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In the past I've shared other people's musings about the different interpretations of the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. Namely, why Orpheus looks back at Eurydice, even though he knows it means he'll lose her forever. So many people seem to think they've found the one true explanation of the myth. But to me, the beauty of myths is that they have many possible meanings.
So I thought I would share a list of every interpretation I know, from every serious adaptation of the story and every analysis I've ever heard or read, of why Orpheus looks back.
One interpretation ā advocated by Monteverdi's opera, for example ā is that the backward glance represents excessive passion and a fatal lack of self-control. Orpheus loves Eurydice to such excess that he tries to defy the laws of nature by bringing her back from the dead, yet that very same passion dooms his quest fo fail, because he can't resist the temptation to look back at her.
He can also be seen as succumbing to that classic "tragic flaw" of hubris, excessive pride. Because his music and his love conquer the Underworld, it might be that he makes the mistake of thinking he's entirely above divine law, and fatally allows himself to break the one rule that Hades and Persephone set for him.
Then there are the versions where his flaw is his lack of faith, because he looks back out of doubt that Eurydice is really there. I think there are three possible interpretations of this scenario, which can each work alone or else co-exist with each other. From what I've read about Hadestown, it sounds as if it combines all three.
In one interpretation, he doubts Hades and Persephone's promise. Will they really give Eurydice back to him, or is it all a cruel trick? In this case, the message seems to be a warning to trust in the gods; if you doubt their blessings, you might lose them.
Another perspective is that he doubts Eurydice. Does she love him enough to follow him? In this case, the warning is that romantic love can't survive unless the lovers trust each other. I'm thinking of Moulin Rouge!, which is ostensibly based on the Orpheus myth, and which uses Christian's jealousy as its equivalent of Orpheus's fatal doubt and explicitly states "Where there is no trust, there is no love."
The third variation is that he doubts himself. Could his music really have the power to sway the Underworld? The message in this version would be that self-doubt can sabotage all our best efforts.
But all of the above interpretations revolve around the concept that Orpheus looks back because of a tragic flaw, which wasn't necessarily the view of Virgil, the earliest known recorder of the myth. Virgil wrote that Orpheus's backward glance was "A pardonable offense, if the spirits knew how to pardon."
In some versions, when the upper world comes into Orpheus's view, he thinks his journey is over. In this moment, he's so ecstatic and so eager to finally see Eurydice that he unthinkingly turns around an instant too soon, either just before he reaches the threshold or when he's already crossed it but Eurydice is still a few steps behind him. In this scenario, it isn't a personal flaw that makes him look back, but just a moment of passion-fueled carelessness, and the fact that it costs him Eurydice shows the pitilessness of the Underworld.
In other versions, concern for Eurydice makes him look back. Sometimes he looks back because the upward path is steep and rocky, and Eurydice is still limping from her snakebite, so he knows she must be struggling, in some versions he even hears her stumble, and he finally can't resist turning around to help her. Or more cruelly, in other versions ā for example, in Gluck's opera ā Eurydice doesn't know that Orpheus is forbidden to look back at her, and Orpheus is also forbidden to tell her. So she's distraught that her husband seems to be coldly ignoring her and begs him to look at her until he can't bear her anguish anymore.
These versions highlight the harshness of the Underworld's law, and Orpheus's failure to comply with it seems natural and even inevitable. The message here seems to be that death is pitiless and irreversible: a demigod hero might come close to conquering it, but through little or no fault of his own, he's bound to fail in the end.
Another interpretation I've read is that Orpheus's backward glance represents the nature of grief. We can't help but look back on our memories of our dead loved ones, even though it means feeling the pain of loss all over again.
Then there's the interpretation that Orpheus chooses his memory of Eurydice, represented by the backward glance, rather than a future with a living Eurydice. "The poet's choice," as Portrait of a Lady on Fire puts it. In this reading, Orpheus looks back because he realizes he would rather preserve his memory of their youthful, blissful love, just as it was when she died, than face a future of growing older, the difficulties of married life, and the possibility that their love will fade. That's the slightly more sympathetic version. In the version that makes Orpheus more egotistical, he prefers the idealized memory to the real woman because the memory is entirely his possession, in a way that a living wife with her own will could never be, and will never distract him from his music, but can only inspire it.
Then there are the modern feminist interpretations, also alluded to in Portrait of a Lady on Fire but seen in several female-authored adaptations of the myth too, where Eurydice provokes Orpheus into looking back because she wants to stay in the Underworld. The viewpoint kinder to Orpheus is that Eurydice also wants to preserve their love just as it was, youthful, passionate, and blissful, rather than subject it to the ravages of time and the hardships of life. The variation less sympathetic to Orpheus is that Euyridice was at peace in death, in some versions she drank from the river Lethe and doesn't even remember Orpheus, his attempt to take her back is selfish, and she prefers to be her own free woman than be bound to him forever and literally only live for his sake.
