𝙈𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙮

“It’s only terrible to have nothing to wait for.”

i’m so sorry. i’m sorry because you deserved so much better than them. i’m sorry because they showed you what love is and then ripped it away from you. i’m sorry because now you’re terrified of letting anyone in or close to you. i’m sorry that now you leave first because you can’t bare to see another person walk away. i’m sorry that the people you would never hesistate to choose stopped choosing you. i’m sorry that your body aches because you miss them so much and that they don’t miss you back. i’m sorry that you don’t think you’ll ever find any better because it couldn’t be any further from the truth. i’m sorry that it won’t be easy to get over this and that you don’t believe it will get any better. i’m sorry that you don’t think that when you heal you’ll be happier than you were before you met them. and most of all, i’m sorry that even though you know these words are true, you’re still struggling to believe them

“Heartbreak is mentally exhausting. You spend hours of your life pining, analyzing, regretting, wishing, hoping - hurting. And you feel it everywhere, it’s consuming. And while you understand this emotional prison is temporary, every part of you screams and you scream with it.”

“four songs and a half later, you were in between my arms, swaying at the rhythm of the music and at that moment, in between all the chaotic nightmare that nightclubs present, i found some peace and quiet because in that little instant, the world did not care about us, at all.”