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“Have you ever heard of the Spotlight Effect?

It’s this psychological phenomenon that makes you believe that you are the center of the universe.

Wow, artista yern? Yan mismo ang Spotlight Effect — it makes you think that everyone sees your every move, every mistake… and actually care about them.

BUT THEY DON’T. Because they’re too busy thinking in the same way!

They also think you’re watching their every move and spotting every mistake.

The truth is that everyone’s too busy living inside their heads to actually think about you.

Some people may actually notice your mistakes, yes. But are they going to spend their lives talking about it? Hindi. Kung oo, edi siya ang may problema, hindi ikaw.

Now, let’s make it more empowering… WALANG MAY PAKE.

And because no one really cares, then you have nothing to lose.

Stop worrying and start living.”

Found this post on Facebook so here’s me trying to share my life recently without worrying what you might think because I want to live and love my life. ✨

I've known this already for a long time. So I guess what I've been doing is avoiding myself from using the strength I have left from dealing with so much these past months. I just wanted to rest. Sometimes it's lonely but I'm doing everything I can to cope up, I've even done things I never imagined myself trying haha but here I am. 😅

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It's just been 10 days since my effective date of resignation at my first job but I'm feeling super anxious today. I initially plan to rest for about 2-3 months but with what I'm feeling these days, I don't think I can. There's too many thoughts running on my mind at night and maybe the opportunities that are lost added to the pressure. I've been workaholic for the past year and I think I may be experiencing withdrawal lol 😅 my body is craving for the work it has been doing but I don't want to cave in and fall for that trap again and go back to audit just because I think I can handle the same pain and stress because I've been familiar with it.

Lord help me to be patient in the waiting, remind me not to settle for anything less of the plan you have for me. Help me see the beauty in the process of waiting, correct my heart, and redirect me to your will and purpose for me.