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Stalker! Rookie! Leon S. Kennedy x Victim! Fem! Reader
Notes - This definitely isn't morally (and legally) wrong. At all. Also I'm alive!! finally posting after like a year. Oops.
Summary - Leon is only slightly obsessed with you. When you come into the station to report being stalked, he bravely steps up to help you out. The only thing you don't realize is, he's the one stalking you.
Word Count - 5.1k
Warnings - Dub Con (unaware he's her stalker </3), Smut, unprotected, cream pie, dirty smut , stalking, eating out
He can remember in detail the first time you both met. In his hand was a piece of paper, the name "Munchkins Cafe" was scribbled. He looked back up to see the large sign above the door. "Munchkins Cafe" was written in large bubbly font.
"I made it." Leon grumbled and shoved the note into his pocket. With a deep sigh, he pushed his hair back before grabbing the cafe door and pushing it in. A small bell rung as he stepped inside.
"Welcome!" The interior immediately made him feel welcomed. Faint conversations went on around him as he looked around, thankfully it didn't seem so busy. The cafe smelt amazing, Leon felt as if he could start drooling any minute. He caught himself first, and realized he really should order.
"Hi! Do you know what you'd like?" The person behind the counter greeted.
"Uh… Could I try the… Cheesecake muffin? With a small hot chocolate."
"Of course! The cheesecake muffin is a really good choice. It's my favorite item right now. Your total is $5.30," Leon shuffles around his pocket before finding a 10 dollar bill. "And your order number is 36, we'll call it out when it's ready!" Leon gave a quick nod before stepping out of line. He found a small booth by the window. He glanced to the watch on his wrist, 3:28pm. He felt out of place, plushies scattered around and lots of pink decor filled the cafe.
He had heard a few of his coworkers talk about how much their wife's loved the place so he decided why not. What he didn't realize is just how cutesy this place would be. Leon didn't have many experiences going to cafes but he thought it was just usually coffee and a few sweets. God, he must look so strange here.
"Order 36!" The calling of his number snapped him out of his thoughts. Scooting out of the booth, Leon headed to the pickup counter.
"I hope you enjoy!" It was the same worker that took his order.
"Thanks." She were still in the process of putting down the hot chocolate as Leon reached out to grab it. Their fingers made brief contact before Leon froze. A jolt of electricity stunning the poor man. It was like a fairy tail, the shock that all those romance movies had been teaching him about. Leon looked towards the worker, eager to see his true love.
You watched as the young man in front of you froze, no longer trying to take the drink from your hands.
"Sir?" Your words broke him from his trance.
"O-oh right. Sorry." His face flushed pink before grabbing his items and swiftly turning around and heading back to the booth.
"Huh…" You muttered to yourself before turning your attention back to the customer in line.
"Hi! Do you know what you'd like?"
While the guy behind the counter was quite attractive, you really didn't think about it again. He on the other hand, was replaying this scene over and over in his head everyday. That jolt of electricity. It meant something. You just must've not reacted because you were on the job. It might've come off unprofessional of course. Or maybe you were nervous he didn't feel the jolt and didn't want to get turned down. But he knew that you were meant to be his, but now he had to figure out what to do.
It didn't take long for him to figure out your shifts. You worked every Monday, Tuesday, Friday and Saturday. Usually from 11am to closing at 7pm. You didn't have a car, do you walked instead and to Leon's great worry, you lived in the not-so nice neighborhood in an apartment, 4th floor. Leon himself was already familiar with the street since he was frequently tasked with rounds there.
How could you live somewhere so dangerous. His stomach churned with the thought of something happening to you. A young, beautiful person. What if a not so nice guy set his sights on you? Well he couldn't allow that of course. He decided he'd walk you to and from work, he could step in if any scoundrel decided to make a move.
As unaware as you typically are, it really didn't take you long to notice someone had started following you every morning and evening. They never walked too close behind you, and wore a hoodie so their head was covered. At first you just tried to convince yourself that they just happened to be going in the same direction, on the same days, at the same times. But it was getting really hard to feel that way when you noticed the same figure whenever you went out with your friends or to get groceries. Oh, it didn't help that there was a mysterious dark car showing up outside your building every night as well. Some mornings you would go to leave and find a bouquet of flowers laying on your door mat. This went on for a few weeks before you finally confided in your best friend. It was getting harder to leave your apartment, your mom had started dropping off your groceries for you. Thankfully you had some PTO saved up and started using that instead of going to work.
"I really think you should go to the police hun." Your best friend wrapped her arm around you, letting you rest your head on her shoulder.
"I mean… They really haven't done anything. Maybe it's a misunderstanding?" She shook her head.
"They haven't done anything. Yet. I can go to the station with you if it would make you feel better." You shrugged and pulled away.
"No, it's okay. I know you're busy. I'll go tomorrow, I promise."
"Call me after?"
"Of course."
The next day you spent a little more time in getting ready. It was the first time that week you'd really looked at yourself in the mirror.
"I have eye bags." You sighed before grabbing your bag. A quick peak outside your window, no black car in sight, you decided it was time to leave.
The RPD was unusually busy today. Many calls were sending his follow officers out and the ones who weren't out were busy dealing with people who came in. Being the rookie, Leon was stuck at desk duty until something boring would come up and they'd task him with it. He was going through the papers at a slower rate, his thoughts only on you. You hadn't been leaving these apartment so often, he was almost at his tipping point. He'd just have to break in, for a wellness check of course.
"Leon!" The receptionists voice called out to him.
"Hm?" He swiveled in his chair to look at the voice. His heart skipped a beat when he saw you, shyly standing behind the receptionist. You weren't looking at him, too busy fidgeting with the hangnail on your thumb.
"She came in to make a report about a possible stalker. Can you help them?" He nodded, maybe with a little too much eagerness.
"Yes! I- My name is Leon Kennedy. Please, take my seat." He jumped up, hands pointing to the chair.
"Thank you Mr.Kennedy."
"Please, you can just call me Leon," He grabbed and empty seat and pulled it up next to you. His shoulder brushed yours and he had to bite his lip to stop from groaning. "So please. Talk to me about this stalker situation."
You nodded and started to explain. As you spoke, Leon wrote into his note pad. He could feel his palms getting sweaty, listening to you explain with a shaky voice what's been going on for the past several weeks. His heart ached, not realizing what turmoil he'd been putting you through. Yet, you were sitting soooo close to him right now. He could actually smell your perfume. He could feel himself getting excited, he wished you could always stay this close.
By the end of your explanation, you had started crying. Leon quickly shot up to grab you some tissues. He looked so uncomfortable as you recalled everything and you couldn't help but notice how young he looked. He had to have been around his early twenties. Maybe 21-22? You were a few years older but here he was with some sort of career while you were stuck at a cafe with minimal pay and a stalker.
"Sorry sorry. I really was trying not to cry." You cracked a fake smile.
"No it's okay. I understand you're in a scary situation." He smiled, and with some boldness, he placed his hand on top of yours.
"Since he hasn't done anything I'm not sure we can do anything…" Your stomach fell and Leon could see what little hope you had get crushed. "But. I could escort you to and from work? I can stay outside your apartment as well to make sure he doesn't come near?" He held his breath, waiting for your reaction.
You shifted uncomfortably in your seat. But you were desperate at this point. What if your best friend was right and he was going to escalate? You were running out of PTO and sick days as well.
"Okay… I would appreciate it, Leon."
Monday rolled around sooner than you wanted. Your manager was excited that you were finally coming in, much to your dismay. Your stomach churned as you stood in front of the front door. It'll be okay.
As you headed outside the building, you noticed the police car parked near the entrance. In the drivers seat sat Leon, and when he saw you he started excitedly waving. He looked so happy to see you, almost like a golden retriever.
When you got closer, he rolled the passenger window down.
"Sit up here!" You glanced to the seat and then to the backseat.
"Are you sure? I can sit in the back." Leon frowned and shook his head.
"I can't have my guest in the back. Come up here, its better." You nodded and got in. The car ride was awkward. You were just wasting this officers time when he could be doing something like stopping a bank robbery or whatever cops did. He didn't have any music playing which really let you bury yourself in your thoughts.
It felt like forever but he finally pulled into the lot of Munchkins. You were able to grab your bag off the floor before you paused. Had you told him where you worked?
"Hey um. Leon. Can I ask you a question?"
"You just did," He chuckled. "Yeah, what's up?"
"Did I mention where I worked?" Leon coughed harshly before gathering his composure.
"Y-Yeah. You uh mentioned it during your report the other day." You furrowed your brows, trying to remember. You must've.
"I must have just forgotten. Thank you Leon for the ride. I get off at 7." He nodded and watched intently as you walked into the cafe.
Things progressed like this for a few weeks. Every morning he'd pick you up and every evening he would come in to order a dessert before it closed. He even gave you his phone number so you could text him if you wanted to go out. You weren't really sure how he was finding the time for all this though.
Finally glad to be able to get out of the apartment, you decided it would be great to go to the mall on one of your off days.
You: Hey Leon :) I'm not sure if you're off but I was wondering if you'd want to go to the mall with me?
A minute later you heard a ping.
Leon: That sounds lovely. Can I pick you up in 30?
You: Perfect!
Today felt like a good day. You applied your favorite lipstick and one of your go-to-outfits before you got the text saying he was here.
"Wow, you look lovely today." Leon's compliment threw you off for a moment, he sounded so sincere.
"Awe thank you. Also, are you sure going out with me isn't getting in the way of anything?" He smiled and shook his head.
"Nope. You got me for the next…" He looked at his watch. "6 hours." You giggled.
"I'm sure I'll be done before that."
The mall trip went great. Not once did the hooded figure cross your mind. You got to learn more about the nice officer who'd been helping you out. He was orphaned at a young age when his family was killed. But luckily he was saved by a police officer, which is what inspired him to be one too. He's only been on the force a year though, but he's really looking forward to moving up in the next few years and maybe solving some cold cases. You didn't want to leave, finally having so much fun but Leon needed to start getting ready for a night shift.
"We should do this again." Leon's voice called out to you as you stepped out.
"I would like that." You waved goodbye as he drove away.
It had been a few months and you hadn't seen the hooded figure in a while. Leon's presence must've scared him off. You were sad, if he was gone then Leon wouldn't need to stick around. It's weird to be sad about not having a stalker anymore but with Leon being around so much, you were used to him. It was probably time to start relying on him less.
You: Hey Leon :) I don't think ill need you for a ride tomorrow. I appreciate you being so helpful <3
Leon: Are you sure? Call me if something happens.
Leon stared at the phone for a while. You didn't need him? But, what if the hooded man came back again? That wouldn't be good…
By Saturday you were feeling great. No stalker which meant finally having peace. You and your friends decided it would be a great time to go out and celebrate. Although your best friend was skeptical at first, I mean they never caught the guy, you convinced her. And who isn't down to get drunk with your girlfriends?
Sitting at a round booth with your friends, you were having the time of your life. The booth had plush velvet seats and a small karaoke machine and screen. Several songs in and a few shots, you caught a glance of a hooded figure sitting at the bar on the opposite side of the room. You tried to ignore it and go back to the song, but you couldn't. They were just sitting there, no drink or anything. The shift in your energy must've been noticeable as your best friend grabbed your shoulder, whispering in your ear,
"Is everything okay?" Her voice was laced with concern. You fought the urge to vomit.
"Y-Yeah. I don't think the vodka is um. Sitting well. I think I'm going to go home."
"Are you sure? Do you want me to go home with you? I can get us a taxi." You shook your head.
"No. I'm okay. Thank you. "
You said your goodbyes and left. It was a little after 12am so all the light you had were the streetlamps and the occasional car that drove by. It felt like every few seconds you would check behind yourself to see if you saw anyone. Your hand clutched your phone. God, you wanted to call Leon so bad. It was late, and while you weren't completely drunk, you didn't want him to see you like this. While it wasn't professional… the time you spent with him during the last few weeks was nice. He had a habit of trying to make you smile if you had a bad morning or shift. Not only was he sweet, he was pretty attractive. Once you asked him for a ride and he must've been coming from the gym as he was wearing gray sweatpants and a black tank top. His arms were pretty toned and while they weren't massive, his chest seemed pretty defined.
About a block from your apartment, your ears picked up on the sound of walking. A quick glance behind you, you noticed a figure, about 100 feet behind you. Once again, the figure was hooded, hands shoved into the pockets of his hoodie. Your pace picked up, and so did the sound of steps. Your heart could jump out of your chest at any minute. You didn't want to die. You weren't going to die. As you could feel the figure getting close, in a last ditch effort you kicked your 10 dollar heels off and made a sprint for it. You clutched your purse to your chest trying to ignore the small rocks pricking at your feet. It took everything in your power to not stop but you felt some sort of relief when you saw your building.
Almost there… And the door slammed shut behind you. Your hands fumbled with the lock and chain latch but you did it. You could barely breathe but you did it. You grabbed your phone and dragged yourself to your bedroom, locking the door. While it was comforting to be inside, you feared the stalker now knew where you lived and it wouldn't be long before he tried to break in. Your trembling hands searched through your contacts until you landed on Leon.
It rang twice before you were greeted with his comforting voice.
"Hey. Is everything okay?" You could imagine Leon rubbing his eyes, his voice sounded so sleepy.
"Y-Yeah. Well. No. I- Something happened. Could you come over?"
"What do you mean something happened? I'll be over a few minutes, just give me a second." The sound of shuffling came from his end.
"Alright… Can you text me when you're here?"
"Of course." You hung up and sighed. He said he'd be quick and you trusted him. You stayed curled up, eyes locked on the clock. The feeling of warm wet tears ran down your face. Your makeup was ruined and he was going to see you like this. But you couldn't bring yourself to clean it off. Your legs still felt like jello but you also didn't want to miss his text.
Your phone dinged and you could see the flash of Leon's text.
Leon: I'm outside your door.
With the strength you could muster, you pushed yourself up met Leon at the door. When the door opened, his faced contorted from confusion to worry. His hair was disheveled, some of the strands sticking to his forehead. His face looked flushed and you could see droplets of sweat on his face. His clothes were casual, a blue R.P.D hoodie and gray sweatpants.
"Hey Hey Doll. What happened?" You closed and latched the door once again. If you were in a better state, you would've thought more about the nickname Leon gave you, something he hadn't done before. His hand found itself on your shoulder, bringing you to your couch. He sat next to you, his arm wrapping around your shoulder and bringing you comfort.
You sniffed.
"I-I went out with the girls. And. While I was there, there was this hooded figure. I didn't see their face but they just sat there. " You took a second to breathe, Leon's eyes stayed on you intensely. "I left. And when I was walking back there was someone behind me. I think it was the same hooded figure from the club. He started speeding up and I ended up kicking my heels off so I could run back here. I think it was him Leon. My stalker." His hand had founds its way to your head, gently cradling it. You started to cry again while explain what happened to Leon.
"It's all my fault. I went out without you and he came back. " He felt so warm. Your face rested on his shoulder while his hand continued to cradle your face. His other hand found your hand that was resting in your lap and gently grabbed it. His slender hands rubbed the top of your hand as he reassured you.
"Shhh It's okay. I promise he won't bother you again. I won't let him." His words turned into a growl for just a moment. Butterfly's swarmed your stomach.
You looked so beautiful crying on his shoulder. You were still in that tight black dress you were wearing at the club. As you cried, it was slowly riding up, the sight of your plush thighs could've killed him right then. The longer he looked at your crying form, he could feel the pressure building up. He hoped his inappropriate boner wouldn't be too noticeable.
"Leon…" You whimpered out, moving your head to look at you.
"Yes doll?" Your eyes looked so big, your lips slightly parted. He would remember this forever.
"Thank you. For taking care of me." His heart tugged at your words. They sounded so sincere and so beautiful. And you didn't know that all your issues were because of him. But that's okay, you'd never find out. And if you did, he's sure he could convince you it was all so he could take care of you.
