angel

true love lasts forever

I miss you every day

I’m still not tired of my city and never will I am blessed to be here

the lovers / the demons man

don’t become what they tell you you are

my coping mechanism is pretending it was real

it’s not how I am without you I’m in the present I’m sorry… sometimes I wonder why you still… have that… I know you’re nothing like me

you bring me back im so sorry I know I cant do that anymore part of me wants to redo everything and i feel so much shame and embarrassment in that

over and over

I wish you believed me when I told you I loved you in my youth I never lied I was loyal and it didn’t matter but it’s what I wanted I’m sorry now looking back I just felt cheated I used to just want to be something for you somehow

I wish you cared when I told you you’re the only boy online I really talked to I wish you believed me because its the truth.

I literally drew you on a whiteboard the other day