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I gotta study for this CDL thing and there isn’t really a way to get all of the info down. That’s mostly my fault due to me just being generally lazy this past month. Just been unmotivated to do anything really other than hang out with friends, smoke, play games, and go out. I think my main problem is that im smoking a little too much. Its too obvious to not see that the amount I do smoke in a day is affecting my daily life. I’m gonna slow down on it, I have to. I guess today was kinda a slog. I gotta focus. Hopefully tomorrow is better and I get through this. I can feel it. I’m sinking lower and I gotta focus and make sure I stay afloat.

Eww almost a week went by. I gotta figure something out to get me to remember to do these. Anyways today was a neutral day nothing really happened. A friend of mine gave me a keypad peripheral to try before I buy. I'm using it for FF14 cuz I fat-finger a lot of keys and if I wanna try to heal it's gonna take some work getting used to targeting my allies. Something I definitely need to get used to but it should be fun. Anyways I hope tomorrow is better.

Oh god a lot happened. Beach was fun I'm a bit sunburned but just started to peel. Work was work today. I made actual food to day with some left over rice. It was pretty good. One piece dub came out with the next few eps so I'll be watching that. I haven't played FF 14 in a day or to should probably do that. Not sure if dinner is gonna be made tomorrow so I might order lunch but we'll see. I'm out of Red bull tomorrow so I'll have to get one on my way home tomorrow. As always I hope tomorrow Is better.

Party was ok saw a familiar face today. Neutral positive day. Was fun drinking and smoking at the same time is a lot but I managed to handle it as best as possible. I now know what I'm capable of. Tomorrow will be interesting. Hopefully not as hectic.

Another neutral day although it kind of flew by sort of. Smoked out of my dog bone piece earlier and I forgot how much It hurts to do a dry hit as well as how much harder it hits. Continuing to play Final Fantasy XIV really nice. I have to start going to bed earlier I've been going to bed around 9:00 and I've been tired all day. I ended up picking up some swim trunks and a shirt for Sunday. Finally got some peanut butter so now I don't have to order food for lunch. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

Today was a neutral positive day. Went to go see my cousin at her smoke shop. Ended up picking a nice bowl and dog bone bowl up. As well as the school traveling container that looks like Winnie the Pooh's honey pot. Got a few more other things that are really neat; Carrying case, smoke buddy, extra keef container. It's all really nice. I have a backpack on the way, hm, more like a sling bag of sorts. I still have to go to Target for swim trunks And I still have to prepare for the beach Sunday. I might go out Friday with my cousin but if not then it's just an extra day to prepare. I will though have to go to Target tomorrow. Anyways hopefully tomorrow is better.

Another neutral day nothing really happened. Got to play more of Final Fantasy XIV. Enjoying it a little more than I thought. Being able to jump in and do a few quests for like an hour or so feels really nice. I kind of miss MMOs. This one's really fun but is going to be quite expensive if I actually want to get into it. Hopefully this itch that I'm scratching doesn't last too long. Today was also the first day that it wasn't raining in the morning in the past week. Surprisingly enough traffic was really like today so I got home kind of early. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

Another neutral day. Kind of dragged in the beginning but towards lunch and after the day went kind of faster. Missed over the weekend Cuz I started smoking and I forgot. I managed to beat a hat in time on Saturday and I started a account with Final Fantasy XIV. So far I'm enjoying it but it's very MMO-y, beginning drags and then doesn't really start to pick up till later in the game. But I'm enjoying it nonetheless. Started up a new raft save with Ruben. Enjoying my time with him. Another flash flood watch is in effect hopefully my room doesn't flood in the middle of the night. Haven't really cleaned it since it flooded the first Sunday cuz there's always a threat of its flooding again. And I really don't feel like cleaning it multiple times. Anyways hopefully tomorrow is better.