Having waited long enough, he hurriedly threw his lips against yours, his hand grabbing the of your head, keeping your head still. Your eyes widened in surprise, but the taste of his vanilla chap stick had you in a trance. His tongue pushed against your lips and without any hesitation, you opened up. He was free to explore your mouth and god did he love it. He groaned, now fully erect. It was hard to not just push you down and take you then. But Leon was a gentleman, he was going to take care of you first. His other hand snaked its way under your dress, pressing his tips into your covered clit. You moan into the kiss and he saviors that first noise. But he knows he needs more.
He pulls away from you and you only have a moment of confusion before you're falling backwards, back pressed into the sofa. Leon hovers you before leaning back into the kiss. His left knee finds itself between your thighs, pushing against you. One of his hands grabs your breast.
Even with your clothes you feel so soft to him. He fondles your breast. enjoying how soft they are, moving perfectly as he feels the up. His erection strains in his sweatpants. Leon pulls away again.
"Please. Please let me taste you." There's a whine to your voice and you can feel the throbbing in your clit, watching him staring down you at. You can feel the heat in your cheeks and you turn your head, unable to stand his look.
"Okay.." The word is almost quite from your mouth but it's enough that he can hear it. He scoots himself back a little, picking your thighs up. You squeak at the sudden movement, your ass hanging in the air. It's a strange position but you stop thinking about it when you feel his nose press against your clothed cunt.
He can't help but take a deep smell. It only encourages him more, his tongue pressing against your panties. He could feel and taste just how wet you were already. He groans in anticipation. He doesn't last long with this teasing before hes pulling the thin fabric to the side.
Your cunt is glistening in slick , a beautiful sight to Leon. You wait with anticipation as his tongue pokes at your bud. You bite your lip and your legs try to squeeze together but his body keeps them apart.
"Have you been waiting for this?" Leon teases before he dives in, his tongue flicking your clit with strong pressure. He plays around with it for a little before his tongue brushes against your folds and slips in with ease.
"Fuck." You moan, clutching the cushions of the couch.
Your taste is everything to him. He would often touch himself while waiting in his car during the night, thinking about you and this. Of course the actual thing was way better than he thought it would be. He could feel the pre-cum building on his tip as he feasted on you. He loved feeling and tasting how wet you had gotten for him. You wanted him as much as he wanted you.
It didn't take long before you could feel the knot building in your core. Your hand gripped his dirty blonde hair and instinctively thrust into his face. Leon groaned from the sensation of his hair being pulled.
"L-Leon, I think I'm going to cum." You moaned. Your hips rocked with his movements until you finally reached your high. Your grip tighten on his poor hair, moaning his name. Once he could tell you were coming down, he pulled away. His mouth was soaked between his spit and your juices, it was even dripping down to his chin. He grinned, looking down at your already exhausted state.
"Are you feeling any better?" Your arm was resting over your eyes, taking deep breathes trying to collect yourself again.
"Of course."
"Would you like to rest on your bed?"
"Oh yeah, sure." You were about to sit yourself when the feeling of two arms scooping you interrupted. "W-wait Leon-" Your arms wrapped around his neck, trying to get a sense of stability.
"hm? I'm just taking care of my princess." You knew he was an officer but the ease at which he's able to carry you surprises you. It was as if you were just a feather to him and you couldn't help but feeling yourself get wet once more.
He gently places you on your bed, head atop of your pillow. He hovers over you, his nose pressing the tip of your own.
"Do you want me to keep going?" His voice is almost a hush as he stares right into your soul. Your cheeks heat at the question and you want to break the eye contact so hard, but something felt like he would leave if you did. Slowly you nod your head.
"More than anything." He pulls away and his hands are quick to pull off his hoodie, along with the tank top he had underneath. Next were his sweatpants along with his boxers. In front of you was the complete and naked body of Leon S. Kennedy. You weren't a "pure" girl or anything so you can't deny you'd thought about what he'd look like and wow, you were impressed. His chest was well defined, the beginnings of a chiseled chest were showing. Your eyes trailing down weren't sure if they should be looking at just the intense v-line or the happy trail. Of course you couldn't ignore the elephant in the room.
You've been with a few guys in the past but you know none of them, and probably no one in the future, could compare to what Leon had been packing. You want to say his beautiful cock was 9inches give or take (probably give). His tip was a beautiful hue of pink, covered with the pre-cum that had been building up. It lightly jumped as Leon felt the intensity of your stare.
"Is it that good?" He smirks, knocking you out of your thoughts. You grab one of the extra pillows on the bed and chuck it at him.
"That's not nice." Leon pouts. You cross your arms over your bare chest.
"Teasing me isn't nice either." He laughs before getting on the bed. He grabs your legs and pulls you towards him, both legs on each side of him. His cock sits above your cunt, leaking on you.
"I want you. I want you so bad. And I need to hear you say you want me again." Leon whines, slowly moving his hips to rut on you. Your heart flutters as his needy tone. He leans forward, getting close to you.
You move your hands so they're cupping his face.
"I want you Leon. I only want you." His lips met yours in intense passion. He shifted as he kissed you, allowing you to feel his tip align with your entrance. His kiss deepens, his hips slowly moving, pushing himself in you. You moan into the kiss feeling as he stretches you from inside. When Leon separates from you, a string of saliva keeps you both connected.
"You feel so good. So wet for me." He whimpers in your ear. The words cause you to contract, and Leon moans.
One of his hands finds themselves on your breast, gently fondling it. He feels so good but the speed at which thrusts into you is excruciating slow and you just want more.
"P-Please Leon. Faster." You beg, arms wrapped around his shoulders.
"Anything for my princess." His hips roughly rock into you, his speed and the force he uses picking up. Your breasts bounce with the force, his fingers pinching your nipples. The force is enough to cause tears to prick, his cock tearing the inside of you up.
"Fuck baby. You feel so good." Leon moans, rubbing his nose into the crook of your neck.
"You're making me feel so good. You're so big." You mewl in response.
"That's right," He grunts, "My cocks making you feel good. My cock belongs to you princess." His words are the pushing force, your climax building up once again.
"I'm going to c-Cum again. "
"Yes, cum on me. Please. Let me cum in you. Pleaseeee. I need it." Leon begs in your ear, his movements becoming sloppier by the second. The thought of his seed filling you up was all you needed, with a load moan you climax on his cock.
"Yes! Cum in me Leon." Before he finishes, Leon pulls you into a rough, passionate kiss before he gives his final thrust. His cum feels warm as it fills you completely, marking your inside as Leon's. He rides out his climax, with slow and gentle thrusts, making sure to push it all in you.
You feel covered with sweat and feel tired but so good at the same time. The feeling of Leon pulling out makings you gasp with how empty it feels. He lays next to you, wrapping his arm around your figure and planting a kiss on your forehead.
"Let me hold you for a minute and then I'll clean you up darling." You nod, eyes closing. You're going to sleep well tonight.
(Synopsis) Where Clark is trying to be romantic with his crush like as a "Secret Admirer"—But he's so bad at it that it actually looks like you have a creep stalker. He's just trying to be sweet!
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You don't look well: you look almost anxious. Your face shows how uncomfortable you are with something, and the way you play with your fingers as if trying to distract yourself is noticeable. "I think I have a stalker."
"A stalker?" Lois frowns and finally puts the computer aside, moving closer to you to make sure she hadn't misheard. "Like, a creep?"
You nod, swallowing hard. "For a few days now, whenever I go home, I feel like someone's following me." Lois's eyes turn worried as she notices you're holding back tears. "And—and they've left me notes..."
"Notes?"
"Yeah, look." You pull two crumpled pieces of paper out of your purse. Lois could swear even those dried stains were your tears. "This one was on my desk yesterday." You put the two pieces of paper on the desk so your friend can read them. "And this one was in the same place this morning."
'I'm always watching you.'
'Make sure you always lock your door. You don't know who can get in.'
Lois is trying to comfort you while you sob. How awful! What if they wanted to kidnap you? Or even worse, rape you? You were having a terrible time, always afraid. Those notes were always on your mind, making you go to bed scared. Lois tells you that you should buy some pepper spray while she tries to calm you down "Let's talk to HR, okay?"
Meanwhile, Clark, who is a few desks away and heard your entire conversation with his super hearing, is stunned. His eyes are lost, and he prays that the earth would swallow him right there repeating itself over and over again in his mind. In short, things weren't happening the way he expected.
A week ago, he was with Jimmy at lunch—talking about how much he wanted to ask you on a date, but he always chickened out. “Come on, man. It’s easy. You can do the secret admirer thing.”
"The secret admirer thing?" Clark's hopes revived a little when he heard Jimmy. Jimmy was nodding like some kind of master— As if Clark were Luke Skywalker and he were Yoda
"Yep. You leave her little gifts, or notes in her desk, you know. But you don't tell her who you are." Clark thinks about it for a few seconds, hesitantly. Jimmy rolls his eyes when the six-foot-six puppy asks if you'd like it. "Of course you would like it. Be a hearttrob."
So that's what he did: he watched the rom-coms Jimmy recommended and tried to put what he'd learned into practice. He'd been following "discreetly" you home to make sure you'd get there safely, more out of some Superman-like protective instinct than anything. And he'd left you those notes, happy just to think of you reading them and making that face you always make when he compliments you. Yeah. All in all, you were going to love him.
How come it never occurred to him for a second that maybe he was coming across more like a woman stalker than just a man hopelessly in love?
"You did what?" Jimmy's expression is horrified during and after Clark tells him everything that had happened, and what he'd heard between you and Lois. He's banging his head against the desk as if he could lobotomize himself. "The hell did you write that, dude?!"
"You told me to do it!" He stops banging his head against the table to rush to defend himself—if there were resources that could defend him. "It's your fault! You told me to be a hearttrob!"
"I told you to be a hearttrob—a hearttrob" Jimmy turns to his sides to make sure neither you nor Lois are around. He leans his face closer to Clark's desk so no one will hear them. "Not a creep. You scared her, man!"
Clark is going to fix it. He's determined to fix it—he can't rest easy knowing that now because of him, you're anxious about going home alone, that because of him, you think someone's out to hurt you. He didn't mean to scare you, he just wanted a date! So he does what, in his novice-love mind, makes the most sense.
Things would be easier if the walk to your house wasn't always so dark and lonely—but Clark isn't one to question his luck right now. He's going to fall in step with you, apologize and tell you he never meant to come across as a sexual predator, ask you on a date, and go home happy.
Clark is replaying his plan in his head for the third time when he notices you've picked up your walking speed. He keeps up with you without a problem. Until you start running. Jeez, no! You probably thought he was a creep again! "Hey, wait—"
Clark ran after you, impressed by how fast you were despite your heels. Without much difficulty, he caught up to you in no time, putting his hand on your shoulder to make you stop. "It's me—"
You slam a self-defense taser into his hand.
"Clark!" The taser falls from your hands as soon as you see the face of your coworker, who's holding his hand with a grimace. "Oh my God. I'm so, so sorry—are you okay?"
A regular taser wouldn't have even tickled Superman—but of course you didn't have an ordinary taser. You feared for your life, for God's sake! So you bought a solar-powered taser. The kind that has at least a tiny effect on Superman. You keep apologizing countless times, while Clark is apologizing at the same time as you, saying it was his fault. You're both a mess of apologies
Of course you didn't have a creepy stalker; you just had a super-clueless Clark Kent who was dying to go on a date with you. Don't be mad at him, please.
warnings: angst, limited mentions of drinking and smoking
note: hiii! it's been SO long since i've written for tumblr... i saw the superman movie and got really inspired by how hot he is and how much i love superman's character (mostly how hot he is). this will have a part two! and yes, the part two will have smut... so stay tuned. :)
descrip: clark kent is your best friend. you love him. you thought you could stand it, but when he starts showing interest in lois lane, you crumble. someone else appears to bring you solace, but what happens when that someone else is just the man you're trying to avoid?
If you’re being honest with yourself, you were fucked from the moment you met him.
You were not honest with yourself often. Especially about your feelings, because it was always much easier to bury those than to allow their full, devastating power to wreak havoc on your psyche. Easier to smile, to lie, to say it’s okay when really, you want to scream about the unfairness of it all. Easier to just move on with your life.
But Clark made everything very, very complicated. He made it much harder for you to avoid those uncomfortable truths, because he was your most uncomfortable truth—the truth that your personal life was in shambles, and that he was your only anchor. You needed him from the first moment he spoke to you. He was the sun and the stars, bringing you light in the form of coffees and your favorite cafe pastries and that geeky, sideways smile. He was your best friend. Clark did not ask for permission before he weaseled his way into your life. One day he was just… there.
The first time you spoke to him—a real conversation, not just trading stupid jokes between colleagues or proofreading articles—was on Jimmy’s birthday. Everyone had come together and thrown him a surprise party at the Globe; the desks had been moved around to accommodate an open bar, and they’d even gotten a DJ. You thought it was sweet and chipped in despite not knowing him so well.
You remember exactly what you were wearing that night, because Clark’s first words to you that night had been Hi, how are you, I like your outfit. You had smiled, not expecting the compliment even though you knew he was just like that to everyone.
“Thanks,” you’d said, sipping on a spiked seltzer you’d snagged from the bar. Your nose crinkled at the taste. The alcohol made the fruit flavor taste rotten. You turned to Clark and took in his attire—he was still wearing the suit he’d had on earlier at work, but had shed the jacket, and unbuttoned the first few buttons of his dress shirt. “You look snazzy. Very after-hours-business-casual.”
He’d laughed, that awkward way he does when he’s a little flustered. “There are definitely some pretty hefty sweat stains under my arms right now, but it’s dark, so hopefully no one notices.”
You laughed too, not as awkward, more endeared. “Well, I hadn’t, but now it’s all I’m gonna think when I look at you.”
Clark huffed, taking a sip of what you assumed was the signature cocktail Lois has arranged with the bartender. You were surprised to see he had no reaction to the taste; maybe he was a big weekend drinker.
“Now I wish I didn’t say anything. I liked it better knowing you were looking at me thinking about how snazzy I am.”
A small, small part of you thought he was flirting, but you suffocated the idea before you could really think it at all. Clark Kent was awkward, goofy, and the biggest nerd you knew, but he was also a man—and a hunk, for lack of a better term. And no man like that would be caught dead flirting with you. That’s what you told yourself. That’s what you knew.
When you came into work the next Monday, Clark greeted you with a grin and a hot coffee, from your favorite cafe. You asked him how he’d known and he’d maintained he hadn’t; it was just close-by. You’d felt a little embarrassed sitting at your desk that morning, worrying you’d sounded disappointed at his response.
Every morning after that, he brought you coffee, and while you waited for the serious hours of the workday to come, you chatted about your evenings, how well you slept, what you dreamt about. Soon, you started talking about your families. What was it like, growing up? What posters did you have on your walls? When was your first kiss? Your most embarrassing memory? How often do you call your parents? What did you want to be when you were small?
Sometimes you went out after work. It was never anything inherently romantic, just walks in the nearby park, or pizza at a local spot. Sometimes he took the train home with you when it got too late. And the months dragged on and you tried to convince yourself that what you felt for Clark was normal, entirely platonic. Not devastatingly, tragically romantic.
Not love.
But it was. And you knew it was. Sometimes you made yourself forget so you could laugh at his silly jokes and not feel your chest ache. Other times you knew it so badly you couldn’t stand to look at him, to think of him. In those moments, when the sunlight made Clark’s blue eyes look the color of a waterfall, when his voice shook under the weight of his hidden, incredibly nerdy passions, you told yourself you could stand it. That you could be his friend, and he could be yours—you didn’t know if you could live in a world where this, at least, was not true.
You can tell yourself that it’s enough as much as you want. You know it’s not. But it’s never hurt you as much as it does right now. Right now, you realize you cannot be his friend. You realize that Clark Kent has destroyed you inside out without even knowing. And you let him.
