LITTLE // REFORMED

VMFC Prompt: Playmaker -> Definition: “a person who leads attacks”

Do you know what my love for you and this credit card have in common?

i went with you up to the place you grew up in.

nothing’s changed.

you must’ve been looking for me.

something happened when you were a kid.

i didn’t know you then and i’ll never understand why it feels like i did.

all of our problems, i’m gonna solve them.

i hate you for what you did.

i miss you like a little kid.

i faked it every time.

i can hardly feel anything.

i hardly feel anything at all.

i’ll be glad that i made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did.

i guess it’s too late to change it now.

you said when you met me, you were bored.

i try to stay clean and live without.

when i think too much about it, i can’t breathe.

i don’t need you to tell me what that means. 

i don’t believe in that stuff anymore.

jesus christ, i’m so blue all the time

that’s just how i feel, always have and i always will.

we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves.

last night, i blacked out in my car.

it’s 4 a.m. again and i’m doing nothing again.

take a dirty picture, babe.

i can’t sleep and i miss your face.

tell me what you wanna do to me.

i don’t wanna be alone anymore.

i’m too tired to go to sleep.

now i can’t breathe, and i can’t sleep.

i don’t wanna be stoned anymore.

i’ve got a good feeling. it doesn’t happen very often.

do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?

that makes me feel old.

anyway, don’t be a stranger.

sometimes i think i’m a killer.

i’m pretty sure i’d miss you.

is there nothing left to do for us?

i am sick of the chase.

i know there’s something waiting for us.

i’m stupid in love and there’s nothing i can do.

i know he needs you, you’re all that he sees.

if i fix you, will you hate me?

would you fuck this and let us fall?

no, it’s not important. 

they’re just pretty words, my dear.

there is no distraction that can make me disappear.

there’s nothing that won’t remind you i will always be right here.

i’m amazed that you’re alright.

i won’t be home with you tonight.

we found our way out.

when you touch down, i’ll be waving.

you got me good; i knew you would.

i couldn’t take it any longer, and i lost control.

when she needed me, i wasn’t around.

when it mattered most, i let her down.

it’ll all work out eventually.

this week is for real kicking my ass at work. i blame mercury && the moon, tbh. anyhoo, i should be ACTUALLY back on my game by 5.23!

this goes for @depressedinthebath + @hatesghosts + @anthrcpcmcrphic as well