With that interpretation in mind, I'm surprised I've never read yet another variation. I can imagine a version where, as Orpheus walks up the path toward the living world, he realizes he's being selfish: Eurydice was happy and at peace in the Elysian Fields, she doesn't even remember him because she drank from Lethe, and she's only following him now because Hades and Persephone have forced her to do so. So he finally looks back out of selfless love, to let her go. Maybe I should write this retelling myself.
Are any of these interpretations ā or any others ā the "true" or "definitive" reason why Orpheus looks back? I don't think so at all. The fact that they all exist and can all ring true says something valuable about the nature of mythology.
āThe Bullet Catch Trickā ā a āGood Omensā inspired original piece~š¼š
Ā«The Bullet Catch TrickĀ« ā a āGood Omensā inspired original composition!š¼š
Music by Anasthesi (@_anasthesi_; aka moi heh)~š¶
Illustration by the wonderful @makoyanaplays !!šØ (Permission to repost granted!)
Performed by my talented classmates and I~š
Finally got one of my GO pieces performed live uaaaaa!! So thankful to the classmates and professor, who made it possible, truly an amazing opportunityš„¹
This piece was based on the S2E4 scene, where Aziraphale and Crowley were performing āThe Bullet Catchā trick on the ~West End Stage~.Ā You can read a ~fancier and proper (lol)~ story of the piece in the videoās descriptionāŗļø
The piece is written for: 3 violins, viola, cello, harp, accordion, bassoon
If you want the sheet music to play it, write me on [email protected]!āŗļø But do remember to credit!!
The series still keeps its immense grip on me lol, so worry not, many more pieces will come your way, and Iām SO GALD it also still inspires me to write music~š So I will keep saying BIG THANK YOU TO NEIL GAIMAN, TERRY PRATCHETT AND DAVID ARNOLD FOR YOUR AMAZING WORK AND INSPIRING SO MANYš„
Keep on a look out for mooooore heheheh~~š
Hope you enjoy it!!š„ŗ
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ofmd is like not comedy as in sitcom but comedy as in shakespearean where itās psychological trauma and conflicts of violence but with dick jokes and the promise of marriage in the end

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Ā«We will last foreverĀ« ā a āGood Omensā inspired original orchestral piece!šš¶š¼
A Ā«Good OmensĀ« inspired original composition I did for my universities orchestra workshop!šš¼
For now, this is a pre-mixed version aka audio from the notation programme, but really hoping to record this with an actual orchestra in November heheheh~
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Below, you can read a small description of the piece, so it would be easier to paint the pictureāØĀ (! MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR GOOD OMENS S2!)
The piece is called "We will last forever" ā contrast to the quote āNothing lasts foreverā by Aziraphale in S2EP6 ā and it is heavily inspired by the whole story of Aziraphale and Crowley, of their 6000 years of friendship, love, and hope.
It is divided onto roughly six parts, from darker and deeper beginning, before continuing into the St.James Park, where we stroll around the area, while one Nightingale sings to them and about them. Its song progresses, before we start to hear Aziraphaleās voice clearly, being represented by the harp, talking to and of Crowley, and about them both. Then, Crowley answers and joins into a duet, played by the cello and viola ā Crowley speaks of Aziraphale, about the two of them, of us, of hope and love ā¦
Angelic voices and celestial harmonies break-off this moment, ascending and looming over ⦠Crowley, represented by the cello solo, is now alone, only an echo of what was their remains with the calls from the woodwinds. Is this ā¦Ā really ā¦Ā the end?
But then, a bright and soothing chirp is breaking through ⦠the Nightingale ⦠it knows something, something is, something will be. It gives hope and tells of love, reminds them, because it knows ⦠«Nothing lasts forever, but maybe we can ā¦Ā« Crowley thinks, as the harp and cello join into their final duet ⦠«Wait and see.Ā«
Hope you enjoyed the piece!š
This is also my first proper original orchestral work and honestly, me proudš„ŗĀ I have learned lots just from the Good Omens OST alone ā the brilliant orchestration, instrumentation, motif work, interpretation, tonal painting, done by David Arnold is ⦠pure mastery, and I am so thankful to him, as well as beautiful and ineffable story of Good Omens, written by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, for inspiring and motivating me so much to keep writing and creating, doing what I loveā¤ļøĀ Onto the next composition we goooo~~
This may seem silly, but are there any photos out there of frogs in costumes? Of times people have put real actual frogs into hats or capes or suchlike? My Google-fu is failing me and just giving me endless images of people in frog costumes interrupted occasionally by dogs, cats, parrots and babies in frog costumes.
