It's Darkest Before The Light

What I've learned is you won't find it. You won't find what feels like is missing in your heart. Not at the bottom of that bottle, end of that cigarette, or in all the pretty girls you can find. Because you're broken, and there's nothing that can fill that void, not food, pills, friends, or sleep. Every day I am slowly coming to grips with the bitterness of reality. That you'll lose people, things, and relationships that mean the world to you, and it'll fuck you up so bad. But everyone's fucked up, and we just have to live with it

I want you. I want all of you. I want you when you’ve got your hair up and you’re in sweatpants and a t-shirt. I want you when you’re aggravated at everyone and everything. I want you when you’re talking about something you love, and your eyes light up with passion. I want you when you can’t stop laughing at something stupid, and your nose crinkles the way it does when you laugh. I want you when you’re angry with me and you make me feel like shit because I know you’re right to be angry with me. I want you when you just got out of the shower, and your hair is wet and messy. I want you when you are focusing on your homework, when you block everything out, and you don’t even realize how beautiful you look. I want you when you’re so hungry that you’re grumpy. I want you when you’re happy and your smile lights up the room. I want you when you’re around your family, seeing how happy they make you. I want you when you’re needy, and you need to hold onto me. I want you when you’re crying, and I can see all the pain in your eyes. I want you when you’ve spent all morning to look good, and damn you do, but you don’t have to spend all morning to look beautiful. I want you when you’re drunk, and you can’t control yourself. I want you when you’re sick, so I could take care of you all day. I want you when you hate yourself, so I can tell you how perfect you are and kiss every one of your insecurities. I want you when you are singing along to your favorite song. I want you when you’re embarrassed, and you try to hide your face. I want you when you’re confident. I want you when you’re sad. I want you when you’re moody. I want you when you’re afraid. I want you when you’re lonely. I want you when you’re being selfish. I want you when you’re hopeless. I want you when you’re excited. I want you all day, every day.

the beginning

My boyfriend had applied for a job and this morning he got an interview but he didn't get the job... I'm not really good at comforting people.. Any advice on how i can be there for him and try to make him feel better? Please? :(

Hello, my blog has been crated for anyone who needs help or needs to talk to someone about anything. If you are going through a hard time and need to talk to someone please, do not hesitate to message me

I know this question is quite personal,im sorry for it,but,do u have any crush,did that guy know how u felt?

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I know that I can’t be saved, I've been told this countless times. I don’t need saving. I do need to be told that you love me, because sometimes I forget that I’m loved when I’m drowning in myself. I need to be reminded that it is going to be okay, because when things are bad, sometimes I think it’ll be bad forever. Tell me that you won’t leave me all alone, despite what my poisoned mind tells me. If I’m sitting in a corner, shaking, holding my head, and I tell you I can’t breathe, just tell me that I can. Tell me to take long breaths and pat my back as I sob uncontrollably. If I tell you I want to die, just tell me that you’d miss me and that it makes you sad I feel that way. Please don’t tell me how I feel or should feel. Don’t ask too many questions, but do ask some, because I won’t tell if you don’t ask. When I tell you I can’t take it anymore and you can see the tears in my eyes, just pull me close and hug me for a while. I know that I can’t be saved. Maybe if you do some of these things, it could make me saving myself a little easier.