✧ Angel ✧

I really don’t know how I’m going to get through this.

I hate that I spent so much of my life believing in lies.

I hate that I will never be loved.

I hate that I’m such a mess.

I hate that I’m disgusting.

I hate that I have begged and pleaded and did everything I ever could to make him love me and make him stay.

I hate that I will never be enough.

I hate I stayed after he put his hands on me.

I hate that I am crying now.

I hate that I will forever be tied to him.

I hate that I will never have my family ever again. The family I created.

I wish I could take even a little of it off your shoulders. I hate that you're hurting so much now.

Don't even think about writing if your not up to it, we all understand. Do whatever you want and feel like. All that matters to me, is that you feel better mentally and physically first.

You are going through such a hard time and you are not any of those things you said or think you are.

The fact that you think you are not loved is untrue. I hope that you know that you are loved. You are loved by the community you built on tumblr, and I'm sure that not only I am the only one who admires you so much.

You are not disgusting, and you are not a mess because someone hurt you. If anything, you are the opposite. You don't ruin anything and you deserve all the kindness in the world.

*⁠.⁠✧summary: telling Levi that a girl messaged you about him.

“he’s canonically considered ugly in the show”

this man ??

Levi woke up to a tiny hand poking his cheek, followed by a giggle when he went "tch". Levi's eyes opened reluctantly and he spotted his toddler awake and smiling at him. "It's 5 in the morning." The toddler gave him a wide, gummy smile little grey eyes looked up at him, just like his own. "Not that it bothers you."  Levi stated, rubbing his tired eyes. You were asleep beside him. He kept the toddler to his side so he wouldn't wake you as well, one sleep deprived parent was enough.

He turned to the toddler who was now climbing onto his chest, Levi's arms were held out to grab him if he fell. "Why so early today, kid?" The kid immediately fussed. Levi smirked.  HIs tiny hand held Levi's jaw. "You hungry?" The toddler only moved his hand higher and tugged at Levi's hair. "No, my hair is not a toy." He stopped and yawned, his tiny face scrunched up. His tiny cheek pressed against Levi's chest and he tried to fall asleep. The innocent affection made Levi's chest warm. "Out cold after ruining my sleep schedule?" He spoke softly though, pulling the blanket over them both and glancing over at your sleeping face which looked similar to the little face on his chest.

There were soft, little breaths against Levi's chest.  A soft tuft of hair that matched yours lay perfectly in front of him. He felt you shift beside him, moving to snuggle up by his side. Levi kept one hand on the little guy's back and the other under your head as you slept.