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Is It The Time Yet?

I thought I could keep you

at forever.

What forever can do now

is wondering

things we would do

thoughts we would share.

us.

what forever can do now

is forgetting

denying thoughts.

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planning to dust off and grab my guitar again.

Wasted

I thought I could have you

more than warm, fuzzy feeling when you are around

I thought I found my home

every time I hear your voice and run into your arms

We both knew this would hurt, I know most

like a little girl, how naïve I become

Is it an obsession? why can’t we have all?

We both knew this would hurt, I know most.

A right guy at a wrong time is a wrong guy

as the rain is pouring, the cold breeze slips through my sleeve, I remembered it was very comforting to just sit and imagining things behind the window. Dreaming of how I will look like in the next 3 years, wondering if I took different path and saying different things to people. Never crossed my mind that I would open up to people telling my stories because the solitude I always feel is more than enough to convince myself that I am an okay human being.

It was like this, cold and calming night I became vulnerable to another human being. Came to a realization I have never been okay, or at least that what this person made me think. The lone deer has always been strong hunting and surviving in solitude till it got distracted by the huntsman who fed it. Little did the lone deer know he was a hunter along with a family.

I am so pathetic.

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Brooke Dalton: It's possible isn't it? It's possible that you could meet somebody who's perfect for you even though you're committed to somebody else.

Nick Vaughan: No, no, see, I think if you're committed to somebody, you don't allow yourself to find perfection in someone else.

Some things will not work. Like her. She knew she isn't capable for the opportunity at the first place. Yet the world told her a million times she deserved the opportunity more than anyone else. Now she proved the world wrong, but the world seems like doesn't care. So now it's her fault? For not being aware that she can't handle the opportunity? So now it's her fault? For listening to the world and pretend to believe that it's right; just because everybody telling her that she should go for the opportunity-- or whatever it is I don't f care. She's just tired. She wants to discover herself. She wants other people to tell her what to do. She wants to deny every advice she gets. She wants to be a rebel. She's being told how become a rebel is disrespectful. She stands for what she believes. She falls because of what she believes. She doesn't even know what the world she lives in. She's lost. I'm lost.

The ups and downs of feelings you feel are the ones that make you human, more human. Be happy, go extremely happy and be sad, to the worst. You'll feel betrayed, joy, regrets, fulfilled, left off, accepted.. And that's okay, that's how we, human survive; experiencing emotions.

Maybe one day I would surely vanish altogether hehe

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fvck grammar, I’m writing shit.

all the things you should get in your home were not there

so you crawled, searched for them

you’ve found them, you held them dearly

but they put you on the end of a cliff

dang, you lost the best of both world.

it is scary knowing what’s important to you is no longer what it used to be

it is scary that what should matter you the most is the last thing you expect it to be

when the one who should you trust the most is actually the one who held you back

when the one who should be the closest is in fact your biggest enemy

and the scariest part is

when you no longer respect the ones who put their lives before you

no, I don't wanna be understood.

-nina 4:53 AM

Hi my dearest PALARI, my second home, my support system, my happiness, my family I truly love and cherish.. The ups and downs we've been through has shaped me becoming who I am today, work with you guys was never feel like working bcs kalian kalian ini nih yg bikin gue betah and always wanted to do more for you and ogcdp. There's Talita the EP master who always get her EP under control and engaged, gym freak and a happiness-machine. She always has everything she wants in her hand, don't run out your luck yet, semangat TAnya luv. Then there's Renyes, the yin to our yang who balancing kericuhan team, the most naïve and calmest team mate that somehow curse so much by the end of our term, astagfirulloh who taught you Nes:( The beauty guru, Riri, who's always insecure lol but Ri I'm so glad our path crossed after we met at elementary and I didn't know you much, but here we are, working together with a bigger purpose and surprisingly complement each other unchhh. Also there should be mba Devi in the photo but yea she's busy menata karir mendahului kita semua, emang tai. Then there's the one and only our ketua arisan kita Dinan, who never gave up on us, who always believe in each one of us. If someone asks who a true leader is, then it's you (edan seneng ga tuh??) he's all ears to our problem personally & professionally, our very own private driver & clown he. he. Thank you for the opportunities, love, laughs, efforts, and for being you guys. These aren't just words but I'm really glad that I've become a part of this cool people, who shaped me a lottt, from Nina yg disuruh ngurus ktp aja nangis karena harus berinteraksi sama bapa2 kelurahan (bukan males, I was that insecure to talk to strangers) until Nina who's very loud that I think you guys regretted to bring up my inner bacotness heu. This is the end of our term but I believe our personal connection knows no end💕

well here’s a bit advice for parents who are going through with teenagers that stressful to deal with. I know I’m not a freaking parent and who the hell I am trying to give advice but here’s a little perspective of a teenager who just knew little about life..

ever heard of quotes “strict parents raise best liars”? well it’s kinda true. even if you’re not that strict, kids will always be liars. unless you communicate with them well.

communication. essential. period.

talk to your kids, ask them what they want, what they want to be, why they do what they do. and understand that. understand and also communicate what you want, what is right or wrong, what should we do. we kids know nothing. and the only way for us to understand that is through an effective communication. we also want to know how you perceive our decision, but don’t take control of it. we make mistakes, everybody does. then let us be wrong, so we learn. we know you told us not to make mistakes because you’ve been there, but we’re not hella perfect.

if you think we kids are crossing the line, talk to us, discuss. we also want to be heard. if you shut us down, so what’s the point to even try to tell you on the first place?

communication doesn’t have to be a-sitting-down-conversation. I, especially, an introvert. we don’t do express what we feel directly. approach us through text, or whatsoever indirectly. yea I know we’re a pain in the ass to be approached to, but we want this relationship to work, right?

but I guess it’s pointless to mumble and complain, isn’t it? after all you were kids, you know exactly how kids think and feel. so, why bother?

-nina, 3:55AM

Heartbrokenly died -- or maybe just confused

Yaa Allah, my Lord, the greatest of the greatest. I'm not sure if I could take another people are coming out -- this LGBT things anymore in the next five years. It's hurting my feeling when I don't like the fact that the world is changing into kiamat yet in another way I want to be open minded, I am open minded. Is it possible You can fix this world? I'm heartbrokenly died inside😟

Pas kamu pikir kamu itu ga ada apa-apanya, bangga aja atas hal kecil yang kamu udah lakuin. Take some credits and make them as your whips to do better. Jangan mau mati cuma jadi seonggok daging. Emang sih setiap manusia ada atas-bawahnya, tapi emang mau ada di bawah terus? Semangat lah. Perubahan ga ada yang enak ko.

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Here's a little reminder for you whether you think you're not capable of something, or not good enough, or treated unfairly, or just straight ugly. It comes from your mind. Set the right thoughts, because in the end you'll need yourself to be a happy human being. So be one! #grammarfailsdontcare (at Ace Hard Ware & Index IBCC)

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