Day 53
I gotta study for this CDL thing and there isn’t really a way to get all of the info down. That’s mostly my fault due to me just being generally lazy this past month. Just been unmotivated to do anything really other than hang out with friends, smoke, play games, and go out. I think my main problem is that im smoking a little too much. Its too obvious to not see that the amount I do smoke in a day is affecting my daily life. I’m gonna slow down on it, I have to. I guess today was kinda a slog. I gotta focus. Hopefully tomorrow is better and I get through this. I can feel it. I’m sinking lower and I gotta focus and make sure I stay afloat.















