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like how many stray cats ive managed to pet in my lifespan

how many drawings ive made

and projects i’ve been apart of

how many steps i’ve attained opposed to others

the thoughts, memories, experiences and knowledge

i’ve unlocked at different ages and stages of life

compared to others

the amount of memories people have of me and what people remember me for

the amount of photos i have of myself

and the photos i’ve acquired of the world around me

how much love, hugs and kisses i’ve received

opposed to others during the same lifespan

how many books i’ve read and movies i’ve watched

the conversations i’ve had

and haven’t had

how many perspectives and insights i have yet to unlock

the different tastes and smells and sightings i’ve seen and haven’t seen

how many crowds of laughter i’ve been apart of

how much judgement and admiration i’ve unknowingly received

the different places my feet have walked upon

how inadequate my childhood was compared to others