x. demon child

uh. hey guys. i’m kinda back again. i blocked the anon + deleted the messages. i doubt i scared anyone, but if i did, i’m sorry. i did have a breakdown, + i’m sorry for that - i didn’t mean to, nor did i want to. i’m really sorry. i was really super close to the edge, honestly, and i need to thank tammy ( biochemed ) for pushing me back from the precipice, helping me breathe + even offering to phone me when i got really bad. i’m so fucking grateful.  the truth is, i’m still really fucking vulnerable. i don’t wanna have some fucking spitting contest about it, but i’m still broken + terrified + not okay at all. that said, i really wanna come back, so. i know i’m running the risk of getting a billion more hate messages, just by returning. i know now i’m going to get very little support coming back, purely because very few people actually care about the mun of this account. for these reasons + many, many more, i have no idea how long/permanent this ‘ returning ’ will be, but eh. i might as well give it a go, hey ?

starter call ?