“She’s really smart, you know? And… obviously, she’s beautiful. I just… I feel like she doesn’t think of me that way.”
He’s sitting across from you in the office. The only light is the one sitting on your desk, and the building is almost entirely empty. You and Clark decided to stay afterhours and finish the piece you’d been working on for the past few days. You can barely remember what it’s about now. Clark stares at the wood of the table, leaning back in the chair as though he’s trying to sink himself into it. He always kind of sits like that. Like he’s trying to disappear.
You clear your throat, forcing yourself out of the stupor. You feel a little numb. You don’t know what to say, so you pretend you hadn’t heard him, turning to your computer. Considering how close he is, and the fact that you are the only two people in the room, you not hearing him is almost impossible—you ignore that and hope he’s feeling just as naive as he always is.
Clark looks up at you, his brows knitted together ever so slightly. “What do you think?”
You pause, unable to meet his eye. “About what?”
“About… you know. Lois. You think she’d give me a chance?”
He sounds like a schoolboy having a crush for the first time. You finally look up at him and see a little smile, a little twinkle in his eyes. You feel your stomach twist and you inhale softly.
“I don’t know. I’m not really good at that stuff.” A tolerably believable cop-out, you think, tapping your fingers on the keyboard. You’re not even sure what you’re writing anymore. It’ll all have to be redone tomorrow. Or later tonight, if your mind doesn’t allow you to sleep, which is more than likely considering the pressure in your skull.
Clark huffs. “So, that’s your nice way of saying never in a million years, huh? At least you’re honest.”
You wish you could let him believe that—be selfish, keep him to yourself. But you know it’s stupid to cling to the illusion you’ve let yourself find comfort in, so you force a small smile.
“I’m not saying that. You’re… a handsome guy, and… you’re one of the kindest people I know. I can’t think of anything that would make her not like you. Unless she already has a boyfriend.” The words taste bitter and linger on your tongue. Clark breaks out into what you think may be the most endearing grin you’ve ever seen him pull. Maybe it’s the circumstances.
“So, you think I should go for it?”
You bite your tongue to keep the ache behind your eyes at bay. “I don’t see why not.
When you walk out of the building that night, you call a taxi, so Clark won’t offer to take you home. Staring out the car window at the city draped in night, something creeps up from your chest, nestling into the crook of your neck, spreading to the cracks in your skull. You’ve just buried your own grave. Every speed bump you thump over feels like wading deeper into the crypt. You forget to tip the driver in your numb stupor and curse yourself for it when you get inside.
It’s only Tuesday, so you have to see Clark tomorrow. You wish it were the weekend so you had some time to recuperate, figure out how to navigate this without ruining everything for yourself. You shower and eat, even though you aren’t really hungry. You sit on your fire escape with your laptop and a joint and wait until the sun comes up.
You don’t know how to make yourself stop feeling, so you decide you have to push him away instead. Force his hands out of the tangled roots that are your life and learn how to be without him. You’re early to work that morning and you buy yourself your own coffee. It doesn't taste as good as it usually does, so you finish it quickly and toss it in the trash. You don't want to admit to yourself that you really just didn't want Clark to see, because you know he'd be confused, and a little hurt.
Clark comes in at 9:30am, a little later than he's supposed to. You try not to turn when he comes in but routine is more powerful than your pride. He smiles at you, his glasses a little fogged up, struggling a little to carry three hot coffees in his hands. You wonder briefly why they didn't just give him the tray, or why he didn't ask for it, but then you're caught by the realization of three, three coffees.
He makes his way to your desk, places all three in the space between the stacks of paper and your computer. You almost tell him you don't need one, but in truth you really do. The sleepless night is catching up to you.
"Morning," Clark says, smoothing his palms down the front of his slacks. He seems nervous. You exhale.
"Morning. Thanks for the coffee," you reply, your voice soft and a little empty. You go to reach for the one in the middle, but Clark reaches out to stop you, hand wrapping around your wrist. You feel your heart lurch into your throat and hope he can't feel your pulse quickening.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to—sorry," he stammers, letting go of your hand like he's been burned. "It's just, that's—" he looks around, and then leans forward ever so slightly, "that one's for Lois. I figured I'd do something subtle, you know? Like... to test the waters a bit. The one on the right is yours."
You blink up at him, staring a little too long. When you realize, you go to take the coffee on the far right, and with great effort, you force the corners of your mouth to turn upward.
"That's cute. She'll like it," you say, taking a long sip of your drink. The liquid is too hot and it burns your tongue, and you wince softly. Even through the heat you can taste that something is different. It's not bad, but it's not quite right. You look up at Clark and he knows what your question is without you having to ask it.
"Yeah, it's not from the cafe we like. They were out of almond milk, and that's Lois's favorite, so I had to go to the place across the street instead. Is it that bad?"
You shake your head. "No, just... different."
Clark's mouth slants into that crooked, charming smile you love. "Good. Wish me luck."
The rest of the week passes by in the slowest, most miserable manner you've experienced in a while. At least, it feels like it does—you're sure you've had harder times, but when you see Lois standing over Clark's desk, and him staring up at her with that dopey grin, you can't think of any.
You and Clark finish the article on Wednesday and you lie about feeling sick, so he won't ask you to get food afterward. On Thursday he asks you if you want to have a movie night but you lie and say your mom is coming for dinner. On Friday, he tells you he's getting dinner with Lois tomorrow and asks if you can think of any places that are reasonably priced, atmospheric, and romantically inclined. You suggest a restaurant you remember some guy on Hinge taking you to and excuse yourself to the bathroom to collect yourself.
Saturday comes, and you're wrapped up in a blanket on the couch, television playing an old movie, wooden wick candle crackling in the background. Your phone lights up—despite promising yourself you wouldn't look at it tonight, your eyes catch Clark's name and you can't help it.
7:33pm
Heading out to pick up Lois soon.
I'm so nervous.
7:50pm
Let's get food on Monday after work so I can tell you about it?
Wish me luck. 🙂
You read the texts a few times, letting the words roll around in your brain, sink into the grey matter. Then, you text your girlfriends, asking if there's anything happening tonight that you could tag along to. You want to drink, dance, have fun—things you've never really made a habit of, so when they see your message they're very excited about the chance. There's a club nearby you hosting some sort of themed party, and you say yes before you can properly think about it.
Though you haven't gone out like this in a while, you know what to wear. You put on a little more makeup than usual, and when you look in the mirror at the finished product your aching chest is slightly soothed by what you see. If you can't feel good, at least you can look good.
You're already drunk when you and your friends get there. The line is long, but it feels like you blink and you're inside, hot bodies pressed up against your skin as you writhe to the deep, resounding bass. Your body is loose and light, unburdened by any thoughts or feelings. Your friend dances next to you, and you smile at each other, laughing for the first time in days, able to see the beauty in life again, if only for a few hours.
Then, you're walking home in the dark. Your friends took taxis home and you said you would too, but you don't want to go inside. The air is crisp and the silence is comforting. The alcohol in your veins makes your head throb slightly, and your vision is a little blurred around the edges, but the walk is better than the carride would've been. You might've gotten nauseous. Plus, having to move keeps you distracted, and you know you're not in the state to be thinking of Clark right now. Even if that's all you can seem to do, anyway.
You turn a corner onto a darker street, and the air shifts. Your hair prickles at the nape of your neck and a wave of goosebumps rolls over your skin. You pause for a moment, eyes darting around the shadows, but force yourself to keep moving. If you can just get home, you'll be safe.
"Ma'm—"
You jump, a short scream escaping you at the sudden voice, behind you. Your body feels like it's turned inside out with the fear that consumes you, staring ahead, frozen in place. The air shifts again, and you jump backwards as a figure descends from the sky, biting back another yelp.
What the fuck?
"—Superman?" you breathe, before he can say anything. You try to remember if you took anything. Maybe someone spiked your drink? Your faculties feel mostly in check, if not for the drunkenness, but you don't think there's a level of drunkenness that causes you to hallucinate this realistically.
Superman, Metropolis's beloved hero and protector, is standing in front of you. Well, flying, really—hovering right above the ground, like he's trying to make you even more aware of his superness. You want to tell him that you could not possibly be more aware already, but his feet meet the ground, and he takes a few steps forward.
"Ma'm, are you alright? It's very late for you to be out here alone. You could get hurt." His voice is even more commanding in person, though you get the sense he isn't really trying to be that way. He has kinder eyes than you would've expected. Not that you wouldn't have expected Superman to be kind. You've always thought well of the hero, despite the spandex.
You blink up at him. He is very, very handsome, you think, and a small smile absentmindedly forms at the thought.
Superman clears his throat, eyes darting over your face with what you think is probably concern. "Ma'm?"
You sigh, snapped out of your shock. For some reason, you don't feel as awed as you always imagined you might, if you got the chance to meet him. You feel very safe, and oddly comfortable. Maybe it's the alcohol.
"Yes, Superman, I'm okay. I'm just a little drunk, but I'm almost home, so no need to worry, sir," you finally say, flashing him two thumbs up and the sweetest smile you can muster. The man watches you closely, unmoved and seemingly unconvinced by your reassurance.
"Ma'm, if you're drunk, it's even more unsafe for you to be alone right now. I can't let you walk by yourself at this hour."
Your eyes go a little wide, and you pause for a moment, waiting for him to continue. He just watches you, and you notice that his eyes are the color of a waterfall. You swallow hard.
"You wanna... walk me home? Don't you have, like... more important stuff to be doing? Right now, at this very moment, there could be... I don't know. A huge alien, robbing a bank, or something."
Superman stares at you for a second, and then the corners of his mouth twitch up, and he laughs. Superman laughs at something you've said, and you're caught off guard at how beautiful his smile is—you want to use another word, something that means less, but for some reason you can't lie and you just admit that it is that, beautiful.
"That doesn't even make sense. Why would an alien be robbing a bank?"
You smile softly, feeling something like a laugh bubbling in your throat. "I don't know. Anything's possible."
He huffs, crossing his arms over his chest. "If there was a huge alien in the city, I'd already have seen it. And anyway, right now all I see is a drunk young woman alone in the middle of the night, so right now, that's my only problem."
That's my only problem. You're his only problem, you think, when you start to walk slowly in the direction of your home, and he follows you, matching your stride. You find that you kind of like the idea of being Superman's problem. You also find that he looks exceedingly, otherworldly handsome in the moonlight, and that he is almost uncomfortably charming.
"Can I ask why you're out so late?" Superman asks you, as you walk along the street. You're the only people outside and you feel like you're living in a movie.
"I went out with some friends," you answer, noncommittally. You hug yourself closer as a particularly strong breeze washes over you. You didn't realize it'd got so cold at night.
He hums softly, the sound vibrating in your chest. "Are you someone that... does that often?"
You snort. "Are you trying to give me an intervention?"
"No, no, not at all," Superman says, a little too quickly. You watch him with a teasing smile. He exhales sharply. "Usually, when people who don't tend to go out and drink decide to do so, they're looking to do one of two things—celebrate, or forget. You don't really seem in the mood for celebrating."
The unspoken question rings in your ears. Is Superman trying to be your therapist? You suppose you must look really worn down for him to be showing such genuine concern.
His eyebrows pinch together slightly, and he shakes his head, like he's read your mind. "I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry, I'm overstepping."
You smile, almost tauntingly. "I didn't know Superman got so personal with civilians."
"He doesn't—I don't. And I don't usually speak in third person, sorry. I hate when that happens."
Superman's a little awkward, you think. You watch the genuine disappointment on his face and you giggle to yourself. You would never have imagined him to be so... personable. It's hard to think of him as above you and everyone else on the planet when he's acting so painfully human.
"That's okay. Having a secret identity is probably bad for your psyche. Makes sense you might refer to yourself in third person, sometimes."
He sighs, and when he doesn't say anything you wonder if you've struck a nerve. You walk a few moments in silence before he speaks up again.
"My... secret identity and myself aren't that different. At least, I try my best to make it that way." Superman sounds a little softer, and you think you may hear something vulnerable, but that must be the alcohol showing you what you want to see. Regardless of what's true, you feel your stomach flood with another wave of butterflies.
You think a bit before asking, hoping you're not stepping out of line. "Which one is more real?"
He pauses, steps faltering almost imperceptibly before he recovers. He turns to look at you, and his gaze feels like water and velvet. "I don't... I don't know. They're both me, I think. Equally."
Superman walks you the rest of the way in silence. You're not put off by it, because it's not the tense quiet you hate so much, but something comforting and safe. You shiver a few times too many and he offers you his cape, wrapping it around your shoulders tightly. You've never seen Superman without his cape before and it looks so wrong you start laughing. The cloth smells like lemon fabric softener.
When you reach your apartment building, it occurs to you that Superman now knows where you live, but you can't bring yourself to be bothered.
"Thank you for walking me home. You're my hero," you say, with a big, sweet smile, your eyes heavy with exhaustion. The sun is about an hour away from rising, and you have never been more grateful for a Sunday.
Superman gives you a look that you can't read, but it's gone before you can fully register it.
"Try not to be out so late again. It really isn't safe." He smiles. You swear you've seen that smile somewhere else. Maybe in a dream. "One day there actually could be an alien in a bank."
You fall asleep easily that night—more accurately, that morning. You're not sure what you dream about, but you know Superman was there.
When you wake up you're greeted by a pounding headache and a heavy body. You forgot how horrible hangovers could be. You're still a little drunk, the world around you tilted just slightly off kilter. The sun beaming in through your thin curtains is far too bright. You groan, rolling over to close your eyes again.
Before you can, you decide to check your phone, more out of routine than anything else. Whoever said phones weren't really addictive clearly didn't have one. Your eyes go a little wide when you see Clark's name is the first notification, and that he's been texting you for about an hour. You almost don't want to check what he's said.
10:23am
Morning!
Wanna get coffee at our place?
11:15am
Sleeping in huh. You had a late night?
11:35am
I'll bring the coffee to you.
Be there in 30.
Your heart drops. Clark has been to your apartment several times, but never unannounced. You look hesitantly at the time to see it's 11:50, which means you have about 15 minutes to get up, brush your teeth, shower, and get dressed. You force yourself up like a vampire rising from its coffin, eyes narrowed to avoid the blinding light. You set a timer for 10 minutes so you can have a five minute warning.
You get in the shower, scrub the unwashed makeup away from your eyes, soap the night and all the sticky sweat from your body. You brush your teeth in the shower to save time; you'd always thought people who did that were weird, but it does feel kind of efficient, even if it doesn't really make sense that it would be. You feel a little gross about not showering last night before you got in bed but there was no way you could've safely done that in your state. You wonder, if you'd asked Superman to stand watch in your bathroom, would he have said yes? You turn the shower off, skin a little raw from the water.
Superman. You met Superman last night. That's something you never thought you'd say. You want to see Superman again. That's also something you'd never imagined you'd say.
Your doorbell rings. Your eyes go wide.
"Hey, it's me! You awake?"
Fuck. He's early. You should've thought about that.
You freeze for one second, and then you rush out of the bathroom, wrapping a towel around yourself.
"Hold on!" you call, frantically opening your dresser to find something appropriate for Clark to see you in. You settle on a pair of boxers and your favorite oversized shirt; you don't need to look fancy, he knows you just woke up. You dry your hair as best you can in the limited time constraints and run to the front door, taking a deep breath before you unlock the door.
Clark's eyes light up when he sees you. He smiles, clearly taking in your appearance, which makes you wish you'd put on a pair of longer pajama pants.
"Hey," he says, holding out a coffee for you. You smile back, taking it. You think you read that coffee's good for hangovers, though you can't remember where you read it.
"Hi."
You stand in the doorway for a moment before you realize you should probably move, and so you do, stepping awkwardly to the side.
He enters, and you close the door behind him. Clark takes up so much space that your apartment seems to condense around him. He stands with his back to you, suit jacked hanging on his forearm, coffee in the other hand. He looks around your apartment, like it's the first time he's been here. To be fair, you've only ever had him over at night, after work. Everything looks different in the sunlight.
