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SWITCH NICK NELSON was NOT smth i expected this movie to show me tho

we had like 4-5 sex scenes but still w, too much cake on my plate is not something i can complain about

I also want to fully lock in this school year, i need to have no wasted time. but what is that wasted time really, what do i qualify as wasted time?

id love to try to learn how to learn, how to be able to put in the effort for school and not make it feel completely worthless AND soul consuming. Maybe by finding other things to focus on and or look forward to, and seeing school as a means to an end, seeing how the grades i get arent that deep (when theyre good and when theyre bad). I think that by genuinely trying to study everyday for school id actually get good results, and by getting my phone screen time down ofc.

Maybe i should organise my life more... like having specific hours when im allowed to do specific things (like watching yt, which seems to be the thing i use my most screen time on), always studying for a bit after i get home from school or smth?? I think being organised could really do me a lot of good, as long as i dont do the thing where i shame myself for not sticking to it, which only makes me want to stick to it event less.

today was really nice, great hang, got to just chill with myself a lot before it and listen to music while walking through stores. Also got to meet some ppl a bit younger than me, they seem nice!

amazing fucking movie, blew me away, i cant help but compare it to interstellar; they weren't even that similar besides the *space* theme, but they left me with the same sense of awe about the universe, about the puny lives we all live now which are somehow all equal. Isn't that wonderful, that a movie can make me feel this way?

Grace and Rocky are, i think, one of the cutest duos I've ever seen on screen. They absolutely nailed it with Rocky's design and voice and character and all of it.

Also the ongoing memory loss problem was something that seemed pretty insignificant, but i love how they were able to catch me by surprise and retroactively make me interested in that whole part of the story.

im on book 9 rn, i forgot how fun it was reading old english out loud:))

annoying

I honestly did not expect them to get together, or maybe hoped they wouldn't? I'm not sure why, I just saw them better as a platonic duo maybe.

One of the only lines I think that i should like, but I dont, was when Michael told Tori that he mistook his love as curiosity for her; I'm not sure why it couldn't have been both, the love acting as curiosity, the curiosity evolving into love, or his curiosity and love acting in parallel.

It felt a bit rush in the end, not a bad thing necessarily, but i think it was quite quick how it all got resolved, especially the whole lucas-solitaire thing.

I loved how it portrayed the story as a sort of cautionary tale, pushing you to try stuff more, to act, "patience kills"