I am Andrew

Pov:

Willow has a hobby(drawing) and she goes to the beach to draw there and posts about that on her social media. Halfway there she orders McDonalds.

And Alli(who stalkers her on social media and because of that knows where Willow is planning to go) goes to the job(she works at that exact McDonald's) in cool jeans, hoping to impress Willow. And Willow just takes her order without looking at Alli😭😭

Training my skills

All artists have time when they feel weird about their skill. When it seems that you're not doing enough, that all your drawings the same and there's no progress. I had been feeling that way for a while, and that was the reason I havent drawn anything

Then I went on the vacation, and it was really boring, no Internet,no real entertainment, so the only interesting thing I had-was drawing

Okay I just though its funny that Willow has a hole for her ponytail in her cloak😭😭

I drew the hand a bit weirdly, but okay

Tried to make a Redesign for Alli!

In my head she has more muscles (because she works with mechanic and that aquires some muscles!)Probably will colour that later

Next to her is Angelo that looks a bit weird, anddd maybeee I'll redraw them

They have very different thoughts

Willow peacefully knitting on her chair at home, sitting and being absolutely relaxed is the thing I needed. I might make a comic with her😭😭I like her really bad. She's just such a cool character

A birthday art for a birthday girl!!

Happy birthday my bestie❤❤❤

I love you so much🩷🩷🩷

In my head I like imagining them as something-like-a-couple? (Only in their old Version I see them as "couple") Because I feel like Willow would kinda enjoy Alli's company(when they'll know each other) and of course she's gonna use Alli's love to achieve her goals. But if Alli's love strong enough, she'd stay. So Willow(kinda liking having Alli around, cause she's helping her repairing staff) and Alli(liking being helpful and being crazy in love). After I while, I think Alli would realise that Willow is kinda using her, but they would already have a bond, so Alli would stay.

Imagine them old and Willow loses staff/breaks something that's hard to repair JUST to make "suffer" Alli, while Alli a bit annoyed, but she enjoys that weird shit.

And also I would like to Highlight the fact that their "love"(if it happens) Would be onesided. I don't think Willow would ever feel romantic love towards Alli, she could develop a bond with Alli with time(but also that depens on how mean Willow will be towards Alli, because that could scare her away),but def not in a romantic way. I think when she's gonna be old having Alli around would be just usefull and a bit nice, but that's all

Was thinking about how Willow would look in the morning and omg I feel like she is not a morning person

My headcanon:

In the morning Willow:

Does NOT want to talk with anyone before she had her coffee

In her cute comfy pijamas

Doesnt have eyebrows nor eyeliner

Looks a bit bald

Also I've tryed draw her body

I draw her more chubby than she is in the game

Shes so cool omg

Anddd my first scetch of her!

I love willowwww

And my newest art!

Some process:

And of course, sketch of my character (made by me a few months ago)

Hey guys, happy pride month! (I should have posted that three days ago, but okay)

So, I wanna tell the internet how I realised that I am bisexual and trans

Well, realising that I am bisexual was easy for me(cuz people around me weren't homophobic) and it happened around age of ten-eleven, and since then, I am bi!

Realising that I am trans though...was way harder and longer for me...

First of all, I am from a very transphobic and homophobic country, but the people around me happened to be more transphobic than homophobic. So realising that I am trans took me 2,5 years, and to accept that, I needed 5-6 months(no 67)

So because I am from Russia, there was a lot of transphobic staff about trans women (from russian fem community), and because I was(and still am) a femenist, I believed them, and those lies made me dislike trans people. Now I feel sad that I had that opinion, but I was just a little trans-boy, though I still feel guilty.

So i believed them, decided that being trans is not okay(oh boy, guess what?) and then I met my future best friend.

Seeing an actuall trans person affected me, and affected me in a good way. When you hear all this bullshit about trans folks, you actually have a high chance to believe it, if you never talked /or seen a trans person.

After realising that trans people just humans, and not demons and pure evil, I then slowly started thinking about my gender.

There was a Moment in my life, when I was so miserable (my mental health got worse) and unsatisfaction with my pronounce and gender got stronger. So I created an account, where I was a different person-I called myself a guy, picked new name and said that I was a year older than I actually am(Not proud of that part lol). And that felt like freedom. I got used to he/him pronounce, but then my transphobia said that it "wasn't normal", so "I should stop using comfortable pronounce and name", and I did. I felt like a fraud, a liar, because I wasn't "a real boy", a thought that I was just "mimicking" that.

And even when I've been knowing about transgender staff for a while, I still thought that it just doesnt work for me. I thought that I am cis, not because I'd explored throughout my gender and realised that I am cis, I decided that I am cis cuz I was scared of being a boy. Oh lord, I remember that feeling, I feared being a boy for a lot of years.

Then there was a different phase-I had a female friend, that used he/him pronounce, and that made me more comfortable using my favorite sets of pronounce(he/him). Then I had an argument with him. He said some transphobic staff,(some myth about testosteron, i don't really remember which one tbh) and I explained to him, why he was wrong. And then he asked "You trans? " and I said "yeah, maybe",because back then I was thinking that I might be trans, but I thought more about being genderfluid (I still was scared to call myself a boy). And for some unknown to the god reason, the transphobic conversation made me (For the first time!!) aknowlage outloud that I might be trans.(I cannot believe that this happened in the TRANSPHOBIC argument oml😭😭)

So the thing that helped me accept that I am trans, is the big change in my mindset,(which happened thanks to my bestie, Chandra❤)that had made me a different person. Realising that being trans is completely normal saved my life, and omg, I feel much better right now. Using right pronounce, wearing the clothes that I like, that makes me happy. I feel that in the first time in years, I am confident, happy and being myself. And I feel really beautiful and cool right now. In the end of a day, I wasn't a woman😛

I am so proud of I path that I'd walked, I am proud of being bisexual, proud of being trans. I am proud that I am me.