TRIAL & ERROR

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“I very easily feel betrayed, given up, mocked, rejected, abandoned.”

“You have ripped away from me what I loved most.”

“It’s just that, as well as love, you also have to know how to kill.”

“Can I / gain solubility, dissolve? Can I become entirely blood?”

“Suffering is the priviledge of those who feel.”

“have you / ever wanted / to be the cancer / & not / the soft feast / of organs?”

Pain might not be redemptive.                                                                                                                                    It isn’t always a way to find yourself.

“Body, I drag you like a shipwreck,”

Even in poetry I forgive you nothing not even your new empire of grief.

We know Lilith ate the bones of her enemies. We know a bitch learns to love her own ghost.

I fetishize the past I did not live