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Now is my chance to break free

From the binds that held me so tight.

Forever you will be loved,

But now the time is not right.

Go find your happiness, live your dream;

Your future is yours to create,

But I must let go of this burden

And release your hurt from my space.

The ego makes such presumptions,

It can create such a story of pain,

But no longer do I feel the need

To reassure, plead, beg, explain.

The connection we have is so special,

But in this 3D world it's a bind.

From this day you are mine in the realms

But not held to my physical mind.

I hope you find your happiness,

But the journey is mine alone.

I leave you with love and forgiveness

And I thank you for touching my soul.

I'm not searching for anything else right now,

You can choose to believe that or not,

But if something takes my attention

I will embrace it with all that I've got.

No longer attached to an outcome,

My love is awash with the sea.

I am living my life and taking the chance,

For what is meant to be will be.

FROM THE HURT...

I see you now like a peacock,

Your light for all to see;

I can't help but think you are needy

Of someone more complete than me.

I need to remove the memories

Of all I had planned in my head;

I need to allow you to shine

Without my burden of lead.

I know what we have can't be mended,

Yet I know what we have is true;

My ego protects, builds defences,

And I know I'm not worthy of you.

So I'm blocking your heart from my thoughts,

I just need to drift for a while.

I don't want to grow anymore right now;

I just need to regain my smile.

You talk about bonds and dimensions,

But this life's about money and work.

I know I have been dismissive

But it's how I deal with my hurt.

I won't hold you back on your journey,

I won't interject on your dreams,

But the thought of you with another

Sends a heart pain that fills me with screams.

I imagine you with such attention

For you've nothing to hold you back;

My ego can only judge you

On how my own brain would react.

So I'm stuck holding on, I'm stuck letting go,

You can't hold me up any longer,

But thankyou for your unconditional love;

Inside I know you are stronger.

I won't say I love you and beg,

I won't plead, won't fall to my knees.

I have chosen this level where ego dictates

The life that I should lead.

Goodbye my forever friend,

I secretly hope not forever,

You will always be the sun that shines

But you shine more when we're not together.

FROM THE HEART...

Two lovers left in limbo,

Yet such love lies in-between;

If only they could forge the path

That reaches both their dreams.

Heather Lea

Heather Lea Poetry