mourning glory

Animals are truly innocent and are the saving grace figures of my life where all adults have supremely failed me in ways that feel too heavy for me to carry right now.

Go on vacation to lose your mind and get real scared

I'm hundreds of miles away from my cat bc I'm on vacation and I am so scared for her bc of something that reminds me of how my old cat died but it's probably unrelated but it's hard to reckon with when I am hundreds of miles away from her so I am stuck dealing with awful feelings and a rise in #MyIssues bc this this very distressing to me and I only have one person in my personal life who I can truly rely on and I get very crazy when #MyIssues get bad.

Dude, I'm about to throw up and cry until I die what is happening