I’m trying to be more positive, but it’s so hard when the world is relentlessly cruel and stupid. We now have zebra mussels in our lake. First it was the neon-green weed that coated the lake floor, now it’s zebra mussels (which are HIGHLY invasive and destructive). All because people, including members of my family, don’t wash their damn boats when they take them from one body of water to the next. I’m so full of rage I swear I feel my brain splitting in half. Our tiny and beautiful freshwater lake has been infected because RETARDS don’t care about how their actions affect the environment. Or ANYTHING, really. I’m so, so, so sick of being affected by other people’s actions that ruin it for everyone else. I’m sick of living in a mindless society, I’m sick of idiocy being rewarded (by design, I know). I’m sick of the “takers” of the world.

Friendships have always been extremely difficult for me, for my entire life. 😞 I’ve had maybe 2 friendships last more than 5 years. Both because they haven’t given up on me, when it’d be extremely understandable if they did.