Just Another Girl Fighting For Recovery

Boy am I one soft and vulnerable bitch

When I tell people “I’m here for you if you ever need me” I mean that shit from the bottom of my heart

It sucks being so messed up that you constantly need to be told that you’re wanted and why you’re wanted, but being too afraid to say you need to hear it constantly because you don’t want to be annoying or a pain or selfish.

i really wish platonic relationships were more important. i’m tired of losing friendships because i’m less important than their significant other. i hate that i’m automatically not as close to my friends because i’m not the person they’re dating/sleeping with. and i hate how whenever i complain about it the response is “you’ll find someone too someday!” like no I shouldn’t have to “find someone” to feel loved and important, maybe we should stop promoting investing all your time and effort and physical and emotional intimacy into one romantic/sexual partner idk

“who hurt you” me bitch i make bad decisions because i’m stupid

Every time I chase happiness I come back worse than before.

me, all the time: i could just die and not have to do this