Another neutral day that kind of ended on a positive note. The gang got together and played some games for an hour. Didn't really expect them to get on but they did. I didn't rain nearly as much as I thought it would hopefully tomorrow is more or less the same. It would give me a chance to clean the basement and relax for the later half of the night. My order food for lunch just so I'm not hungry and the later half of the day. Hopefully tomorrow doesn't drag. It's been a boring couple of weeks, hopefully things pick up a little bit more in a positive sense so I have a little bit more to talk about it's just mundane and things for now. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

Today was more or less another neutral day. Pretty boring day in my opinion, somehow even less happened today than others. It's going to start raining tomorrow I have my room prepped just in case it floods but hopefully it doesn't come to that. If it does start raining tomorrow I really hope that it continues to rain so that there's a steady stream of just it being raining and that there would be no potential of a flash flood which would flood my basement and my room. Would make things a lot easier cuz then I could just clean the basement and then be able to relax coming the weekend. Being able to smoke again should help me not tear my eyeballs out of boredom. Friends are all doing other things so probably won't bother them. But again being able to smoke should at least keep my mind off things. Anyways hope tomorrow is better.

Another neutral day. It's supposed to rain tomorrow so hopefully the basement doesn't flood, However I still have to prep my room just in case it does. I have to clean my piece cuz it's a bit dirty from the last time I used it, considering it's been 5 months I'm not surprised. A friend of mine is being sent off to Florida again this week for work so it looks like I'm on my own this weekend. Which is fine cuz I'm getting back into smoking and hopefully I'll be able to be A Hat in Time either Friday or Saturday assuming I don't smoke myself into a coma. It's also supposed to rain heavily Friday and Saturday which means I might have to prep my room just in case it floods again those days. As much as I want to relax this weekend the weather doesn't make it seem like I will. Anyways I hope tomorrow will be better.

A neutral day nothing really happened. The basement and subsequently my room flooded last night due to a thunderstorm. Got to find time to clean that but for now it's just going to stay how it is. Nothing of mine was damaged least from what I can tell but it's supposed to storm later this week so hopefully it either doesn't flood or I can keep the damage to a minimum. In other news I think I'm going to start smoking again. Well more like I am going to start again, kind of miss it. 5+ months has been a decent tolerance break, Let's just hope I don't overdo it in the first few days. Again I hope tomorrow is better.

Man these past few days were really something. I’ve been too busy trying to figure out what was wrong with my stomach. After it stopped hurting constantly after Monday and the following days it would only hurt in the one spot and during specific times. Constipation was quickly ruled out despite everyone telling me its just me being constipated. As it turns out it was gas (maybe) a lot happened to come to that conclusion and I’m not entirely convinced its cleared up completely. Hopefully it doesn’t continue. As for how today went, mostly neutral and became positive when that gas bubble thing just magically disappeared after my stomach grumbled ‘cuz I was hungry. Got home and started to play some COD Cold War due to the new Outbreak EE being out and it being 2XP for character and more importantly weapons. Play a level or two in A Hat in Time, which is an amazing game. Anyways hopefully tomorrow is better.

Holy hell today sucked. My stomach was in pain all night and I couldn't sleep a bit. I was in pain all morning too. My working theory is I had too much medicine in a short amount of time. After I ate and drank some pickle juice it seemed to have subsided with minor grumbles here and there. In exchange my headache came back. Probably due to lack of sleep and being in pain for the better part of 12 hours. I hope this doesn't persist into tomorrow, I don't want to have to take another day off work. I hope tomorrow is better.

Today was such a miserable day. I felt sick all day and I don't think it's gonna end soon. The worse part is my stomach hurts a lot. Idk if it was something I ate or just the fact that I'm sick. This shot is really kicking my ass. Think I'ma call off tomorrow and take the day to rest. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

Day 14 was a semi-postitve day had to get my my second covid vaccine shot earlier in the day but up untill now I haven't had any symptoms. Went over to a friend's place to chill in his pool and drink. Rn as I type this I might have a slight fever with a bad headache but I took medicine to hopefully mitigate the pain. Just gotta rest a bit before I continue, I'm having a lot of fun and I don't want it to end with this. Hopefully tomorrow is just as good or better.

Another neutral day. Got some pizza on the way home as no one was going to be there when I did. Nice $10 for dinner today and tomorrow as well as lunch tomorrow. Black Clover is going through its tourny arch which seems fun. Toady was also the anniversary of my dogs passing. I miss him. Other than that tomorrow is the end of the week and the start of the weekend. Maybe I can play some games while I watch Black Clover all night. Got some beer too so might just drink. Hopefully tomorrow is better.