"What'd you do last night? You never sleep in this late," Clark asks, turning to face you. You're a little taken aback by his question; you're not sure why, but it feels blunter than he usually would've gone for. You move around him to the kitchen, where you can stand behind the island counter, putting adequate space between yourself and him. His eyes follow you as you move.
"Nothing. I just stayed in, watched a movie." You don't know why you lie. Something about telling Clark that you'd abruptly gone out and gotten very drunk the night he went out on his first date with your coworker felt like the wrong choice. You lean your elbows onto the counter and sip your coffee. It's perfect.
Clark crosses his arms over his chest, watching you in way that makes you afraid that somehow, he knows you've lied. The air turns tense with his gaze. You're a little confused, but you wait for him to say something.
He finally clears his throat, looking away, his arms going loose at his sides. He sits down in front of you, on one of the barstools you have by the island.
"Well, there's nothing wrong with sleeping in. That's what the weekend is for." Clark sips his own coffee, resting his jacket on the stool beside him. You smile softly, slightly forced. The tension hasn't entirely dissipated and you still aren't sure why it's there at all.
The anxious part of you is worried he's somehow figured out why you haven't been available recently. But how? You drown the thought with more hot coffee.
You don't want to ask, but you know if you don't Clark will think something's wrong. So, you force the words out, even though it makes you feel like you're twisting a knife into an open wound.
"How was your date with Lois?"
Clark pauses a moment, then smiles. Your heart squeezes. "It was... good. She's... everything I thought she'd be."
You swallow hard. "And that's a good thing?"
"Yes... I think," he starts, resting his chin on his palm. "She's great, really. I just... I don't know. It kind of feels like something's... missing."
Selfishly, you're filled with relief, but you stamp it down, taking another sip of your coffee. "Something's missing? Like what?"
Clark sighs, looking away from you. His brows meet gently in the middle. "I don't know. Something."
A beat of quiet passes between the two of you. Your head throbs, but it's soft enough to be tolerable.
"We're going out again on Tuesday, though. So, that's good. I figure I should just give it a chance, you know? Just cause there's no like... crazy spark right now, doesn't mean it can't happen. She's great. Really."
The relief passes over you. You bite your tongue and smile again, this time much more convincingly. "I know she is. And I think you're right. It's really rare that you just fall in love the first time you go out. Usually you have to work for it a little."
Clark stays an hour or so longer and you fall into your typical conversation. He asks you what you dreamt about, and you answer honestly, telling him that you dreamt about Superman. He seems very shocked by this, and asks you a lot of questions about it. You lie and say you saw him doing an interview on tv before you fell asleep, so that must be why. You ask Clark what he dreamt about and he says he didn't have any dreams.
The day passes on. Sundays are usually your least busy days work wise, so you take the time to go grocery shopping, do your laundry, clean your bedroom. When you walk down the street, you think about how you were walking here with Superman just last night. You wonder if that really happened or if maybe, that was the dream.
Soon, night comes. You're out for a walk, which is not strange for you; you've always found night walks to be comforting. There are still some people out, groups of teenagers getting food, couples squeezing in a Sunday evening date before the work week swallows up all their time. You turn on an empty street, listening closely to the sound of your shoes making contact with the concrete.
You're deciding whether to make your way to the park or to head home when you see him.
When he descends from the sky it's hard not to think of him as a god. Even in that ridiculous spandex, with the cape billowing behind him in the wind, he looks like something inhuman, better than human. As though someone sought to create the most perfect man, and then spat him out into the world and told him to Be good. And good he was. Your heart flutters a little watching him approach you.
"Ma'm," Superman starts, his tone serious despite the small smile he's wearing, "I believe I asked you not to be out at night alone."
You smile back. "Well, there haven't been any reports of bank aliens, so I figured if I got in trouble, you'd be available to save me."
He watches you for a moment, sizing you up. You don't miss the way his eyes fall down your figure and back up again, like he's... there's no way Superman is checking you out, but it certainly feels like that, and you bite the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling harder. Superman looks like he is deciding something, chewing on his bottom lip with his hands planted firmly on his hips. Finally, he peers behind you, making sure there's nobody in sight, and he offers you his hand.
"Can I show you something?"
Is there possibly any other answer but a resounding yes, when Superman asks to show you something? You don't have a clue what that something could be, or why he would want to show you, of all people, but your hand is in his before you can even think of saying no. You nod, unable to hide your excited smile, and he smiles back, mirroring you. His grip is firm on your waist when he takes you in his arms, your hands pressed up against his chest, your eyes widened and your heart pounding.
Then, you're in the air.
"Don't worry. I won't drop you," he reassures, face so close to yours that the sound of his voice almost startles you. You cling to him tightly, unable to feel embarrassment at your proximity to this man you barely know.
Without warning, you start moving through the air. Slowly, not even fast enough to mess up your hair, but it still makes your stomach lurch. His hand on your waist tightens.
"Where are you taking me?" you manage, trying not to glance down as you get further and further from the ground. Despite your instinctive fear of heights, you find that you don't feel particularly unsafe. You can't think of a reason Superman would have to kidnap you, so you attribute your inherent trust in him to his righteous reputation, and try to relax your hammering heart.
"Just trust me. I promise it's worth it."
You close your eyes until you feel solid ground beneath your feet, which is only a minute or so. You don't let go of him until he starts letting go of you, and then you open your eyes, seeing him staring down at you with a sideways smile.
"Turn around," he says, and you do so without thinking. Behind you is the expanse of the city, white lights twinkling against the black shadows of tall buildings. The moon is almost full and hangs above it all like an ever-watching eye. It's beautiful.
"Do you come up here often?" You turn to him, your eyebrows raised ever so slightly. The lights of the city are reflected in his eyes. They're calm and blue like the sea at low tide.
Superman sighs, and directs his gaze outward, toward the city. You imagine he sees something very different when he looks. You see only the colors and lights and the beauty. He must see only the bad, because he knows those bad things very personally. His arms are behind his back, his chest and chin high. You wonder if he even thinks about those things, or if that's just his natural posture. You straighten your back a little.
"Yes," he finally answers, gaze hard as he stares out at the city. "Well, not this specific roof, but I go up on roofs a lot. It helps clear my head."
You smile, and lean forward against the railing separating you from appreciating the view and tumbling face first into it. "No one's ever caught you?"
"Caught me?" he turns to you, eyes lit up with something playful. "Is it illegal to be on a roof?"
You scoff. "Well, I don't know. If I came up to my roof and saw Superman tanning there, I'd probably be a little shocked."
Superman laughs, and the sound makes you laugh a little too. "I do not tan on random roofs, that's not what I said."
"Maybe you should. You're a little pale."
He laughs again, shaking his head. You watch him with a glint in your eyes and feel your cheeks warming slightly. He is so handsome, it's almost insufferably. You briefly think that he reminds you of Clark in this way, though they are handsome in different ways. Thinking of Clark sours your mood and your smile falls just slightly.
"Why did you bring me here?" you ask, after a beat of quiet. Superman doesn't respond, and then he takes a deep breath, his head hanging slightly as he stares at the rooftop's gravelly surface.
"I don't know. I just... this is silly. I know we don't know each other. But, I feel..." he inhales again, "I feel like you see me."
You blink, and then you giggle softly to mask the heavy onslaught of butterflies spreading in your stomach. His head almost snaps to face you, to watch you with wide eyes. The tips of his ears are a little red.
"You don't even know my name, Superman."
"And you don't know mine," he mutters, shaking his head. He smiles a little sadly, though, eyebrows turning up just slighlty. "I know. It's stupid."
You inhale. "Not stupid. Just a bit... illogical. But that's okay."
You want to tell Superman your name. You want him to ask for it. But he just stares at you with those soft, blue eyes, and that slightly crooked smile. And then he turns to face the city again, so you do too. It really is beautiful. His expression makes you think you may be wrong—maybe he also sees the beauty, too. Not just the bad.
Monday morning, you wake up early. You take a long, hot shower, scrubbing yourself so clean you notice a pink tint to your skin when you're applying lotion afterward. You use your favorite perfume, the one that always gets you compliments and the occasional double-take. You go to your favorite cafe and get your usual coffee. It tastes almost as good as it usually does—almost. That's enough for now.
When Clark comes in, you're still drinking the coffee, and you don't turn around when he comes into the room. It's not purposeful, as it's mostly because you're too caught up in your most recent assignment to notice him.
"Morning," he greets. You notice the immediate look of confusion on his face the moment you look up at him. Clark is again holding three cups of coffee, and this time he's marked them with the first letter of the recipient's names, likely to avoid your blunder the last time. His grin falls almost completely when he spots your drink, pressed to your lips as you eye him.
"Morning," you say, giving him a little, nervous smile. "I had to get my own this morning. I slept really badly last night."
A lie. You'd slept like a baby, after Superman had hand delivered you to your balcony, and flown off into the night, like an angel. You wanted to smile as you thought of it but Clark's expression kept you from doing so. You place the coffee cup down on your desk and it sounds louder than it should.
"Oh." He swallows. The air is stiff and heavy, like it had been in your apartment Sunday morning. You swallow too, fiddling with your fingers in your lap. "That's fine. I'll just give yours to Jimmy."
You nod, flashing an awkward smile. "Sorry."
Clark shakes his head, but doesn't say anything else. He just stares at you, like he's waiting for you to say something more, but when you don't he nods too. His grin is rigid when he gathers the drinks up from your desk and moves to deliver them to his two giftees.
Mondays are always quite busy, so it's easier for you to focus on your work, since there's so much of it. It's impossible, though, to miss Clark's relentless staring; he must think he's being subtle, but unfortunately for him he's the least subtle man on the planet. He knows something is wrong, you think. If he had been less perceptive, you would've been able to get away with slowly peeling yourself from him; you would've been able to separate yourself entirely before he noticed anything at all. Unfortunately for you, Clark is also the most perceptive man on the planet.
That evening, he catches up to you before you can leave the office. You had hoped you'd be able to escape before he saw you'd gone, but you knew the chance of that was very, very unlikely.
"Hey," Clark calls, as you're turned around, facing the door. He runs up to you, your back still facing him. When he gets to you, you turn, forcing a smile.
"Hey," you say, hugging your papers closer to your chest. "I'm heading out. I have to get a good night's sleep to make up for last night."
Clark nods, humming to himself, though his expression seems lost. "Oh, ok. Are you hungry? We could get some food before you go home. I've been, uh—I've been craving, um... pizza. Or thai. Really, we can get whatever you want."
Your heart aches. You swallow the pain behind your eyes. If you didn't know better, you'd say his gaze looked desperate, a little scared. "Sorry, Clark. I've really gotta get home."
His face falls. You're filled with the sudden urge to reach out and kiss him, but you stay where you are. He pushes up his glasses, which have fogged a little around the edges. "...ok, I understand. Are you taking a taxi, or...?"
You hadn't planned to, but now you have to—or, at least, you have to say you are. Otherwise, you know Clark will offer to take the train home with you. It feels like betraying your ritual to do that with this tension still between the two of you. Even if you're not really sure when it will go away. If it will.
"Yeah, I am," you lie, smiling. "Goodnight, Clark."
When you get home, you place your things down, and go straight to your bedside table. You keep some joints there for the harder nights. You take one, go to the kitchen, fill a tall glass with white wine. Then, you grab your headphones—the wire ones, because you're too afraid to buy the bluetooth version. One of the things you hate most about yourself is how forgetful you can be, how easily you lose things. You leave through the front door, your supplies in tow, and you go up to the roof.
There are less clouds in the sky than last night, so you can see some of the stars. The city's light pollution hides the majority, but you have always loved the stars, so any of better than none.
You light the joint. You sip your wine, and put on your favorite songs. You stare out at the cityscape.
You begin to feel a little stupid. In fact, with every minute that passes, you begin to feel more and more painfully stupid, because why would Superman take time out of his extremely busy schedule to come see you? He never even hinted that he was going to. You never hinted that you wanted him to. Even if you had, why would he say yes? For god's sake, he doesn't even know your name, and he was right—you don't know his. The two times he's run into you have been purely coincidental; he just happened to be there. You're delusional for thinking he'd actually carve out space between fighting interdimensional monsters and dealing with corrupt businessmen to see you, a civilian that he barely knows.
You stand up to leave, and then the air whooshes around you, like a gust of sudden wind.
"You're not going to believe this, but there really was an alien in the city. It wasn't that big, though. And it wasn't trying to rob a bank, unfortunately."
You smile so wide that you have to calm yourself before you turn to face him.
"Well, it's not like I was in danger or anything," you say, taking a seat against the half-walls framing the roof's edges. He stares down at you with his arms crossed before sitting down across from you. Even seated his posture is impossibly perfect, you think.
"I knew I'd find you up here. I had a feeling I inspired you with all my roof-talk."
You laugh, and your stomach flips. He was trying to find you.
"I guess so. It is really nice up here."
I only came up here because I was hoping to see you, you think, and you almost say it, but when you look into his eyes you get the sense that he may already know. Superman watches you with smiling eyes and then he sighs, his eyebrows furrowing like he's trying to weigh the pros and cons of saying something. You let him deliberate in silence.
"Why were you drunk that night?" he finally asks, voice laced with something akin to nervousness; something you didn't think was possible for Superman to experience. You tilt your head to the side, and stare up at the starry night. You scoff.
"Whoa. What happened to hi, how are you?"
Superman exhales sharply. "I didn't mean—god, I feel like every time we talk I end up inadvertently accusing you of being an alcoholic. I promise I'm not... doing that. You seem like a perfectly normal young woman to me."
You're endeared by his rambling, so after leaving a moment for him to stew in his awkwardness, you indulge his question.
"You were right, you know. I was out that night because I was trying to forget something. Or, someone."
His expression shifts. "...someone, huh?"
You smile to yourself, something a little sad. The high you got from smoking earlier hasn't faded entirely, and it makes you more open, less worried about the consequences of your words.
"My friend. My best friend, actually."
You're sure you imagine it, but you swear you see Superman flinch, his eyes going wide like saucers before he clears his throat, trying to regain his composure.
"And... what about this... friend? What did he do?"
You close your eyes, leaning your head against the wall behind you. It doesn't occur to you to question why he's assumed your friend is a he, because you're already caught up in thinking about him, thinking about Clark. You sigh.
"He didn't do anything. He's perfect, really."
Superman inhales sharply. "I doubt that. Everyone has their flaws."
You shake your head. "I thought that too. But not him. Any flaw he would have just makes him more perfect. And that's what makes it so hard."
You almost say his name, but then you remember the odd relationship between your superpowered companion and your best friend—Clark is always getting those interviews with him, so they must have some sort of established rapport. You trust Superman not to spill your secrets but decide it's better to keep the name to yourself.
"Makes what hard?" His voice is almost strained, like he's fighting to get the sentence out.
You open your eyes to look at him, and you're surprised at the degree of emotion you see in Superman's eyes. His eyes are stormy and more grey than blue, maybe a little watery, though that's definitely just the lighting. You smile sadly and feel, for the first time since this ordeal, your own eyes growing glossy. You haven't let yourself cry about it, afraid that would make it all the more real.
"I think—well, I know, that... I'm in love with him," you say. It's the first time you've ever said it out loud. You thought it might hurt to say it, but the words come out of your mouth smoothly, like you're meant to say it, like it's the only true thing you've ever said. "And... he's seeing someone now. Our coworker, actually. So. Yeah." You swear you hear him let out a short gasp.
You feel your eyes growing unbearably hot and then the surface tension bursts, tears making hot trails down your cheeks.
You sniffle, wiping your face. "This is just embarrassing. Jesus. Sorry."
