"it's reality, angel"

one thing i am worried about when it comes to moving back to my old school is whether or not my old friends would even still Want to be friends with me . there's two that i miss a lot and that i really want to be friends with again, but i'm scared that, since i've been gone for almost 3 years, they'll want nothing to do with me :((

if i actually get to move schools, i am Not telling my friends. i'm leaving without notice and blocking all of them everywhere, fuck them

maybe there is a god 🥹🥹 (i have an appointment at my old school)

my friend called me a pervert because one of the characters in a show i'm watching is in an ABUSIVE incestuous relationship with his mother . bitch What

so my two "best friends" did hangout without me over the holidays ....at least 4 times 🥹🥹 and i wasn't invited 🥹🥹 despite only living a few streets away 🥰🥰🥰

can't wait to see friends who don't give a fuck about me tmr!!!!!! sooo excited >_<

back to my fuckass school tomorrow ..yayy

i miss my old friends so fuckin g much ohmygoddd my current friend group SUCKS

of course the school i actually like and had better friends at won't let me back in, just my fucking luck

not my irl "best" friend tryna find my sideblog even though i told them not to.. like can i not have my own space or something?? literally told them it was my safe space to vent and i didn't want any irls looking at it like dude what

i really want to go back to my old school .. i miss my friends there, they were so much nicer and actually cared about me

need to rest my head in my angel's lap, laying on my back as he scratches my head and belly

i LOVE it when my two best friends rub it in my face that they were hanging out without me thank youuu <3

i think i'm okay but then i remember that me and my partner canonically killed ourselves and were replaced with human versions of ourselves

i really need better friends