Aziraphale, Angel of the Eastern Gate, and Crowley, the Serpent~šš
eventually you realize you donāt want to die. you just donāt want to live the life youāre living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.
no one needs to add āsounds fake but okā, ānoā, āwell, not meā, āimpossibleā, etc. to this post. and iād rather you not.
one day you think: I want to die.
and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book.
and I want to die turns day by day into I want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun
I want a cleaner kitchen
I want a better job
I want to live somewhere else
I want to live

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and he still manged to include the q slur lmao
You are literally this person
To people in the notes going ābut he should still paint over qu**r because itās a slurā: I dare you to walk into your nearest LGBTQ Center and demand that any and all mention of āqueerā be removed from its displays, literature, and programs. Go ahead and tell me what they say to you. Iāll wait.
I believe I will just queerly reblog this without further queer comment.
Agreed. I shall queerly join you.
To every person on here whimpering aboutĀ āthe Q slurāĀ you need to realise that every single identity under the umbrella began as a slur. None of you know your goddamned history.Ā
Did you know that the first battle cry in a long line of protests was Weāre here, weāre Queer, get used to it ? OrĀ how hard people worked to give you what rights you have today? OUT OF THE CLOSETS AND INTO THE STREETS.
People were beaten to death, hung, dragged, shot, stabbed, died in prison protesting and fighting for the rights that you enjoy to this day. People who found and created power in the word Queer so that you wouldnāt have to be ashamed to be one.Ā
And here you lot are, screaming at the older generations that weĀ donāt know what itās like to be called Queer in the hallways of your high school? Are you kidding? How many of my generation, and the generations before me do you think participated in the sit ins, the protests, the marches, the public displays of noncompliance? How many do you think were beaten by police, by angry bigots, chased away, threatened with violence? How many were tased, water gunned, pepper sprayed, unfairly arrested, unfairly charged, abused, mocked, and denied?
Do you even know who ACT UP are? Do you know who Queer Nation are? Do you know who Dykes on Bikes are? Who the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence are? PFLAG, Oasis Centers, PRISM? How drag queens have been such a backbone to our community, those of you who say ignorant shit like āDonāt support drag queens!ā? I encourage you, beg you, please do not continue to parrot transphobic bullshit by calling it the Q-slur ā because that message originated with a group of transphobic people who didnāt like that Queer was all inclusive. Gay as a term originated as being used for homosexual men only.
Ā Here is one of the texts fromĀ a manifesto originally passed out by people marching with the ACT UP contingent in the New York Gay Pride Day parade, 1990.
How can I tell you. How can I convince you, brother; sister that your life is in danger. That everyday you wake up alive, relatively happy, and a functioning human being, you are committing a rebellious act. You as an alive and functioning queer are a revolutionary. There is nothing on this planet that validates, protects or encourages your existence. It is a miracle you are standing here reading these words. You should by all rights be dead. Donāt be fooled, straight people own the world and the only reason you have been spared is youāre smart, lucky, or a fighter. Straight people have a privilege that allows them to do whatever they please and fā without fear. But not only do they live a life free of fear; they flaunt their freedom in my face. Their images are on my TV, in the magazine I bought, in the restaurant I want to eat in, and on the street where I live. I want there to be a moratorium on straight marriage, on babies, on public displays of affection among the opposite sex and media images that promote heterosexuality. Until I can enjoy the same freedom of movement and sexuality, as straights, their privilege must stop and it must be given over to me and my queer sisters and brothers. Straight people will not do this voluntarily and so they must be forced into it. Straights must be frightened into it. Terrorized into it. Fear is the most powerful motivator. No one will give us what we deserve. Rights are not given they are taken, by force if necessary. It is easier to fight when you know who your enemy is. Straight people are you enemy. They are your enemy when they donāt acknowledge your invisibility and continue to live in and contribute to a culture that kills you. Every day one of us is taken by the enemy. Whether it is an AIDS death due to homophobic government inaction or a lesbian bashing in an all-night diner (in a supposedly lesbian neighborhood), we are being systematically picked off and we will continue to be wiped out unless we realize that if they take one of us they must take all of us.