You wait for him to respond, but he doesn't say anything. You can't look at him, eyes covered by your hands, so all you can feel is his looming presence, staring at you. Then, you hear shuffling, and you feel him even closer to you. Before you can open your eyes, his hand is on the back of your neck, ushering gently you into his chest, his other rubbing small circles on your upperback.
You lean into Superman, and it's intimate, like you've known him your whole life. You cry, all the tears you haven't let yourself shed unearthing themselves in his arms.
"It's okay," he says, quietly, chest rumbling against your cheek as he speaks. "I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."
And if you had been able to look at him, you would've seen that his waterfall eyes glistened, that his eyebrows were set deep against one another. You would've seen the way he was holding you, like if he let go you'd tumble straight through all six floors of your apartment building. He thinks about what you asked him. Which is more real? Clark Kent, the man who has been pining after you since the moment you met, or Superman, the man holding you as you cried, heartbroken by his other half?
I'm in love with him, you'd said, and he replays the words in his mind so many times your voice begins to sound warbled. You're in love with him, is what he'd heard, though that's not really what you'd meant—you're in love with Clark, not Superman. But isn't one the other?
Clark remembers the day he first saw you.
It was his first day at the Globe, and on his way there he'd spotted you. You were walking out of the cafe that he would come to learn was your favorite, and you'd leaned down to pet a dog that had come up to you. He watched you as you smiled brightly at the dog's owners, and then at the dog itself, and then you'd bid them adieu. He'd followed you, feeling very, very creepy, but it wasn't entirely on purpose—you just happened to be going the same direction. His joy and anxiety both surged when he saw you go into his building. There was a small chance you'd actually be going to his floor; there were many departments and many, many floors.
But when he got to his floor, there you were, laughing at a story Jimmy was telling. He hadn't known Jimmy's name back then, and had the childishly envious thought that he might be your boyfriend, though you were definitely out of the guy's league. Clark had regretably made his presence known, and all the business in the office came to a halt, everyone studying their coworker with the typical suspicion and jadedness that one received when they were a new employee.
And then you smiled at him. You'd stood, told him your name, shook his hand.
"It's wonderful to see a new face around here," you'd greeted, and Clark was a little distracted by your sweet, sweet smile. "I'm starting to get tired of these people."
Clark wondered if it were possible for him to ever get tired of you, or your face. As the weeks passed, he confirmed that it was not.
And then there was that night at Jimmy's party. He hadn't gone into it planning to talk to you—in fact, he hadn't planned to go at all, considering he couldn't get drunk and predicted that he would therefore not have much fun. But he went, and then he saw you, standing by the wall with a drink in your hand. He was a little taken aback by your beauty, though he was already familiar with the fact. You looked like a dream; his dream. He wouldn't have been surprised if he'd actually dreamt up this exact scenario before; you had a tendency to haunt his sleep.
To make it worse, he discovered you were easy to talk to. You were kind, so kind it sometimes rendered him speechless. You were understanding, but you also had hard boundaries, which he admired and tried to emulate in his own life—though, being a superhero makes setting boundaries a more complicated task than most. You listened to him, really listened, like you actually cared what he said. Not what Superman had to say, but what Clark had to say. It meant more to him than he could have ever communicated. More than he even let himself acknowledge.
And so Clark loved you. He loved you so dearly that when it seemed you didn't notice how he loved you—or, that you had noticed but were trying to ignore it—he gave up. It was better to have you in his life and to always want more than to lose you entirely. Right?
He likes Lois. He really does. He meant it when he said she was great, because she is. He finds her attractive, and funny, and kind. But she's not you. And that's really the only thing missing, isn't it? Clark figured he could just wait it out, spend enough time with her that he'd fall in love, just like he had with you.
But you love him. You just told him, even if you don't know you did. And he's holding you on a rooftop as you cry, because of him, something that hurts him more deeply than anything else. He feels like someone is reaching into his chest, squeezing all the blood out of his heart.
You love him.
"It's okay," he says, so quietly he's not sure if you've heard it. "It's okay," he says, even though it's not, and he doesn't know how to make it so. "It's okay."
Clark has never felt so lost. He does not have a single clue what he should do. So, he just sits there, feeling the weight of you against his chest. He pretends this is the only moment there is, the only piece of time that exists.
Working on a Miraculous type Clark x Reader, slow burn fanfic rn. I want it to be longer than my other works (at least above 10k words) and I'm taking my time with it so release date unknown.
Teaser below !
Clark Kent's actually an interesting guy. Sure, he was raised in some small town, appropriately named "Smallville" located somewhere in Kansas. And maybe he didn't have his first kiss until he was in college. Let's ignore the fact he still stumbles whenever he's trying to speak to a cute girl. But there's something that only his parents know that make's him the coolest dude around. Well, he's Superman.
Superman, the guy you'd see flying around Metropolis punching 20 foot tall aliens. You might even see him shoot rays from his eyes if he's feeling it that day. Yeah, he was that superman. So if he was really this cool, why couldn't he talk to you?
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Bimbo Fem! Reader x Clark Kent angst
Summary = Clark's a mamas boy, and you're a girl his mama wouldn't approve of.
Tags/TW = Angst, fem! reader, Toxic situations, Clarks kinda a dick, mention of SH, knifes, abuse (?), reader might be a little unstable
W.c = 3.6k
Song= "Line Without A Hook" Ricky Montgomery
He knew you were the type of gal his mother wouldn't approve of. Now, his mama's a good lady, "Remember Clark, never judge a book by it's cover" She'd drilled that line into his head so many time's he can only hear her voice when he thinks of it. So when he met you, he took her words to heart. A woman's free to wear the all the mini skirts and crop tops she wants, it ain't his place to judge.
Unfortunately you were just as sinful as you looked.
I don't really give a damn about the way you touch me
When we're alone
You can hold My hand if no one's home
"Clarkieeee, babyyyy." You were whining in his ear. The current situation? You'd just pulled him into the (tiny) supply closet of Daily Planet. He's hunched ridiculously right now and he's just praying the both of you aren't caught. At least not before his erections gone. You're kissing his neck and it's driving him crazy, he knows you applied that bright red lipstick before you shoved him in here. You're doing this on purpose.
"H-Hun. Please, w-we can do this later, at my place." He's begging. He's basically hanging onto a thread. The only thing keeping him from taking you now is the fact 1) tiny space (he's sure you're flexible enough to make it work though) and 2) His coworkers, and ex- Lois, are right outside the door.
"If you keep quiet no one will know~" You hum in his ear. Your breath still smells like mint from your toothpaste. Your breast is squished him against and he can feel that you didn't wear a bra today.
"If people see us-"
"Are you so worried about being seen with me?" He's taken back, Clark's not used to you being so forward with him. Your words felt harsh, and sounded defeated. You knew what the answer was, and you'd know for a while but you just wanted believe it wasn't true.
"What? n-No doll. That's not-" He's lying. You're a beautiful woman, and god did he like you. The way you moan his name, and he found it so sweet how you'd leave little notes in his lunchbox, always signed with your lips in whatever lipstick you were wearing that day. But you were his secret and he wanted to keep it that way. His mama had already made it clear she wasn't found of the woman. "Why'd you end things with Lois? She's a sensible young woman Clark."
"Omg, You were like this with your Mom. A-And you haven't said anything to Jimmy, your best friend. " Your voice is raising.
"Wh-What?"
"Clark! He still hits on me. NO ONE knows about us. More people know about your secret identity than about us. Is it me?"
"Doll-"
"I'll text you later." You cut him off, even in the terrible lighting, he could clearly see the disappointment on your face.
You weren't going to cry right now, at least not in front of him. With that you leave, leaving Clark alone in some dingy closet.
Your text didn't come for another four days.
Do you like it when I'm away?
If I went and hurt my body, baby
Would you still love me the same
How did you find out he was superman? Your memory is a little hazy about the whole thing. You'd been out with your girls, and you're not really sure how many shot's you'd had. 5? 9? Well it didn't matter. He could hear your voice outside your apartment door, saying goodbye to all your friends followed by the sound of your key turning the knob.
"Heyyyyyy Kittyyy Kittyyyyy." You're stumbling into your apartment, your bag falls onto the floor and you're kicking off your heels.
"Kitttyyyy where are you? Ki- EEEEEK!" You're stumbling back and before you hit the floor, he's there. Superman. He's bruised, and his suits completely torn, and maybe you can't help but feel just a little aroused. I mean, you came home and now you're being held by a bloody (and super attractive) man?
"Hun, you gotta be careful." You might be a little drunk, but the way he speaks gets your gears turning, he just sound's so much like your coworker (and situationship? Boyfriend? Unsure right now) Clark.
"C-Clark?" You squint your eyes, staring at the face of the man holding you. He smiles,
"Yes doll."
"Omgomgomg no way!!" It's like you've been flooded with energy, excitedly jumping up and from his arms. It's Superman! If you were a 13 year old boy your room would be covered with posters and actions figures of the man. He's going to have to bake some muffins for your neighbors downstairs as an apology.
"Doll, Please, calm down." He tries to grab your hands to calm you down but you're pulling, causing him to wince.
"Omg wait. You're bleeding!" Your eyes finally lock onto the massive bruise on his ribs and realize, wait that's a lot of blood, you go into a state of panic.
"I-It's okay. I'll be fine in the morning. I just needed to see you." He pulls you in, hand against the back of your head, just holding you. Your arms wrap around him and you just feel so good.
"Bed?" You mumble in his chest.
"Let's go darling." He picks you up, and you can't help but giggle. You're being held by the Superman. He helps remove the black body suit you were wearing, since you started crying, "It's tooooo tight. Clarkkkkkkk." and stomping your feet. "Okay Okay. Hold on."
When you're finally in your bed, he pulls the cover up and kisses your cheek. "Clark?" "Hm?"
"I love you." Clark smiles, more like forces one. "I know Doll."
-
"Hey doll?"
"Mhm?"
"Do you have a cat?"
"What? Of course not silly. You've been over here before LOL!" Clark grins before setting down your cup of coffee.
"Of course. Silly me."
I can feel all my bones coming back
And I'm craving motion
Mama never really learned how to live by herself
It's a curse and it's growing
You've met his mama once. His birthday was just around the corner and being the darling woman she is, thought she'd pay metropolis a visit. The hall of Daily Planet was busy, staff were running around, papers were flying and she couldn't see her son. Everyone had some major deadline that week so the place felt very overwhelming.
"Mrs. Kent?" Martha's eyes lit up when she spotted Lois.
"Lois! Dear!" Her arms were outstretched and Lois happily embraced the sweet woman.
"It's been so long! I hope everything's been great?" The pair hadn't seen each other in months, and it was the first time they were finally seeing each other since Clark ended things with Lois. "Oh look at you darling, you're still so beautiful."
"Thank you Mrs.Kent I-" "Darling, I've told you, you can just call me Martha." "Y-yes of course, Martha. I've been great. You're looking good yourself."
"Mama?"
"Clark!" Mama Kent rushed to hug her son, the height difference standing out when he bent to return her hug.
"Mama, what are you doing here?" His ear tips flushed red. More, and more of his coworkers were starting to stop and stare. All of them interested in the famous Mama Kent.
"Can't a woman see her favorite son for his birthday?" She jokingly slaps his chest.
"Clarkkkkk!!" Of course you'd have to show right now. You're rushing into the lobby, the sound of your heels hitting the tiles would've told everyone it was you, even if you hadn't yelled. You're wearing your favorite outfit, a mini denim skirt with what was originally a lingerie baby doll dress (that Clark bought you) as a top. You're rushing to him frantically, waving your hands desperately.
"Clarkkk!! You won't believe the morning I've had!! My uber totally cancelled on me and no one else would pick me up. I had to ride the metro!! And there was this weird guy who-"
"Clark, who's this?" Clark grimaced. He was trying to come up with a plan on how to introduce the two of y'all (if he ever planned to) and this is exactly how he wouldn't go about it.
"Oh hiii!! I'm Y/n, Clark's-"
"Coworker!" He's stepped in front you, blocking you from his mamas view.
"Come on Mama, why don't we grab lunch or something?" He's taking her arm and is gently guiding her away. "Mhm. Lunch sounds great sweetie."You're left just standing there.
"Later??"
You're a pond and I'm an ocean
Oh, all my emotions
Feel like explosions when you are around
And I've found a way to kill the sound, oh
Oh, baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
4 days. He didn't see or hear from you for 4 days. You haven't even texted to ask what your coffee order is. The night you first stormed off, he waited. You've been mad at him before but by the next morning you're all over him again. Yet the next day, he didn't see you. That's fine. He's sure you'll text him by the morning. Clarrrkkkk, would you pick me up strawberries? Tyyyy <3333
Yet the next he still had no text from you.
Day 2.
"Perry?" "Hm?" Perry's face is shoved in a newspaper, reading it so intensely like Daily Planet wasn't the one who published it.
"Have you heard from Y/n?" Perry's eyebrow lifts.
"Oh? She didn't tell you? Huh. Well I can't go around talking about employees."
He was pacing back and forth his apartment floor, basically sending texts each minute.
Doll? Can we please talk. sent 8:40pm
I know you're mad but please answer me sent 8:41pm
Are you okay??? sent 8:42pm
No one's seen or heard from you. Please. I need to know you're okay sent 8:43pm
Please sent 8:44pm
Day 3.
"Superman, Keep your head in the game!!" He's knocked from his thoughts when a fist makes contact with his cheek and sends him flying towards a building. He's thankfully able to catch himself before slamming into building. Crap, he's right, Superman needs to be thinking about winning this, even more so with as little destruction possible.
He cracks his neck before charging after the villain of the weak. The fights over relatively quick, could have been quicker if he wasn't distracted thinking of you.
That night he decides to check on you, it's around 12am and he flys up to the window in your bedroom. Maybe a little creepy, but he's just doing a welfare check, its fine. But no one's there. Your blankets are on the floor and clothes are tossed everywhere. Where you robbed?? Kidnapped??
He he's the jangles of a key chain and the sound of your front door opening.
"Kittyyyyyy?" It's your voice and you're clearly intoxicated.
"Come to mamaaa kittyyyy." You're stumbling towards your room and Clark makes sure he isn't visible. He should leave, he knows you're fine. But there's an urge to see you. And so he waits.
Your bedroom door opens and you stumbled in. He wants to help you but he doesn't know how you'll react.
"Mamassss home." You sigh and toss your key chain on the floor and grab your blankets.
"Mamas tired." You wrap yourself in your blankets before throwing yourself on your bed, shoes still on.
Day 4.
Clark imagines he'd rather be stuck in a cage with kryptonite than be forced to wait anymore. And finally, he gets his wish.
He hears your heels before you're in the building. His ears perk up immediately and he's waiting. And finally he sees you. You look a little different, like you've tanned. Your clothes are more revealing than normal (which is saying a lot). You're smiling, yet he notices it doesn't meet your eyes. You say hello to everyone who welcomes you back. Then you see him. He's waiting, patiently watching you.
"Hey doll."
"Morning Clark." And that's all. He watches you pass him to go sit at your desk. "Good morning Jimmy <3"
"Yikes dude. What did you do?" Jimmy's chair rolls over to Clark and he's left speechless.
Please. Can we talk? Read 9:13am
Doll: sure. My place? Sent 2:30pm
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
"That's bullshit Clark!"
"Can you please just listen to me?"
"Listen to this-" you chuck the closest thing you can find at him, which happens to be your shoe. He has no problem avoiding it though and it just collides with your wall, the heel breaking the plaster. There goes your security deposit.
"I-I just think you should… take a minute? Calm down?" The moment he says Calm down, he knows he's just doused the fire with gasoline.
"Calm down?"
You'd made a promise to yourself years ago, when you were in middle school. You couldn't, you wouldn't, cry in front of anyone. You were tired of being picked on, made to feel bad about yourself. So you decided, no one would get the satisfaction of seeing you cry.
And of course, Clark Fucking Kent, would be the one who makes you finally break that promise.
