Heal And Grow With Me🥀💦☀️🌹♒️

Twin flames is bullshit a cult of delusional people dealing with narcissists that believe they are treating them like shit because they love you too much don’t know how to handle that kind of love lol sounds dumb right. If your desperate enough you’ll believe anything .As someone who stayed in a narcissist relationship for a long time wake up it’s all a lie. Run and know you deserve better if anything it teaches you to love yourself. Don’t fall for none of that bullshit grow up and move don’t waste anymore time life is to short. If anyone has shit to say fuck you your fucking delusional too has your twin flame come back yet I know your unhappy . Your being played take that L and move on to what’s truly for you. I been there I get it this whole tumblr I started is based on twin flame bullshit it’s a scam for readers to take your money and tell you what you want to hear and cult leaders to take your money about some made up bullshit knowing damn well that person their with makes them miserable

I’m around a ticking time bomb trying to make sure it doesn’t blow while I’m about to explode. Either way it goes I’m dead regardless. - there is not peace anymore

I just want to break free I don’t feel anything anymore completely numb. I now see him for who he truly is I’ll never forget that Friday at 3pm the truth approached me

As of right now I feel like gum on the pavement. I feel stuck and constantly walked all over. I pray god continues to make a way so I can feel free like the wind 💨

I feel like a door mat used and walked all over. My kindness is being taken for weakness but yet I feel like my mouth won’t open to speak up. It’s almost as if my mouth is stitched shut 🧵🪡. Every time I try to say something nothing comes out empty like after trash day or a blank canvas. I write speeches out make notes nothing. Than when I do get a little courage I get shut down like my problems are insignificant and not his problem and to keep them to myself. So I don’t even finish. I’m his storage unit that he loves to bust a nut in and satisfy him himself so I feel full of nut and his problems because my needs are not his problem. His dumps his nut in me and leaves he dumps his shit with me than leaves he dumps his emotions onto me when he vents and leaves .He dumps his dog with me and leaves the only benefit. He dumps and takes leaves me depleted than when I just need a listening ear he tells me to keep it to myself he has his own problems and to workout that will solve everything and that’s why I’m not satisfied. My mouth won’t open and I just want to scream when no one else is here for you the person with the least to give( me) somehow gives the most asking for nothing in return but respect and you constantly disrespect me. You don’t even notice because I’m still invisible to him. He sleeps in my bed and I feel more lonely than when I’m alone. God please save me from this hell I know I keep letting the devil back in I need an exorcism.