One month ago, I was finding my marks in the Happiest Place on Earth. And no, I did not go to Disneyland. I went on a Buddhist retreat in Plum Village, Thich Nhat Hanh's retreat community near Bordeaux, France. At the Village des Pruniers, as we call it in French, I found Peace, Happiness, Mindfulness, Friends and really, Myself. As some of you know, I have been grieving the loss of my brother and it's been really hard, hoping it's gonna be ok and finding it's not. I went on this retreat with my sister and we both consider the precious time we had there a very generous gift from our brother. I feel like I finally got to learn, live, see and understand something I always had in me but never completely let out free . It's called Mindfulness and to me it means kindness, love, peace, happiness and peace here and now. Accepting who I am, taking care of myself so I can be my best self for others. There is suffering in life. I choose to accept it and find joy in every step of my day, of my life. There is no light without darkness, there is no joy without suffering. "No mud, no lotus". A famous quote by Thich Nhat Hanh, the father of Mindfulnedd which pretty much sums it all for me, humble florist with big dreams. So here I am, whole and blooming, trying to bring happiness through my flowers because my work is more than just a job. It's a big part of my life that I bring home with me. I don't leave it behind in the compost pile at night. Every petal of joy, I share with my kids and husband. That's why I need this part of my inner garden to flourish just the same as the rest of my life. And that's why I've decided to work with kind people only. I want to share, love, meditate, create with kind people. I'm finally going to get out there and dare be myself. If you want to join me on this journey, drop me a line!