The tears are there before you can stop them. And your chucking your other shoe at him, this time he lets it hit him in the shoulder. This just pisses you off more.
"Why?? Fuck Clark. I-I mean. Y-You knew me. If you were just going to be ashamed why did you even start this?? Was it the sex? If you just wanted sex, you could have told me!" You're screaming and he's trying to get closer but any time he steps you're finding anything you can to throw. "Y-You strung me along! I can do just sex. B-But you made me like you! I thought I was something to you!"
"D-Doll you are."
"Stop with the fucking nickname! I'm not your doll. I'm not your toy!"
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide
All the tears you'd been saving are rushing like waterfalls down your face.
"Y/n…" he's taking his time with his words. His hands are in front of him, like the way you would when you're trying to coax down an aggressive animal. Any sudden movements and you could trigger them. He takes a slow step towards you.
"You're something to me… I like you. I really do. It's just my mama-" There's a muscle twitch in your face. Small, but he's so observant when it comes to you, he couldn't miss it.
"You.. you still won't say it." You don't yell this time. You're quiet. Thinking.
"Say what?" You don't answer. You stand there, biting your lip. Your mascara is running down your face, and you can see drips of it have stained your shirt. Shit, you'll just have to buy another one later.
Then you're dashing. You're in the kitchen drawers, frantically searching. He doesn't know what you're doing. He could easily rush over there and grab you but he's worried you'll hurt yourself. Or worse, he'll hurt you. He's not exactly sound of mind right now either and he doesn't want to risk it.
"Get out." You're holding knife, both hands on the handle, pointing it at him.
"Come on.. you know that wouldn't hurt me.
"Maybe."
"Please… put it down." Your throwing it at him and you miss completely.
"Fuck." You pull another knife from the drawer. Why do you have so many knife's, you don't even cook. Your hands are trembling and he's getting so scared. You're going to hurt yourself and what scares him the most is that it might not be on accident. He can't do this anymore, and in a split second he's over there, ripping the knife from your hand and tossing it far enough so you can't reach it.
"Let go of me! I hate you!" You're biting, scratching, doing anything that you possibly can to get him to let go.
"Shhhh…" he's whispering in your ear, holding you as tight as possible without causing any pain. He's Superman. Yet he's currently the biggest villain for one of the most important people in his life. The reason for all her pain, the tears. He's anything but super. All he can do is hold you like that until you finally stop, you've worn yourself out and fallen asleep in his arms. As much as you "hate" him right now, his strong arms just feel so comfortable.
Please.
Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa,
I said no, I said no
Listen close, it's a no,
The wind is a-pounding on my back
And I found hope in a heart attack
Oh, at last, it is past
Now I've got it, and you can't have it
Baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
I broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide
Darling, when I'm fast asleep
I've seen this person watching me
Saying, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell, is it worth it?"
Clark doesn't think he's slept a few night since the events in your apartment. He's tried sending texts and at first you were reading them. That's progress. But then they stop sending, he doesn't know why. He's got good cell signal and there hasn't been any problems before so why is there a problem now? He has to get Jimmy to look at his phone. When he does, Jimmy shifts uncomfortably.
"Sorry Clark… I think she's blocked you?"What? He crushes his phone in his hand without really thinking. He's so mad, and he's not even mad at you. It's his damn fault. Jimmy glances between the crushed phone in Clarks hand and his friend. He'll just have to pretend that didn't happen…
Oh
Because there is something, and there is nothing
There is nothing in between
And in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer
watching over me, he's singing
"She's a, she's a lady, and I am just boy"
He's singing, "She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a line without a-"
When he sees you in the office, it's like nothings wrong. You're laughing, joking with everyone but him. Since being away from you, he's notice there's more men trailing behind you. They look like love sick puppies. You occasionally send a wink their way, if you're having a really good day they get a kiss on the cheek for helping you. Clark really doesn't know what to do. It's been a month and you still won't even let him get close. When he comes up to you at the office you tell him your busy and can't talk, before walking away.
Oh baby, I am a wreck when I'm without you
I need you here to stay
He's shown up to your apartment but you're not there anymore. Your stuff's been cleared out and the hole that was left from your shoe has been patched up. After digging around he found out that your argument was the last straw for the landlord and you were kicked out. He's not even sure how many apartments he's peaked in, trying to find you. Rumors of a flying peeping tom have started to travel around Metropolis. He's losing it. Superman's also been facing the consequences of this, articles surfacing, "Superman no longer smiles" "What's go Superman so upset?" And it's you. It's always you. He has to do something.
Broke all my bones that day I found you
Crying at the lake
Oh, was it something I said to make you feel like you're a burden?
Oh, and if I could take it all back
I swear that I would pull you from the tide
It's his turn to pull you into the supply closet. He covers your mouth with his hand so you can't scream. Your body is thrashing around, and the feeling of your saliva and teeth against his palm tickles.
"Please. Please just listen to me. If you promise to stop freaking out I'll let you down, okay?" You freeze like you're thinking about it. But you reluctantly mumble a "okay" and he's pulling his hand awake.
"I-I messed up. And I," He takes a deep breath and runs his fingers through his curly hair before he continues, "I love you. I should've said it a month ago. I was stupid. An-And I shouldn't care so much about what my mom thinks. You're worth breaking any rule for. I need you. Please, please I-I can't keep going like this." Clark doesn't care if he sounds pathetic, or if you think he's desperate. These are his truths. Every word coming from his mouth couldn't be more truer. He's a man at the end of his rope and you're the hand he's reaching for.
"Clark I-"
a/n- I wasn't sure how I wanted it to end or what readers would prefer so I'm leaving it up to you. Do you accept his apology and take him back? Or maybe it's better for y'all to go split ways.
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here are some clark kent stories i’ve read, loved, and reblogged. all the admiration for the writers who share their talent so generously. please be sure to read the warnings on each fic. and if you enjoy them, let the author know by a comment, reblog, or both! ♡
ᝰ.ᐟ key: A- angst I F- fluff I S- smut I C- comfort I HC- hurt/comfort I ~S- implied smut I
ꨄ︎ immune I @ggclarissa I F
in which your psychic abilities work on everyone except clark kent — and the more you try to figure it out, the more everything starts to make sense.
ꨄ︎ love, meteors, and clark kent’s accidental flight I @stevebabey I F
Working at the Daily Planet, you - like everyone with eyes - are particularly enamoured with Clark Kent. A meteor and a spilled secret later, he shows you just how enamoured with you he is.
ꨄ︎ you are in love I @auroralwriting I F
clark kent had always been a good friend to you at the daily planet—but as the two of you fall head over heels for each other, you can’t help but notice the striking similarities between him and superman
ꨄ︎ hope I @toxicflowergirl I A + F
Clark saves you.
ꨄ︎ in every universe I @bellasweetwriting I F
keeping a relationship a secret is never easy, specially when two people really love each other, and specially when one… loses their memory.
ꨄ︎ hair falling into place like dominos I @alwritey-aphrodite I F
ꨄ︎ made you blush I @hoult-nicholas I F
ꨄ︎ kryptonite poisoning I @kindnessistherealpunkrock I F
ꨄ︎ drabble I @skeltnwrites I F
even when you throw yourself into danger clark can't stay mad at you
ꨄ︎ to whom it may concern I @cursedheartsclub I F + S
You start getting anonymous love notes at the Daily Planet—soft, sincere, impossibly romantic. You fall for the words first, then realize they sound a lot like Clark Kent. And just when the truth begins to unravel, you start to suspect he might be more than just the writer… he might be Superman himself.
ꨄ︎ soulmate imagine I @kirietown I S
ꨄ︎ play pretend I @bloatedandalone04 I S
Once the work day is done, you and Clark are free to be just that - You and Clark. That means you get spontaneous visits and dinner made for you, and Clark gets all he will ever need. You.
ꨄ︎ soup deliveries I @starluved I F
You don't come to work for a while, Clark worries about you and brings you soup.
ꨄ︎ pet I @honeybunnyale I S + A
Had Clark seen the second half of the transmission...
ꨄ︎ to trust and trust till you can no longer bear it I @heartburriedinvenice I A + F
in which you vowed to never let anyone into your life anymore until one day you met clark kent. and now you wonder if maybe that was all a big mistake.
ꨄ︎ you’re a witch I @maikorian I F
Clark didn’t expect his girlfriend to be the newest hero in Metropolis. The red witch.
ꨄ︎ the other man I @honeypiehotchner I A + F
You think Clark is seeing someone else. That someone? Superman.
ꨄ︎ drabble I @mcrdvcks I F
ꨄ︎ 2 for 1? I @anonymousfangir1 I S
What if you were seeing both Clark and Superman? And no, you didn't know they were the same person.
ꨄ︎ not our universe I @saltcxrcle I A + F
you've had a complicated relationship with being a metahuman, but after taking a look into the multiverse—you've never hated having your powers more.
ꨄ︎ request I @headkiss I F
ꨄ︎ i got it I @lomlsatoru I HC
you tell clark “i got it.” so many times and he is sick of it.
ꨄ︎ going home/staying home I @softestqueeen I F
while trying a viral trend on your boyfriend clark kent, you realise how much you really mean to him.
ꨄ︎ in case you’re reading this I @hangmanwrites I F + A
You, a hopeless romantic who leaves a note in a library book on a whim, and him, the quiet stranger who writes back signing only as “C.K.” It wasn’t meant to be anything, just a moment, a message, a maybe, but somehow it becomes something more.
ꨄ︎ field trip savior I @caoimhewritesfics I F
Your field trip gets rudely interrupted by another inter-dimensional monster. Superman saves the day and steals your heart
ꨄ︎ order for superman I @illumoria I F
ꨄ︎ slow down I @ficsbyfrankie I A
y/n has had an obsession with superman for ages. like, in a crush kind of way! lucky for her, her best friend is the best wingman ever.
SUMMARY: Clark knew he was going to put a ring on your finger the day he met you, but when he slips up and lets the entire world know that Superman is off the market, things get a little more... interesting.
WARNINGS: None
W/C: 1.4k
There are some things in life that you just know, which rang true the moment Clark Kent met you. Watching you walk into the Daily Planet bullpen with Lois, arms moving animatedly as you spoke with a smile on your face, he knew in that moment that he was going to marry you someday.
Of course, he took his time getting there, but he was prepared to wait for you. He was nothing if not a gentleman, politely introducing himself before finding any excuse to talk to you. He would bring you coffee in the mornings, figuring out how you liked it and doing his best to make sure it was right. If you stayed late at the office to finish up an article, Clark would be staying behind too. He would walk you to your door when you finally headed home, making sure you were safely inside and pretending that he couldn't hear the way your heart skipped a beat when he kissed your cheek goodnight.
He was awkward, though. Superman was approachable, talkative, open to conversation with strangers he had just met, but Clark was a bumbling, stuttering, nervous mess when it came to you. It took Lois spelling it out for him, saying in no uncertain terms that you liked him, for Clark to finally ask you out on a date.
And the rest, as they say, was history.
Clark married you a few years after that first date, in a small ceremony held on his family's farm. You walked down the aisle, radiant in your wedding dress, all smiles as you practically floated towards him. Clark knew how it felt to fly, but in that moment he felt utterly weightless watching you approach. His eyes had clouded with tears and Lois elbowed Jimmy rather harshly in the ribs when he couldn't contain his laughter.
You and Clark didn't care, though.
All that mattered was those soft-spoken vows, the way his hand held yours so delicately, keeping you close until he could finally kiss you as his wife.
There was no doubt in anybody's mind that Clark was in the running for Husband of the Year. Any excuse he could find to bring you up, he would be proudly calling you my wife. If you got the front page with an article, he would boast about it as if it was his own achievement. Something as mundane as cooking a dinner for the two of you? He'd be showing Jimmy and Lois a picture and declaring that his wife could be a world-renowned chef. You'd be somewhere to the side, blushing with your face hidden in your hands because you could tie your shoelaces and Clark would find some way to sing your praises.
He wore his wedding ring like it was the greatest prize he'd ever won. Every day, he looked at you and thanked the stars that they'd sent you his way that day. Somewhere, the fates had aligned and created you both from the same stardust, bonding you together in ways that were cosmic and inevitable.
Clark Kent was happily married and would shout it from the rooftops for anybody to hear, but Superman? As far as the world knew, he was a lone wolf.
Whenever Clark had Superman business to tend to, he would leave his wedding ring with you. He knew that you sometimes got anxious watching him head off to face whatever danger threatened the city that day, so he left his ring as a promise to you.
He would be back.
Whatever it took, he would come back for that ring, because there was nothing in this universe that would stand between Clark Kent and coming home to you every night.
So you would wait, watching the newsfeed of Superman fighting the most recent invader, rolling Clark's ring between your thumb and forefinger absentmindedly.
But even heroes slip up sometimes and the day Clark forgot to leave his wedding ring behind, you can bet the entire world had something to say about it.
It started with a blurry picture, taken by someone after Superman landed in the crowd and greeted people like they were his longtime friends. Although it was unfocused, it was obvious that he was wearing a wedding ring and the moment you saw it flash up on your newsfeed, your eyes had widened.
He was trending almost immediately, different angles of his left hand and an internet ablaze with speculation over who Superman's mystery man or woman could be.
"Y/N," Lois said, snapping you out of your deep-dive through the articles already spawning online. "Weigh in on this. You think Superman's married?"
"Oh, come on," Jimmy said, leaning back in his chair dramatically. "He was wearing a ring. Clear as day. He's obviously married."
You turned in your chair, shrugging. "I don't know. I guess it's a possibility. I mean, what do we even know about the guy?"
"That's such a boring, objective answer," Jimmy said, rolling his eyes. "The reporter in you is showing."
You flipped him off and went back to your computer, eyeing Clark's desk opposite yours. Ever since you started at the Planet, your desks had faced one another and you always questioned whether Chief Perry had made it that way on purpose. Not that you minded, because it gave you an excuse to stare at Clark's pretty face all day, but right now he was missing.
Unsurprising, considering he was just seen not twenty minutes ago in a park downtown.
You didn't have it in you to be mad at him for his mistake, but you couldn't help but wonder what the ramifications of this would be. Superman would be under more scrutiny than ever, with people prying into his personal business like they had a right to know everything about him. How long would it be before somebody figured it out? How would that affect Clark?
Speaking of the devil, he returned to the bullpen with flushed cheeks, windswept hair and his tie loosened around his neck. You shook your head at him as he approached you, an iced coffee in one hand and his briefcase in the other. Placing the latter down first, he bypassed his desk and approached yours, leaning down to greet you with a kiss while he slid the coffee onto your desk.
"Hi," he mumbled against your lips.
"You're trending." You reached for his tie and adjusted it, keeping him hunched over your desk as you watched his eyebrows furrow in confusion. With a sly grin, you turned your gaze to your computer screen, feeling Clark's eyes follow you to the blurry picture of him and his very obvious wedding ring.
"Oh," he said softly, a look of panic flashing across his face as he looked down at his left hand, where his wedding ring was still on his finger.
You couldn't help your smile. "There's worse things to trend for."
Clark straightened up when you released his tie, his cheeks reddening further as he leaned against your desk. "I'm sorry-"
"You don't have to apologise," you told him, resting a hand on his knee. "Just promise me you'll say good things about me when people ask."
Clark leaned down to kiss you again, ignoring the mocking gags from Jimmy across the room. When he pulled away, he looked at you with blown pupils that reflected just how much he loved you. It was the same way he looked at you the day you got married, every day before that and every day since.
"I have nothing but good things to say about you."
Superman went on the record the next time he did an interview with Clark Kent to say that he was happily married to a woman that brightened up his entire world. He asked for privacy in his personal life and although the internet unanimously agreed to give him that, it did not stop the onslaught of comments about how his eyes lit up when he talked about his wife during a recent public appearance.
