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โณ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต : 1512 (without lyrics)
โณ ๐ด๐บ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ด๐ช๐ด : you donโt wanna be greedy but canโt imagine Timothee with anyone else but yourself and confessing your feelings to him
โณ ๐ข๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฆ : hey guys ! So basically if you live under a rock, prettymuch are being exposed for sexual assault, racism and other things and so itโll be a little difficult making imagines for nick but yeah, Iโm still deciding whether not to give up his writings after this series but yeah, enjoy ! :)
โณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ : nasa
Boy, you give me feelings, never felt before
I'm making it obvious by knocking at your door
I know that I'm coming tonight
You know I'm coming tonight
Don't want to deny it anymore
Me and Timothee had been friends for a while and everytime we were in the same environment, it just made me want to spend time with him even more, if itโs in a crowded room or just the two of us. He was always smiling whenever our friend group did something, he just made my world a little brighter with not only his bright white teeth but the genuine happiness radiating from him.
Tonight, our friends were together in one of their apartments and it was dark with mood lighting changing colours every now and then. Timothee was coming and so beforehand, I decided to talk to one of my close friends in the clique. I whisper to her โcan I talk to you for a minute?โ. She nods with a puzzled face. We make our way to one of the bedrooms and I await for her to enter the room before closing the door.
I say before telling her the reason of her escape from the party โbefore I tell you this, donโt tell anyone this, ok?โ As I lay out my pinky sticking out as she interlocks her pinky with mine. He ly out a deep breath and say โwell-โ and smile at her. โI think I like Timothee and I donโt know what to do, if I should tell him or make hints-โ. She interrupts as she answers passionately โfollow your heart y/n. Besides, you wanna make sure youโre comfortable if you tell him. Maybe Timothee would like that, just being upfront and besides, he wonโt hold it against you, heโs not like thatโ while holding the ends of my fingers, like a mother talking to her daughter about something important.
Baby, you got lucky cause you're rocking with the best
Somehow, I had to pluck up the courage to tell Timothee and besides, Iโve never done something like this. When I start getting comfortable with the idea, I immediately think of the other factors, like what if he wants somebody in the industry or isnโt liking me like that. My mind and body then become more tense and more uptight, resulting in worrying and fidgeting.
When I exit the bedroom, I enter the main room where all our friends where and the main event of the night, Timothee. When I fully enter the room, Timothee makes a smile at me and I do the same as I turn to my friend from before and she makes a face raising her eyebrows. I laugh silently and plant my eyes on the floor alerting myself that I donโt want to embarrass myself, especially tonight.
My attention is stolen as the mood coloured lights switch into a new vibrant ambience and a burst of laughter exits one corner of the room. I sat myself down beside my friend from before and she comes closer to my ear and whispers โyouโll be fine y/n, besides, heโs your friendโ and moves back with a smile on her face.
I don't need a phone call
I'ma tell you when it's over
You know that I'm coming tonight
I know I'm coming tonight
I just need to get this out the way, oh baby!
I waited till the perfect moment to pull aside Timothee in order to get a accurate response from him. I take a breath before lift myself off the ground and walk over to Timothee and ask him โhey, can I talk to you for a sec?โ. He smiles and replies in a high and gentle tone โyeah, sureโ before he stands up following me. The walk towards the same room was daunting and almost like a make or break moment.
Before we enter the room fully, I make sure the door was shut before anyone was coming in while I was spilling my guts out. While shutting the door, he asks โhave I done anything to offend you? If so, Iโm so-โ. I brush off his sentence and for a split second, I admire his caring nature. I respond assuringly โno, not at allโ. He breaths out of relief and looks back at you.
I take a deep breath in and out and start โso, I know weโre friends and I donโt want to make you feel weird or make you feel anything like that. So, I feel like I should be honest with you and I know that this is between us. But basically, I think Iโm gaining feelings for you.โ I look at him as he does the same and I let out a deep breath. His stare is a bit blank as I start to worry what heโs thinking.
