Andromeda's public thoughts

shitting balls because WHAT

IM GONNA CRY WGHAT IS THID

pov: me and gng

On Saturday, when I was at the pool party, this boy who looked around 9 - 10 looked at me after doing something on accident, but afterwards, he would swim and bump into me multiple times around my stomach and when he would lift his head it would touch my breast, and then he would act like he's' driving a car and try to put his head on my breast, even when i was like no dont do that and push him back, I don't want this to happen at all, I talked to my teachers about it and they told me that it was sexual harrasment, I don't know if anyone was watching, I wish I said something earlier, I keep thinking about it and I didn't like it at all, I don't ever want to go somewhere when I would see that boy again, and just to find out that he has autism, that's not a fucking excuse, he could have done worse.

TW: a mention or two of Su1c1de, jealousy, possible fat shaming . . . . . . . . . . . I'm jealous of this one girl, I find her as a good friend and I don't want to be jealous of her, but it seems like the whole school idolizes her completely, all the little kids love her, even the other class loves her, but I'm the opposite, some people like me, some don't, one wants to talk shit about me, and I probably annoy those two, why do I try to be like them? I don't want to sing or dance, I don't want to wake up, go to school and start singing some random ass christian song, I want to stay home, to where i can just be on the laptop, I wish that life was easier, where I could be loved ALL the time, I want to be like her, she's cute, pretty skinny, has a boyfriend and a fucking job, I'm the opposite, I don't have a boyfriend, I'm not cute, I'm fat, and I don't have a job, maybe my Dad and grandma might prefer having her instead of me, I do nothing but probably annoy them, I don't even listen to my grandma, so why should I even have her love? With me thinking about all of this, the only thing that keeps me together from ending it all is my father, friends, and online friends, that's it, without them I probably would be in the hospital for attempting, or maybe dead, either one or the two, it would be better anyway, where I wouldn't have to suffer getting in trouble, but if I died, I would probably be in hell burning my ass off, for commiting such abomination.

hi.

i have no money.