You had laid in bed with Clark, scrolling through the endless flood of support for Superman and his wife, smiling despite yourself. When you got married, Clark promised you that he would do his best not to let his life as Superman interfere with the life the two of you were building. That was a whispered promise for only you when you were wrapped in one another's arms after the guests had all gone home.
Watching the world learn what you'd known all along, that the man currently wrapped around your body without a care in the world was the biggest loverboy in the universe, was enough to warm your heart.
"I don't mind them knowing that you're married," you mused, lifting your head from where it had been resting on Clark's chest. "But if you name-drop me it's going to cause an absolute scene at work for poor Clark Kent."
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Can you write a smut of Clark just breeding you in doggy style, and he's so messy to the point where he's pressing your face into the bed, his HUGE sha-boing boing rapidly fucking you?
I need this man to do nasty things to me so bad its actually dangerous
first clark req, how did I do guys 😽
you couldn't blame anybody but yourself.
you asked for this. you asked for clark to go harder on you, to fuck instead of make love. and clark kent being clark kent, he was happy to oblige!
and that's how you ended up with your right cheek sticking onto the bed sheets thanks to the saliva that had been endlessly drooling out of your mouth. you couldn't even bring yourself to think about dragging your jaw back up because of the way his thick cock pounding into you resonated throughout your entire body.
the speed at which he was battering your insides made you go limp, body succumbing to the pleasure that was brought to you thanks to his pace. the friction made your lips heat up which had you bucking away from time to time—unsuccessfully so, because of clark's big hands gripping your hips like he couldn't bear the idea of you getting away.
"baby, you're so good– you- gosh, you're perfect... so, so perfect f'me..." as for clark, he wasn't much better—if not worse. at first, he was hesitant about this, but when he shot his first load inside you, something primal in him blocked out any thoughts of stopping.
when you looked back at him, you saw it—his eyes were focused on a single spot on your ass, and you knew he wasn't looking at you. he was looking inside.
he was looking at his dick pushing his cum out of your cunt to make space for it, he was looking at your walls pressing up against him in a desperate attempt to slow him down, he was looking at the droplets of cum that snuck into your womb—he was seeing it all.
"y-you see that? see?" no, i cant, is what you want to answer, but what comes out is an incomprehensible mix of words he doesnt even bother trying to understand. "t's all me baby– me, it's me in there... fuh- hm– d'ya feel me, baby?" and how could you not? clark was everywhere. you felt him rearranging your insides, you smelled his sweat and semen mixed together, you heard his moans and whimpers everytime you clenched... how could you not feel him?
"c'mon, sweetie, feel me..." and with that, he grabbed your hand that was previously gripping your pillow for dear life and forced it down, pressing it against the overwhelming large bulge on your stomach, which elicited a loud "holy shit–" from you and a long, breathy whimper from him.
he went back to normal vision to enjoy the sight of you disheveled and utterly ruined for him, and god help him—because he almost came right then and there.
his abs clenched when he witnessed the sight of your ass rippling and sticking to his pelvis with each deep thrust of his, the sight of your back arched to an almost impossible degree, and fuck, the way your eye muscles lost tension and allowed your eyes to roll back deep into your skull? that almost got him.
his grip tightened around the hand he was pressing against your bulge and he pulled it to your back, using it for leverage as he fucked even deeper into you (you didn't even know that could be possible), his own head throwing itself back as he started to lose himself completely in the action.
what really made him let go? your praises.
oh, your praises.
"holy fuck– clark, you're perfect, sooo, fuckin' perrfect and- shit! feels so good... so big and so good and so– ah! m'close, baby!" and he knew you were probably just rambling. he knew your brain was melted to the point where it would allow you to just let everything you were thinking spill out of your mouth. but you were thinking of him. speaking of him. to him.
him.
the fact that you gave him so much importance, so much value...
how did he not notice he was already cumming?
your eyes widened when you felt it—ropes and ropes of cum spilling endlessly into you, filling you up to a borderline dangerous extent. it was so warm, so overwhelming, so satisfying... you had to let go too.
"fffuck! please, baby, please! cum for me, I'm begging- please! wanna feel you, wanna feel- hmmm– shit," you're not sure if it's the fact that he swore, the fact that he begged, or the warmth of his seed inside you, but you do know that it was intense.
your entire body shook, muscles clenching and body curling up on itself as if attempting to flee from that feeling. your loud moans and whines echoed off the walls at the intensity of your orgasm, your cunt basically chocking his dick to the point where he had stopped moving all together.
"oh, yes, yesyesyes- please, yes!" clark cried out, pulling on your arm hard enough to drag you up before he wrapped his arm around your waist, kissing your neck while you rode out your high.
when you finally came down from the euphoria of it all, you were panting, chest heaving while you were granted your vision back. "oh my... jesus..." you sighed out as he set you back down on the bed gently, your skin sticking to his slightly.
you twitched when he pulled out, his big hands massaging the globes of your ass softly. "you okay, honey?" he questioned and you weakly nodded, swallowing your spit and smirking before speaking up. "never been better..."
he stayed quiet for a moment before you turned around, lying down on your back.
he looked at you with big puppy doe eyes and you already knew what he wanted.
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Fem! Reader x Clark Kent x Superman
A/n - I did it. Part 2 is finished! Part one linked here!! Thank you to all the people who reached out in my inbox about part 2!! Y'all are sweet. So please enjoy <3
Summary- Clark needs to make sure you'e his after your fun adventure with Superman.
Tags/tw - 18+, MDNI, Fem! reader, Choking, rough sex, p in v, female parts, oral (male), angst, cheating? you get fucked hard
Word count - 3.5k~
He's in bed, just laying there staring at the ceiling. He doesn't know the time, only that he's been awake for what feels like hours. You're next to him, asleep. He knows because of the rhythmic sound of your heart. Clark's thinking of the events that happened, the way you just played off the massive hickey that HE gave you. How was he supposed to confess to being Superman now. How long were you going to keep the betrayal a secret. Clark feel's guilty, he kissed you first. But you should have said no, why couldn't you just say no. Did you like Kal more? Disgust raises up once again when he feels the way he's slowly pitching a tent. He's so gross.
Your legs are still sore the next morning. Who would have known being fucked by a superhero would be so taxing on your body. The smell of pancakes is almost too overpowering. Clark. Your stomach turns when you remember the gentle man. Shit. You try to ignore the elephant in the room and get dressed. You manage to run out of concealer trying to cover up the mark on your neck. Hopefully that's good enough.
In the kitchen, Clark's waiting. His hair is as curly as always, and he wears his normal white button up with black dress pants. Overtop of his shirt is a a frilly pink apron, in large red letters it says "Kiss The Cook", you had bought it as a joke for him yet he loves it. He always wears it whenever he cooks, Clark say's it's a sign of love.
"Hey hun."
"Morin'." He gestures for you to sit at the table, and leaves a kiss on your forehead. On it sits two stacks of pancakes, in between the plates is a bowl with some of your favorite fruit. It all looks too good.
"Clark, I," You bite your lip. "I need to talk to you." The words make you want to puke. But it's not fair, you have to tell him.
"No need. I know." You can feel your eyes widen in shock as you look at him. He's just sitting there, a gentle and patient smile sitting across his face.
"You.. do?" You say with hesitation. Fuck, what if some of the cameras caught the both you. The tabloids wouldn't hesitate to release that footage, and now everyone knows you as the girl you fucked superman in the sky. Clark nods his head.
"It's about me." He takes a deep breath, the suspense could just kill you. "I've been a terrible boyfriend the past few weeks. I-I should have been there yesterday for you. Instead it was Superman. Works been so hectic lately but, I'm going to do better. I love you so much." Each word is laced with passion, and what feels like anger.
Clark's fist clench under the table. He should've been there yesterday, not Kal.
"No Clark I- You've been great-"
"Let me make it up to you? Dinner tonight. My apartment, I'll make your favorite." You have to look away from him for a second. The sincerity in his words, that smile showcasing those dimples you love so much. You have the world's kindest man apologizing for being a bad boyfriend when you slept with the world's most famous man yesterday.
"Okay… Just tell me the time and I'll be there. You'll be there too right?" You send him a pained smile.
"The world could end and I'll still be there."
-
Time goes by so slow. You're constantly checking your phone, not sure if you're waiting for Clark to cancel, or for the big news of "Superman caught sleeping with woman" to flash on your screen.
Finally it's time. And still no text from Clark. You'd have to break the news to him tonight, the guilt is eating you up.
"Clark?" Your knuckles make contact with the door as you stand outside. You've been to his apartment a few times before but at some point you both just decided your place was the place to be. You wait and knock again, still no answer. That's when you decide to just try the knob, and hey, it's not locked. Unusual for Clark since he was also so worried about potential "bad guys" and liked to have his privacy.
The door creaks open and you slowly step inside the apartment. The lights are dim and you pick up the slight smell of your favorite candle. You drop your work bag off at the door and lock the door. Before you go any further, you slip off your shoes and gently place them by the wall. The silence of his apartment is unnerving you.
"In here sweetie!" His voice finally cuts through the silence and you can finally breathe. You're not even sure when you started to hold it.
"Babe, what happened to all those lecture about me keeping my door locked?" You meet him in the dining space and in that moment, you're really regretting not bringing a nicer set of clothes. Sure, your office attire is somewhat nice, But Clark's sitting here in a damn tux. The dining table is covered with a white cloth, two plates sit with your favorite meal. And there's candles, not just on the table but scattered around his apartment. The tux is nice, classic, but instead of a black bow, his is red.
"Damn. Now I feel underdressed." You try to joke.
"You look beautiful as always." His voice is soft, but you can tell her means it. Feeling shy, you rub your arm. Clark stands up, and like the gentleman he was raised, he pulls out the chair meant for you and gestures for you to sit. And so you do, he pushes the chair in before heading back to his seat.
The foods amazing, and you never expected it to be less than. Clark's a mysterious man but the one thing you knew for sure was that he's a wonderful cook.
"I think you've outdone yourself this time. God, it's so good." Clark perks up with your compliment.
"I'm glad you enjoy it. I have to confess, I did remake it a few times, I wanted to make sure it was perfect for you..." He sheepishly admits. He can't help but watch how you eat. He's barely touched his own, he just wants to soak in the presence of you. It's like nothings happened. It's hard to believe you basically went behind his and slept with another man. He didn't really wanna think about all the logistics of it, since technically it was him, but it's important that you didn't know that. Clark was fearful at first, what if that wasn't the first time you'd done something like that. But the way you seemed so inexperienced (not that he'd have experience cheating of course) and the way you got sick when he brought up the hickey, it had to have been the first.
"Clark… This is all so great but I really think we should-" He interrupts you again.
"You're one of the first people I met when I moved from Smallville. I still remember how I split my coffee all over your blouse, I could tell you were so mad at me but you never once raised your voice at me…" He trails off at the end, like he's imagining the entire scene in his head. "I was just so distracted by your beauty I accidentally ran into you." He laughs. The tips of his ears looked dusted with blush.
"Anyway. Let me not venture off too far. You became my home away from home. My sunshine." He was standing up now, adjusting the coat of his tux.
The scene was becoming eerily familiar to those romance dramas you watched one summer when you were bored. Clark could hear the beat of your heart starting to pickup. You were starting to realize where this was going.
"Y/n…" He stood in front of you, before kneeling down and taking your heads. They were a little sweaty from nervous and he could feel the lightest of trembles from them. "I've tried to think of a future with you. And I don't think there is one, at least not one with light." He reaches into his pocket.
"If you would take me," the box is in his hands, a gorgeous deep red velvet box "Will you marry me?" There's tears welling up in your eyes and it seems you've lost the ability to speak.
"I-I," you're fumbling with your words. "Yes Clark." With a smile, he slips the ring on your finger and kisses your hand. You realize it's the ring you pointed out at least a year ago. All you had said at the time was "wow, that's gorgeous." And your eyes lingered on it even as you both continued walking through the mall. He really noticed that?
He's back on his feet, your hand with the ring is still in his hands, and he's gently helping you out of the chair. This wasn't originally his plan. Well, he was going to propose to you, it just wasn't supposed to be on the schedule for tonight. But he was worried. He needed to make sure you still loved Clark first, not Kal. Not yet anyway.
You're looking at him, and he can tell you still haven't fully processed everything that's going on. He knew you were trying to tell him about yesterday, but right now he didn't want to know. Right now he's just Clark. And you're his fiancée.
His hand finds itself under your chin, and it tips your head up so he has better access when he leans down and takes your lips into his. You're still a little stiff but soon your arms are draping themselves around his neck, melting into the kiss. It was passionate and gentle. Romantic. He lets you pull away so you can breathe, and he watches a chain of spit between the two of you break. Your face is red.
"Would you… like to take this to the bedroom?" Your voice is meek. Almost like you're embarrassed.
"Of course." Without warning he picks you up, his strong arms holding your lower back and instinctively you wrap your legs around him. He bumps his bedroom door open with his back. His rooms simple, there's a book case filled entirely with books, a few photos of you and his family on the shelf. His bed is a queen size, with gray sheets and a few pillows.
He's dropping you on his mattress before crawling over you. You've always loved his height and strength, especially when he used it against you.
"You look so beautiful." His face is in your neck and you can feel his hands slowly undoing the buttons of your shirt.
"Clark…" part of his foreplay has always been showering you with compliments. He needed you to know just how important you were.
"Are we getting impatient?" You can feel his teeth tug at your earlobe and the cold air is hitting your now exposed stomach. When you don't respond, he roughly grabs at your hips, a squeak of shock leaves your lips.
"I asked you a question sunshine." Normally he's soft in bed. Peppering you with kisses, taking his time to savor you and make you feel good. Yet, tonight he's thinking about Kal. Kal wasn't gentle, sure he made you feel good but the way he moved inside you, it was different. Would gentle sex be boring?
"Y-Yes!" Your heaving. Clark doesn't respond, instead one of his hands is traveling down, easily slipping down the fabric of your skirt and past your underwear. It's so warm. His fingers are so big, and he's circling your bud, teasing. His other hand moves to harshly grab your breast and you moan in surprise. Your bra is still in the way but it doesn't hid the feeling of him fondling it.
His fingers gently rubbing the outside of your entrance.
"You're so wet~". You squirm, embarrassed.
"It's okay honey, don't move, I don't want to hurt you." Just as he says that, he slides his finger in and curls.
"C-Clark." The more he teases you the more you just need his cock. You can feel your core throbbing, craving something more than just fingers.
"I can slip my finger in so easily, can you take my cock like that?" The sentence is vulgar, different from Clark, yet you can't help when you clench around him.
His hand has slowly been driving from your breast to your neck, and he can see how the wear of the day has been slowly revealing the mark Kal left on you . His thumb gently rubs while the rest of his fingers wrap around the side of your neck. There's a gentle squeeze, a test. He feels your walls tighten around him. So, he squeezes a little harder and he can smell the way the adrenaline is starting to flow through your blood. Your hips buck into his hand and he responds with another finger in your tight hole. You gasp.
Clark whispers in your ear, the grip around your neck getting tighter. "Cum on my fingers." They're a whisper but you can hear the encouragement in his tone.
And how can you not listen to him? His breath tickles your neck, and you can feel his chest against yours. His grip around your is tight, but only restricts your breathing slightly. This was something entirely new and you're unsure what caused this change but it would be pointless to fight, you can feel the slick between your legs increasing whenever he applies pressure.
You're getting close, he knows. He keeps his fingers at the same pace he'd been fucking you with but the ones wrong your neck keep tightening. You're gasping at this point,
"I-I'm-" You can't even finish the sentence. Your eyes are rolling back and you can't help but bring your hands to his choking you, your grabbing them, nails digging in. It's almost too much, your eyes are starting to roll back and you can't help but arch and buck. Then it's there. Imagine if every color just splashed in your eyes. That feeling when your stomach dips just as you start going down a hill on a roller coaster. It's hard. His grip on your throat releases but his fingers continue to find you through your orgasm.