Been in this state of mind
Been in this state of mind
Been in this state of mind, oh yeah
I add โI know but if you wanna go with someone in the Industry or whatever but... I thought Iโd tell you Iโm into youโ. He gives me a muted smile and makes a effort to say โyou know, y/n, you are a lovely person and just having a good energy but Iโm a little overwhelmed I think but, I mean.. youโre feelings arenโt anything to be ashamed of but Iโm just a little shocked that this something you feltโ.
I look at him as he does the same with me and he tries to put together what else to say as his former sentence was a little bit of puzzle piece. There was a feeling of a awkward silent tension yet this wasnโt addressed. I try to make my conversation starter from before seem better as I say โI know this is new but I donโt wanna feel .. greedy but I just want to make sure that you are ok and that our friendship isnโt.. you know.. tarnishedโ.
His face now has a sympathetic face as he makes another sentence leave his mouth โy/n, youโre fine and besides Iโd rather you tell me than you feel all bottled up and you feeling comfortable. But I get what you mean, feeling greedy almost but y/n, Iโve had worse encounters with girls and let me tell you, youโre no where near their tier of badโ as we both end that with a laugh.
I ain't talking money, I'm just physically obsessed
'Cause I'm so greedy, ooh
You know that I'm greedy for love
You know that I'm greedy for love
'Cause I'm so greedy, ooh
You know that I'm greedy for love
You know that I'm greedy for love
Our conversation kept revolving valid feelings, joking about past encounters while in the romantic situation and reassuring the other person that we are fine with each other. The night seemed to go by fast as somebody walked into the room as they shout โheyyy, timmys gettin it on with y/nโ which his tone seemed under the influence and a little comedic making me and Timothee silently laugh.
The guy leaves the room with the door opened ajar and makes the talk with Timothee seem sped up as he mustโve wanted to make this seem less awkward and get back to normality within the friend group. He covers the current climate we were in and starts โso basically, y/n, I donโt think of you any differently and while we were speaking, you are cute butโ and a laughing sigh leaves his body with his hand on the back of his neck. He continues โbut yeah, we could maybe go out some point this week and catch up with each otherโ.
He later leaves the room as I silently realised that he just asked me on a date... I think. I let myself take a few minutes to calm down from my excitement and seem cool leaving the room to maybe catch his attention. I quickly check my makeup before exiting the area and she was all good. I adjust my outfit as the second it was fine, my foot entered the room, the bold lights making it a little dramatic.
Greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy
I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy, I'm greedy for love
The eyes of some people were captivated by me and one of those pairs was Timothee. I always high fived myself internally as that was my goal as I quickly come back to reality and sit next to my friend from before. She asked โso, how was it?โ. I smile and reply โbetter than I thoughtโ as sheโs quick to say โI told you soโ. I laugh and add โyeah, he was so sweet about it and I think he asked me on a dateโ.
She readjusts her seating and has a shocked face plastered on her face as she asks โreally? No way!โ As I nod my head to confirm her question. He smiles as she asks โso, where and what you gonna wear?โ As I have a serious face as I continue the questions but to her. โHow come your so invested?โ As we both laugh. She responds โIโm just excited, thats all. Besides, yโall would make a cute couple.... just sayingโ.
I raise my hand to deny that statement and to go along with it, I said โno way, heโs just taking me to a coffee place or something simpleโ. She nods and I add โbesides, I donโt wanna seem like those crazy fan girls just cause heโs famousโ. She adds โhow many people that have I asked me if I know him?โ. I state โI think itโs the status of knowing himโ. As we continue talking, Timothee walks over and says โIโll talk to you soon, but yeah, Iโm gonna goโ as I say โbyeโ and touch his hand of a gesture of saying bye as he smiles and walks away. Me and my friend are all giddy and are probably gonna talk about this all night.