother."

98. "I am here to save my best friend."

99. "Why did you do that?"

and...

~  &.  ~   

THE   JOCUND   SPEECH    &   THE   INFORMATION   PRESENTED    somehow   manage   to   vanquish   the   anger   boiling   in   her   blood               (  perhaps   not   to  the  roots.  )          ❝   THAT’S   WONDERFUL !      but   don’t   get   your   hopes   up   okay ?    be  prepared   for   the   worst.    ❞       solemn   may   her   tone   be    but   voice   remains   ever   gentle.       a   lesson   learnt   the    hard  way    &     she    couldn’t   bear    another   broken   heart   that   wasn’t   hers.          ❝     SO ,    THIS  IS   BIG.                 wonder   how   much   it’s   gonna   be   this   time.     ❞       the    last   few   words   spoken   in   whispers,    dissolve   into   a   sigh.   

❝    AGAIN ?                                         NATHAN  DRAKE,  I  SWEAR  TO  GOD   :      you   owe   me   a  fortune   by   now !     .  .  .   honestly,  how   can   y                  ❞                   a   beat ;    a   deep   inhale.      eyes   close    &    she   lowers   her   tone                 the   quiet  of  a  village   before   a   hurricane   arrives.       ❝    next   time,    there   will  be  no  bailing !       ❞

                                 there’s a soft hum of laughter while she sets away the bottle             ❛  a surprise comming right up.  ❜  she choose another bottle with some good and aged whiskey and pour the golden liquid in to his glass, before she leans against the bar, small shrug of her shoulders.  ❛  try that. it’s pretty good.  ❜  there’s a small pause, and a mild  ‘  seriously  ?!  ’  expression on her face.    ❛  of course i got it all. if not i wouldn’t have said anything.  ❜    

                         ❛  are you gonna have the usual today, or risk it and try something new  ??  ❜  she walks towards him after finishing the last order  ;  fingertips curling around the bottle he would usually order whenever he came around. she place a glass in front of him, but waits to pour something in to it until he speaks.  ❛  also, i’ve been asking around. you should come by my place later, i’ve got a few things for you.  ❜  //  @antierou 

                                                             A   LOW   CHUCKLE  eluded   past   his   lips  , the   sound   reverberating   in   his   chest , with   amusement   ever   playing   in   his   mind..  It   lay   instilled   within   SARDONIC   SANGUINE   pulsing   through   the   original   vampire                   a   PRIDE   that   which   held   dominion   over   his ever   action  . nose   wrinkled   and   head   shook   slightly   to   demarcate   his   MIRTH.  

♢  ░  ○        ❜  

CAUTIOUS   &   WARY  ;      each   step   taken   with   gritted   teeth   &   bated   breath.      one   little   mistake    (   a  moment  of  distaction   )       &                    CAUGHT !         smooth    &   careful   words   spill   from   the   brim   of   her   lips,     hoping   not   to   tap   the   wrong   nerve.           ❝     it’s   not   PRIVATE PROPERTY   if   the   gate   is   open !                 I   didn’t   steal   anything,   I   promise.    ❞ .