Clark's watching you pant, there is a dribble of drool making it's way down your chin. You looked so out of it and you haven't even gotten to the main part.
His fingers slip out you with a little plop and he takes a second to look at how filthy they look, soaked with your juices. While you're still recovering, Clark takes this chance to straddle you, his hands are on his buckle. The entire time he's unbuckling it, he's watching you. Or more like studying you. You still haven't realized what he's doing, it's only when hes grabbing your hair and his cock is being pressed against your cheek that you realize. Your eyes travel to his face and he's just looking at you with an innocent smile.
"You know what to do honey." His left hands gripping the base of your hair and with a little tug, his soft tip is forcing your lips to spread. You try to open your jaw as much as you can but even that's not enough. With one jerk, you're feeling it slam into the back of your throat. Your hands fly to Clark's tights, tears are falling from your eyes.
"You're taking me so well." He's purring. You've given him head before in the past but Clark knows he's a large guy. He'd whisper it's okay, as you suck on the tip because he didn't want to eat you. But now he's here, moving your head with his hand, slobber is pooling up in your mouth and falling onto his sheets.
He loves watching you. You're trying sooooo hard to take him, even if you're not used to it.
"Will you swallow my cum sunshine?" You can't speak of course, but the vibration of your soft mhmm makes him shiver. "What a good girl." He keeps thrusting, building his release while you struggling to breathe.
"Get ready hun." His pace picks up and you just know your jaw is going to be sore. He cums, and you can taste the salty, somewhat sweet, fluid on your tongue. It mixes with your spit and it's hard but you're able to shallow it all. Clark looks at you impressed, and his cock twitches with excitement.
"Clark-" There's really no point in speaking, Clark grabs your body and flips you, pinning your stomach on his bed, your face is squished on some pillows. He manhandles your ass, lifting it him so he can have better access to your soft spot. He grips his shaft, slowly rubbing it against your swollen pussy. It still wasn't over yesterday and now it's going to get worse. He uses his hands to grab your wrists, pinning them on your back with one hand. His other hand finds itself at home on your ass.
Without a warning, he thrusts in. It was pretty easy to slip in with just how wet you you were. You moan, loud, in surprise and pleasure as Clark continues at a rough pace.
You feel so good and so warm. He wants to cum already, but he has to wait for you. He puts more pressure on your wrists, forcing you to arch more. He's rough, not the tender and doting boyfriend you're used to.
Your walls are making it impossible for him to think straight. He's gritting his teeth.
"I-I'm going to cum in you. C-Crap. I-Ah, god you feel so good. I want to knock you up." His words turn you on, he knows he can't actually know you up (well there's that 1% chance) since you're on birth control but damn. You moan listening to him.
"P-Please, give it to me" You can feel another climax approaching, his cock has found your spot and it's ruthless, pounding it without a care.
Clark bites his lip to hold back a curse. He needs to time his release to yours. You're close, and just before you can finish he's tugging you to him, your backs pressed to his chest as he continues to pound you. You're mumbling all sorts of things before you feel it. You're orgasming and Clark's joining you, shooting his seed deep in you as his thrusts slow down. A mixture of your fluids are already leaking. Clark pulls out, there's a white foamy ring around his base. He knows you're gone, body trembling, legs shaking. He kisses your head before gently helping you lay down on the mattress. He gives you a last look before getting up. He returns with a glass of water and a towel.
Still too weak to hold onto anything steadily, he helps you take a drink of the water.
"Thank you…" Your voice sounds rough, your vocal cords probably tired from all the moaning. Clark smiles and kisses your forehead.
"Hear, let me help you." He's gentle, using the towel to wipe up some of your sweat and the mess between your thighs.
He helps you take a nice cold shower, the cold helping ease some of the pain in your muscles. Afterwards he helps you dress, you wear your favorite comfy pj set you'd left over at his place just in case.
Clark's curled up behind you in bed, his fingers playing with your hair. Everything feels calm, relaxing. Until you think about him again. Kal. Your stomach twists again. Clark can feel the way your heart just picked up, he knows you're thinking about it.
"Clark…" you're voice is soft, like you're trying not to scare him off. Like one wrong move and he'll flee like a deer on the side of the road. You roll to face him, and he's just laying there. Waiting for whatever you're about to say.
"About yesterday…" You're speaking slow. Trying to come up with the ride words, how do you break this to him?
"I know." The look in his eyes are soft. There's no malice in his words, you can't even feel any anger.
"Superman-"
"I know." He cuts in again before kissing your forehead. He smiles and you can look as his dimples again. His hairs still wet from the shower and there's a curl that's fallen, sticking to his forehead. His glasses are on the nightstand next to him. Now that you think about it, you don't get to see him without them, he usually keeps them on until right before bed. And you can't help but think about the gorgeous shade of blue his eyes are. He pulls you in closer before whispering for the last time,
"I know…"
You end up falling asleep, the last thought you have is my fiancé sure looks like Superman….
fem! reader x Clark Kent x Superman
Part 2!!
Summary = What if you were seeing both Clark and Superman? And no, you didn't know they were the same person.
Tags/TW- 18+, MDNI, Fem! Reader, Cheating (sorta?) Sky sex, p. in v., oral (fem! recieving), no protection, cremepie
Word count- 2.3k~
A/n - This one's maybe a little messed up (not that messed up compared to some of the stuff on here lol) as of right now I'm thinking of doing at least another part since there's so much I wanna write. Sidenote- likes, comments and reblogs are highly encouraged. Thank you all for the support <3
It was messed up, completely fucked up. Your back was pushed against some random brick wall on some random roof in metropolis. His strong hands held yours above your head and his strong knee was pushed in-between your thighs, drawing out a moan from you if you moved just right. The brick was annoying, scratching your back but the pleasure of everything else was enough to ignore it.
He smelt like dirt. Not really his fault, he had just battled some 15 foot alien and saved countless people. He was allowed to smell a little off and look a little unclean. You? You were covered in ash and dirt yourself. You had been in the vicinity when it attacked and ended up covered with debris. You're fine of course, maybe some minor scratches and you'll probably be covered with bruises, but this makes up for it.
He shouldn't be doing this. And you shouldn't be letting it happen. But here the both of you are. He felt disturbed, sick with himself, but his erection was too busy talking. He needed this.
"Are you okay ma'am?" You're not sure what happened after the building collapsed on top of you. Just faint memories, debris on top of you, a few of your coworkers were trying their hardest to get you out. But they couldn't. That's when he showed up. The sun behind him radiated, like he was an angel. Next thing you know, you're in his arms flying through the city of Metropolis. That's how you ended up on this roof.
"Ma'am?" His voice was filled with concern as he watched your body shake. You still weren't over everything that just happened.
"I-I. Y-Yeah, I'm fine." You managed to stutter out. You looked to the man in front of you. This was the first time you'd been so close to the man everyone in Metropolis talked about. He was tall, lots of muscle to no surprise. His hair was slicked back besides a single curl rested on his forehead. He looked a lot like your boyfriend, Clark Kent. You'd have to tell him about it later.
This was his moment. He'd been waiting, unsure of just how to tell you. He'd thought of fancy dinners, cooking your favorite meal before changing and revealing himself as THE Superman. But it all just felt too staged, he wanted something organic. What could be better than saving you before revealing himself to be the shy and polite man you'd fallen in love with.
"Thank you your help and all but I should go…" You couldn't leave yet, he wasn't ready.
"Wait!" He panicked, calling out for you and grabbing your wrist so you couldn't leave. You froze in your steps, turning to look at the meta human. He could feel the adrenaline being pumped into your blood. He could smell the fear mixed with something else… was it arousal. He couldn't take it anymore. His lips crashed into yours, one arm wrapping around your waist, pressing your chest against his own, while his other hand cupped the back of your head. You tried to resist, if only for a moment. But there was a familiarity about the kiss, a comfort. You easily melted into it, letting your arms wrap around the supes waist.
That's how you ended up in this situation. You were so upset, but not enough to tell the man stop. The heat building up in your core needed this release and you weren't even sure where your relationship with Clark was even going. Sure you loved the man, but lately things have felt more distance. He was gone more often, disappearing for hours at a time. He's stood you up more than once on dates, just like today. That's why you were even in the area in the first place. Minutes before the building would collapse, he sent you a text.
Clark: Honey, I'm so sorry!! I'm stuck at work (sad emoji) I'll see you tonight!! (hug emoji)
"I need you." His voice was coarse as he whispered in your ear.
"I need you too."
You felt his large hands grab the hem of your pants before he started to tug, removing them.
"Do you trust me?" You furiously nodded. "Good." In the next moment he's swiftly picked you up, positioning your legs over his shoulders, you quickly grab onto his hair to stable yourself. Your back is still against the brick wall (Is it a chimney?) but now your clothed core is positioned in front of his face. He's so close his nose rubs right against your clit as he leans just an inch.
"Gosh…" He says it like a whisper, like he really can't believe this is really happening. He's going to fuck you as Superman, not your boyfriend Clark Kent.
"May I?" His eyes flicker back to your face. He's giving you a chance, a chance to say no. You can go back to Clark and you both can pretend this didn't happen.
"I need you." You breathe those words again. I need you. More meaning than want, like how you need water, you need food. Right now you need Superman.
His tongue pokes at the cloth, he can taste the way your juices had been soaking in with anticipation.
"Please… No teasing." You're groaning above him, and you tug at his hair, trying to speed up the process. You can feel his grunt against your heat. You've always been so needy, something he loved about you.
"Hmm. Since you asked so nicely." Clark teases. He uses his teeth to grab your panties and push them off to the side. He'd loved to just rip them off, but he's uncomfortable with the idea of you walking around with nothing underneath, no matter how hot it sounds.
He takes a moment just to breathe it in. With his reports at Daily Planet, and his superhero gig, there's almost never enough time for him to just enough this. God, you're so wet, you're wet for superman. Not Clark. There's a twinge of anger, and something that resembles a moral dilemma. Is he Clark? Superman? One more than the other? Well that's not really his problem right now when your glistening cunt is just staring at him. He drives in, his nose rubbing your clit as his tongue teases around your entrance before finally making the plunge in. You're gasping above him, hips involuntary bucking against his face.
"F-Fuck. S-Superman." He pulls away, just for a moment.
"Call me Kal."
"A-Ah. Is that y-your civilian name."
"You sure." You can barely make out the words since his tongues deep within you.
"Shit, right there Kal. Please, Please don't stop." You sound so pathetic. Begging for him, something you hadn't done for Clark in a while. God you felt so awful, and so good. Kal listens to your moans, giving you exactly want you want. Your walls are tightening around his tongue, he wants you to finish so badly. If another monster was to show up, Metropolis would have to wait, this was more important.
"I-I'm going to cum. Fuckkk. Pleasepleaseplease" Your words just turn into useless mumbling as he continues. He can hear it, your heart beat going wild as you hit your high. You release a final gasp, as you cum on Kal's tongue. He keeps going, gentle, he wants to help you ride through it. You swear you've never come this hard before. Maybe it was the fact you were outside, or because the worlds strongest man was under you, maybe because he wasn't your boyfriend. Fuck. it didn't matter right now.
He's watching you heavy, but he's fine. No sweat, definitely not out of breath but he's so horny.
"Have you ever done it in the sky?" You looked at him, dumbfounded. Did he really just ask you that? There's a shit eating grin on his face, his lips are shining from going down on you. You can't help but notice the dimples on both sides of his cheeks. Like Clark…
Stop! You can't think about him.
"No…?" You respond hesitantly, unsure what he's about to do.
"Well today's your lucky day darling." He easily changes your position, swapping your legs over his shoulders to being in his arms as he holds you bridal style. Your arms instinctively wrap around his neck.
You're in the air. Obviously not too far, since Kal doesn't want you to be cold, or the bigger problem, running out of air. The view is amazing, and scary. He holds you like you weigh nothing and it once again reminds you that this is THE superman.
"Fuck…" You're almost left speechless.
"Language madam." You roll your eyes, "punching" his shoulder.
"You didn't say anything earlier."
He shrugs, smirking.
"I was too busy enjoying my meal." Oh god. He'd never say anything as corny as Clark. He was becoming a different person. But he notices the blush creeping on your cheeks as you turn away. Did you actually like this?
"Try not to move too much okay? Let me do the work, can't have someone as beautiful as you falling." You nodded, remembering your actually in the sky right now. He maneuvers you around like your a doll, until your legs are wrapped around his waist, and your arms are still hooked around his neck.
"Are you ready?" Kal speaks tenderly as he looks into your eyes. You're nervous, he can tell. But you nodded.
"Yes, Kal." No one besides his close family knew his real name, so hearing it come so sweetly from your lips sends shivers down his body. You're no sure how he did it, but he's able to remove his cock from suit. You can feel the soft skin pressing against your entrance. He already feels large and he's not even in you yet. He pushes in, watching for your reaction, making sure he's not hurting you. Your eyes are shut close and your bodies tense. It can't really be helped, being hundred of feel, maybe even thousands, in the air can have that effect.
He's able to completely sheathe himself within you, thanks to the foreplay previously. He feels so close to you, he can't help but rest his forehead on yours. His grip on your ass is hard. He can't have you slipping away now, can he?
"How does it feel?" He wants to hear your voice, it's so beautiful, so soft.
"It feels great Kal. Please." The moments so intimate. You finally unclench your eyes and make contact with Kal. His eyes are such a vibrant blue, like they could see into your soul. You lean forward, enveloping him into a passionate kiss. The experience no longer felt like a hookup, a one time thing. In this moment, it felt like he really was yours, and you, everything about you, belonged to him.
His thrusts picked up the pace, fucking you roughly. And there was nothing you could do besides moan into his mouth.
"You feel so good darling. I needed this so badly. Your pussy's perfect." He's moaning, and his words of affirmation only cause your cunt to contract with enjoyment. He buries his face into your neck and he takes the chance to suck. He felt like he needed to leave some sort of mark, so you knew just how real this was.
"Eugh, I-I'm going to cum again Kal. Keep going." Your hearts picking up again. You've been together long enough that he's learned your cues. You don't have to tell him when you're close. He can hear it, smell it and feel it. He's so attuned to your body in ways you don't even know.
"Cum above all these people darling. I wanna feel it again, you clench so tight." His dirty words only push you further over the edge. Your lock around his nice squeezes and your back arches as that long waited release hits you. Kal can feel himself getting close as he keeps thrusting you through your release. He pulls you in for one last kiss before he's finishing inside. He didn't stop to think about it, Clark knows you're on the pill but how would Kal. Shoot. But it doesn't matter, the pleasure of finishing in you was enough to not stress about it.
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You stumbled into your apartment, your legs are still jelly from well, everything that happened. You're so sore and you swear you can feel some of his cum leaking into to your panties. You need a shower, pronto.
"Hey Hun." You're thrown off by the sweet voice greeting you. Clark's sitting on the couch, newspaper in his hand. He jumps up though once he sees the state your in. Hair all tangled, dirt smeared and clothes ripped.
" Hun! Are you alright?! It's all my fault, I asked you to meet you at the darn cafe and I didn't even show." There's concern in his voice, he's gotten good with acting.
"It-It's okay Clark. Superman saved the day like normal." You force a chuckle.
"That's good," He sighs, "Let me start the shower for you." He plants a kiss on only spot on your cheek that wasn't filthy.
"Babe?"
"Hm?"
"What's that?" He points to something on your neck. Confused, you go into the bathroom to examine. Fuck. Your stomach drops when you notice it. Right there on your neck is a large, deep purple hickey. The coffee and slice of cake you had for lunch threatens to come up. Clark rushes to the bathroom when he hears your heaving.
"Y/n? W-Whats wrong?" You raise your hand and shake your head, swallowing back the vomit.
"Sorry… Just still reeling from earlier. The bruise.. It's just from the attack. It'll go awake eventually." Clark nods like he believes you.
I can't let this happen again. I can't do this to Clark…