A Gamer Girl

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Peer Grynt - Morning.

     To you, a simple life with small pleasures is best. Unlike the other songs, you do not desire sharp sophistication, but a life where you can be satisfied in your own work and the wonders of the natural world around you. It invigorates you to follow your own path in life. The American Romanticists have the same humble and independent disposition as you.

Tagged: Borrowed from @tricksheart​

Muse Trust Test! | Accepting | @kiboumukou

❤❤❤  I trust you with my life. I know you would never hurt me. ❤❤  I could let my guard down and fall asleep in your presence and feel safe.

❝ No, that’s ok. I shouldn’t be lying down like that.❞ Now he had upset her! Nice going, you idiot. Hinata wished so much to be cool and admired, and after meeting Nanami he had been trying extra hard as he wanted to be good enough for her—she deserved better. The gamer is such a nice and wonderful girl, and that’s not only because she was an Ultimate. There was something really special about Chiaki, and the boy was convinced that he’d never nearly good enough for her.

❝I’m…uh…resting. I know that we weren’t going to hang out today but I didn’t feel like going home.❞ which reminds him ❝ …Weren’t you going to hang out with your classmates?❞ 「…Her classmates…The other Ultimates…」 「They are probably very cool. 」

     They hadn’t planned to hang out today since Chiaki was mostly helping out with her class getting some things set up for the next day's activity. In fact, she had all but expected him to be gone by now as only people in clubs were on campus. The way his expression shifted to an apologetic expression when she had gotten startled she waves her hands. As if to say it was no big deal.

     “Oh well, I was but some things happened so just running some errands for tomorrow. Sensei wanted us to try another class building thing since everyone kind of went to do their own things despite having plans.” In fact, she had already made the request for a large TV to be transferred to the room so she can share a new game for everyone to enjoy. Thus why she was still on the grounds in the first place also.

The Cost of ‘Kindness’

Silently recalling all their interactions, he came to realize how unusual their relationship was. When they first met, she had mistaken him for the one he used to be – the person that used to inhabit this body of his. When she came back, the girl likely had plans to “rescue” him too despite not entirely understanding the situation —- something that she only realized when it was too late, when he revealed to her the extent of his involvement in Enoshima’s plans. Nanami was visibly distraught, even disgusted over his actions…And yet she stayed. His actions were repulsive, his lack of empathy clearly upset her but she still insisted on being with him whilst he eventually grew to appreciate her presence, it was something that made his boredom far more bearable. As she laid in bed it was obvious how fragile she is, how vulnerable this girl is. Despite her talent, that’s what she is: a girl, following a dangerous and extraordinary man that might lead her to her early demise. She escaped death before, and with each death-threatening experience, the probability of her continuous survival is steadily decreasing. Kamukura reached for the bottle with water, pouring some of the contents on a glass and assisting Nanami with sitting up to drink. It is very likely her body is still a little numb from the anesthetics, so she might lack the coordination to move properly.  ❝ You should rest as much as you can and focus on getting your strength back. ❞ Izuru said, bringing the glass close to her lips.

Oh Chiaki was aware this was dangerous, insane even as everywhere she followed him led to much more dangerous situations. Even as she learns and adapts he goes into the heart of danger to learn more to collect things for reasons she isn't sure of. She was aware that he lacked empathy for others and the horrors of learning he had actively worked with Junko to cause the end stung. This was not a man who just suddenly loves and cares, he does everything with cruel cold logic for the best results. Yet in spite of that she finds flashes of moments where he cares he takes care of her despite everything.

   Izuru understands that she would just keep trying to find him, so doesn't abandon her yet he saves her despite this. He tends to her and risked this by taking her to the one place that could save her life. He felt human, he was human because no matter what they did to his mind his body these feelings were still his. Feeling his hand on her body helping her up she tries to force herself to stay steady from the left over anesthesia. Thankful as he brings the glass of water to her lips drinking it moderately feeling so parched guessing has been a while since actually drank water.

     As he brought the water from her lips she drank before he pulls it away for her to breath feeling a bit refreshed. "I know... And thank you." She finally thanked him though she had apologized a bit earlier she wanted him to know she was grateful. Knowing this was likely a lot of trouble for him having to give her up because for all his talent it always required tools. Things he lacked but the foundation had and he was able to save her by doing this for her. "I caused you a lot of trouble yet you still save me and honestly I don't know how I can repay you for that."

  If he was truly heartless, she would have died long ago but he saves her even when seeming cruel he helps. This too proves he's human and even tho its bad she feels so happy to see this side of him. Even if it was only because she had greeted death’s door unable to help but lean on him a bit. She needed to be more careful, even if hates killing it didn’t mean she should be reckless exposing her back.

Looking over his shoulder, the living embodiment for talent had little regard for such notions like grooming or vanity, neither he cared for any sort of physical contact. It seems that the concept excited the girl – it was innocent, almost child-like, and utterly foolish — and yet he wasn’t opposed to the idea to have his hair groomed.  With a slight nod of his head, Kamukura casually kneeled so the girl would be able to reach his hair and braid it easier. It was pointless and yet… There was something about the prospect that seemed to pick his interest, realizing that trying to figure out the pattern she would comb his hair was rather soothing – feeling both her fingertips moving along his hair and the comb itself in a calm, almost peaceful manner. Perhaps he could allow it…

     When he actually kneeled down instead of his usual rejection by saying it no point she understood the feelings behind them. This was a gesture that basically gave her permission to groom him and take care of him. Despite the fact he could probably do it better or point out the lack of need this made her feel a kind of warmth in her chest. Standing behind she gently brushes her fingers through his hair as takes out the comb she uses. His hair was so long but despite doing only the minimal it felt so soft and silky under her fingers.

     Allowing her comb to brush through his hair she grab the pieces needed to make a braid as she gently hums softly. “Your hair feels so nice,” Chiaki noted with a gentle smile as slowly begins to intertwine them. There was so much hair so could make a big braid there was something fun about big braids. With him knelt down it was easier and soon she begins to braid it making sure to brush it with the comb so doesn’t get tangled as she moves through them.