Angel

Big heart, Angel Divine.

I will be admiring you from afar.

I’ve been listening to the song “JIREH” by Elevation Worship and Maverick City Music repeatedly. It’s been a blessing, reminding me that Jesus is all I need.

I came across this intriguing video online about birds dancing while someone sings Jireh. As the birds danced, they formed the Hebrew text “Jireh” in the wind. I was astounded by their carefree nature and how they danced to the music.

And then, I was reminded of the verse in Matthew 6:26 (NIV): “Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?” Tears of joy welled up in my eyes as I realized that we are God’s most precious creation, created in His image. We often worry about everything in life, while the birds simply dance and remain carefree because God provides for them even when they don’t work. How much more valuable are we, humans?

Do not worry. God will provide. He is enough.

Having you is the most important thing in the world.

Today, I chose to break my heart.

I came across a quote that says, “When God shows you that someone isn’t meant for you, and you continue to pursue them, He will make them hurt you until you have no choice but to leave.” I’ve been praying for a man of God who I can be submissive to, treat me right, and pursue me truthfully by winning my heart, not just giving me butterflies and flowery words. I believe that if I prioritize God in everything I do, everything else will fall into place.

The more I immerse myself in God’s word, the deeper I comprehend His boundless love for me. It surpasses anything a human being can offer. Jesus’ love is unwavering, overflowing, unconditional, and beyond the reach of words.

I broke my heart today because I grew weary of searching for love and making assumptions based on incorrect signals. I understand that God is guiding me to become a woman of God, preparing me for the right man. He has set me aside, allowing some men to approach and hurt me as a means of honing my patience and perseverance. I must confess that I have been praying for the wrong person, and this time, I am determined to rectify my mistakes in the eyes of the Lord.

I firmly believe that I am someone’s missing rib. I hope that the man destined for me, chosen by God, will find me and declare, “She is the woman I prayed for.” In the end, I am certain that I will not be alone anymore.

Thank you, Jesus, for allowing my heart to be broken so that I can grow stronger and be prepared for the man you intend me to be with, according to your will.

—Angel Divine L.

Admiring you from afar has been the hardest thing for me. They say it’s a waste of time—and maybe it is—but who cares? I’m free, and I talk to God about you every day. At least I love in an honest way. Even if I don’t receive the same love in return, it wouldn’t matter, because I know I never did you wrong.

I haven’t felt love like this in a long time. Only Christ has ever made me feel this way before. And deep in my heart, I truly believe that somewhere, someone is praying for me too.

Thank you,

Angel

I’m at a loss for words when someone asks me, “What’s bothering you?” or “What’s the matter?” or “Are you okay?” because no words can truly convey the emptiness I feel. It’s a void that only God can fill. However, I can’t deny that surrendering my heart would be a simple task. It requires time and courage. As I navigate through this process, I experience sadness, but I know that it’s merely a matter of time.

I tried my best to be a good friend. I cared deeply, maybe too much… and now my faith and intentions are being questioned.

Tell me, my friend… if I am imperfect, aren’t you as well? And why would you encourage someone I cared for to investigate me? For what reason? So you could lift yourself up, as if you were flawless… boasting about good deeds that you only do to satisfy your own pride?

Take a moment and look at yourself in the mirror. Tell me honestly… do you not see any flaws of your own?

I know you would rejoice at the thought of my downfall and spread lies just to feel higher than me. If that’s what makes you feel powerful, then so be it.

When my shame surpasses the depths of the oceans, his love remains the deepest.

I’ve always preferred to spend my time learning from someone who makes sense and stands firm in their convictions. If I were to look up to someone, it would be a person who stands for the truth—nothing less, nothing more.

I can’t stop reflecting on the impact you had on me. 😭 I had the habit of listening to your debates, where you boldly shared the gospel without shame, stood for what is right, and encouraged others to be fearless and firm in their faith.

Charlie Kirk, you didn’t just help me gain knowledge and wisdom—you also reminded me to remain faithful until my last breath.

Your time here was never wasted. I believe you are now in a far greater place, and the seeds you planted will continue to grow. The truth you shared will not be forgotten, because God’s Word endures forever.

‭‭2 Timothy‬ ‭4‬:‭7-8‬ ‭NIV‬‬ says:

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. Now there is in store for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, will award to me on that day—and not only to me, but also to all who have longed for his appearing.

Thank you God for this man’s life, thank you, Charlie. Mission Accomplished! 🥺❤️‍🩹😭

Being an ATHEIST is the new trend. No wonder people prefer to be their own gods and create their own moral codes, which can lead to confusion and naivety. No one wants to be taught anymore; everyone wants to follow the trend.

It's so ironic when they say that God is just a delusion, yet people resort to believing in zodiac signs. (Which is totally nonsense) Stars have nothing to do about your traits and attitudes, it is YOU who made yourself become YOU!

Would you rather have real intelligence or just sound like you do without making any sense?

In order to teach, you must first be willing to learn.