Give A Little...

My favorite part of this time of year is picking out our family Christmas ornament. Probably doing that this weekend since we're finally putting up our tree.

I really have to lose weight before we decide to have another child. A few years back I did Hip Hop Abs and saw great results, but I can't bring myself to do it again. I need something different. I need motivation. Someone help!

I'm staying off of tumblr until I see Avengers Endgame. Because I just know someone here will spoil it for me and I'll have to hurt them.

So a few weeks ago I posted I had baby fever. Well that baby fever is stronger now. I am ready for another one.

I was able to get the epidural shot Friday! I'm doing a lot better but still have some pain. They said it can take up to two weeks to take full effect so I'm being extra careful. I'm just happy im able to hold my baby girl again!

So I was able to see the orthopedic. Unfortunately, I have to wait till next Tuesday because we're waiting for my insurance approves it. My heart broke this morning because my daughter had a melt down because mommy couldn't hold her. I told the doctor if it happens that they approve before next Tuesday please put me in for this week. So I'm praying that it works out like that. Baby girl just wants her momma.

I have baby fever. I know our little one would enjoy a sibling but at the same time I'm not ready to have another just yet. I am, but I'm not.

I went to the doctor today because I need to get back on metformin. I also went because I had questions about insomnia, my anxiety, and weight gain. I haven't been sleeping and I dont remember the last time I was sleeping before 2 am. My anxiety has been acting up again and my weight...I'm the biggest I've ever been. When we're ready to have kids again I need to lose some weight. So we ran some blood work and I go back in 2 weeks to discuss everything again.