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Will you be the moon to my sun ?

Will you be the Hercules to my meg?

Will you be the Patrick to my Kat?

Will you be the Odysseus to my Penelope?

Will you be the light to my dark?

Will you be the Saint to my Hilda?

Will you be the Jack to my Rose?

Will you be the Neanthe to my Marian ?

Will you be the Orpheus to my Eurydice ?

Will tou be the red to my blue?

Sometimes it can be about music, or places forgotten deep inside your heart, friends, art, Nature, Theatre, really everything. A friend, a pet, a object or even the numb feeling of nostalgia.

For me its my old music lab. A wonderful place almost like a pallace. It stands it's group deep inside my mind as the fond memories of learning and growing up there.It had a big fountain, like the ones you see in fairytale places, two large rooms and vines spreaimg all over them. Then it had the house of an old composer I don't exactly know the name of.

Or maybe ballet, no one would believe me if I told them but I used to do ballet when I was younger. I can only remember some things, like my first tutu. A purple tutu with little veil for the skirt. I also remember that one show we did on a high stage which had no protection and that we were all scared of falling.

Of maybe that one friend who I thought they were the most to leave me but never did. 7 years ago I met her at a cafe because her aunt was my teacher and my mom wanted to talk to her " Eh it's a one-day friendship, prolly won't last a bit " bus she actually stayed making great memories with me even if I only saw her on summer. She is the only one who hasn't left me yet.

Midnight love songs~

It was a summer midnight. No one else outside except me. I had sneaked out to my favorite place. The oak tree at the local square. It was a big tree almost touching the sky. I sat at the trunk of it. I had brought my guitar with me, to compose some love songs for the one I couldn't have. After some songs it had gone 1am. I stopped playing and I looked at the sky. It was beautiful, just like him. With lots of stars and a golden moon so big, like the movies.

It reminded me of him, his hair, shining like every star in the world had given him its blessing. His brown eyes looked like the moon itself had doubled and found a new place to be. His nose was thin and straight like an Archangel's, godlike. His lips were thin like paper, but when he smiled. Oh when he smiled~ It was like the world had lit up and all its sadness had gone. He was beautiful, really, as if God himself had came to earth in the form of a child.

I tried to play another song but I only remember closing my eyes.

After some time,I felt a touch. I tried to play dead, but I failed. Apparently I had shaken too much. " dont worry, open your eyes. I'm no bad to you " I hear a familiar voice say. Too familiar. How could it be, what would he be doing there? I opened my eyes a little. It was him. " Thank goodness you're awake! I got scared a bit. " He said with that gorgeous smile. " what are you doing there? " I asked half asleep. " Me? The real question is what You're doing here. I usually sneak out and play my guitar " he said. " did they kick you out? I can welcome you to my house if you want. " " Heh, thank you but no, I came here to play too, first time tbh" I said then looked at the time, It had gone 2 am. " I'll leave. Sorry for interrupting you." I said as I was packing my guitar ready to leave. " No, please don't go, I want you to stay! " He said grabbing my hand. I looked him as if he was a stranger. " ok" I muttered and sat down.

" Anyways. Hows life's been? " he said. I didn't answer immediately. I looked at my guitar, then at him. " Fine, ig " i finally said . " Same, but hey! At least we got each other! " he replied. I didn't answer. I know I didn't have him. Only as a friend. Not even that. I just knew him. We never talked until tonight. " Whats wrong? " he asked. " Nothing " I replied. " You seem like something happen. " he asked with that concerned face. Oh but how could I tell him anything. He would be discusted. Even leave the same moment . I just looked to my right. " Tell me what's wrong " he said grabbing my head gently and turning it to face him. I was blushing but so was he. " I'm just tired from practice. " I found an excuse to say, as I pushed his hand away from my face.

I looked at the sky again " You know, there's a nice song that fits perfectly with the situation but I don't think you'll know it. " I said " Louise, by TV girl " I continued " No way! I love that song, it totally fits! " he said. I was surprised by the fact he knew it. " huh you're not like the others are you?" I said. " Heh no not really. People laugh at me because I'm wierd. At least I'm not a robot like they are ! " he said. I chuckled a little. " Hehe . Ok wierd boy. Now let me get my airpods " I said as I was looking for them but I couldn't find them " But where are they!? I can't find them. " I said angrily then I remembered. I left them home because they were out of battery . I hit the floor I'm frustration " Fvck, I left them at home, how are we supposed to listen to it now. What a useless person I am " I said. " Hey. I will NEVER hear you talk bad about your self ok? I brought my own, we will listen to it from my airpods . " he replied , and so we did .

Suddenly, he touched my hand with his pinky finger. As if he wanted to hold it but couldn't. I touched his hand too with my pinky and looked at him and he was blushing like crazy . Silence. The song ended and another one played." Golden brown " ." This song makes me wanna dance heh" he said as he stood up with his hand at my face, as if he asked me to join him " Will you dance with me or is a man going to dance alone?" he asked looking at me. I looked at him with a smile " You already know the answer " I said holding his hand . " Do you know how to dance Vals? " I asked but he was already dancing perfectly. He even spined me. I was blushing now.

After the song ended , we fell to the ground. " Haha, that was fun " he said. " Yea, but let's rest at the oak tree" I said and so we did. Now " No 1 party Anthem " was playing. He held my hand until he asked " The moon is beautiful isn't it? " . Was he really confessing to me or what. " You know, that means you're confessing you love me and asking me I if do too heh" I said " Do you think I would ask that if I didn't know? I 𝒅𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 " . I Was so stunned I couldn't speak . He grabbed my face with his other hand and when the refren came... He kissed me and he didn't let go until the end of the song. He was so good at this. Like he had done it before. His thin lips were so warm and soft. And he was so calm.

When I opened my eyes he was already laying his head on my thighs hugging me tight not letting me go.His brown eyes were sparkling in the moonlight as he turned to see me and he had this face, the one that makes me melt everytime I look at him, almost as if he would start crying but never had the time to. " I love you. I love you, I love you I love you. I love you so much it-it hurts, it burns " he said to me, grabbing my face gently.

After that I forgot what happened. I just remember waking up in my house, a text on my phone " Good morning love, hope you slept well tonight. " . " Hope you did too babe. Wanna go sit by the oak tree like last night? " I replied . After some time a message flew through my home screen " Only if you bring napkins and your airpods haha " he replied." Ill be here in 10' don't leave me waiting " I replied. After that we officially made " No 1 party Anthem " our song.

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