Another text (1990):
Being queer is not about a right to privacy; it is about the freedom to be public, to just be who we are. It means everyday fighting oppression; homophobia, racism, misogyny, the bigotry of religious hypocrites and our own self-hatred. (We have been carefully taught to hate ourselves.) And now of course it means fighting a virus as well, and all those homo-haters who are using AIDS to wipe us off the face of the earth. Being queer means leading a different sort of life. Itās not about the mainstream, profit-margins, patriotism, patriarchy or being assimilated. Itās not about executive directors, privilege and elitism. Itās about being on the margins, defining ourselves; itās about gender-fā and secrets, whatās beneath the belt and deep inside the heart; itās about the night. Being queer is āgrass rootsā because we know that everyone of us, every body, every cā, every heart and aā and dā is a world of pleasure waiting to be explored. Everyone of us is a world of infinite possibility. We are an army because we have to be. We are an army because we are so powerful. (We have so much to fight for; we are the most precious of endangered species.) And we are an army of lovers because it is we who know what love is. Desire and lust, too. We invented them. We come out of the closet, face the rejection of society, face firing squads, just to love each other! Every time we fā, we win. We must fight for ourselves (no else is going to do it) and if in that process we bring greater freedom to the world at large then great. (Weāve given so much to that world: democracy, all the arts, the concepts of love, philosophy and the soul, to name just a few of the gifts from our ancient Greek Dykes, Fags.) Letās make every space a Lesbian and Gay space. Every street a part of our sexual geography. A city of yearning and then total satisfaction. A city and a country where we can be safe and free and more. We must look at our lives and see whatās best in them, see what is queer and what is straight and let that straight chaff fall away! Remember there is so, so little time. And I want to be a lover of each and every one of you. Next year, we march naked.
Another (1990):
If Youāre Queer, Shout It! Queers are under siege. Queers are being attacked on all fronts and Iām afraid itās ok with us. In 1969, Queers, were attacked. It wasnāt ok. Queers fought back, took the streets. Shouted. In 1990, there were 50 āQueer Bashingsā in the month of May alone. Violent attacks. 3,720 men, women and children died of AIDS in the same month, caused by a more violent attack - government inaction, rooted in societyās growing homophobia. This is institutionalized homophobia, perhaps more dangerous to the existence of queers because the attackers are faceless. We allow these attacks by our own continued lack of action against them. AIDS has affected the straight world and now theyāre blaming us for AIDS and using it as a way to justify their violence against us. They donāt want us anymore. They will beat us, rape us and kill us before they will continue to live with us. What will it take for This not to be ok? Feel some rage. If rage doesnāt empower you, try fear. If that doesnāt work try panic. Shout It! Be proud. Do whatever you need to do to tear yourself away from your customary state of acceptance. Be free. Shout. In 1969, Queers fought back. In 1990, Queers say ok. Next year, will we be here?
One last one:
Why Queer? ā (1990) Queer! Ah, do we really have to use that word? Itās trouble. Every gay person has his or her own take on it. For some it means strange and eccentric and kind of mysterious. Thatās okay; we like that. But some gay girls and boys donāt. They think theyāre more normal than strange. And for others āqueerā conjures up those awful memories of adolescent suffering. Queer. Itās forcibly bittersweet and quaint at best - weakening and painful at worst. Couldnāt we just use āgayā instead? Itās a much brighter word. And isnāt it synonymous with āhappyā? When will you militants grow up and get over the novelty of being different? Why Queer ⦠Well, yes, āgayā is great. It has its place. But when a lot of lesbians and gay men wake up in the morning we feel angry and disgusted, not gay. So weāve chosen to call ourselves queer. Using āqueerā is a way of reminding us how we are perceived by the rest of the world. Itās a way of telling ourselves we donāt have to be witty and charming people who keep our lives discreet and marginalized in the straight world. We use queer as gay men loving lesbians and lesbians loving being queer. Queer, unlike gay, doesnāt mean male. And when spoken to other gays and lesbians itās a way of suggesting we close ranks, and forget (temporarily) our individual differences because we face a more insidious common enemy. Yeah, queer can be a rough word but it is also a sly and ironic weapon we can steal from the homophobeās hands and use against him.
They did it for you. They did it for me. They did it for all of us. So you wouldnāt have to go through it. So you could be freer than they ever could, than we could at your age, than our parents, grandparents, and great grandparents ever could. Not for you to invalidate the indentities of others, and your own community. You silencing Queer people and calling it a slur dishonours their legacy.
I am here. I am Queer. You will notĀ call my identity a fucking slur and have me be silent about it. I will still fight for the rights of my community ā the Queer Community.
This isnāt simply a question of vocabulary. Exclusionists and transphobes and their ilk want you to stop using āqueerā because they donāt want queer people to exist. They may not be straight, but their only problem with heteronormativity is that theyāve been barred from participating in it. Theyāre conservative bigots and as soon as same-sex marriage was no longer blocked in the US they were ready to betray everyone in the queer community.
Iām reblogging this just to point out that most of the images have been removed because they āviolate Tumblrās community guidelines.āĀ History.Ā Being removed.Ā Hmmmā¦.
based on context, it seems what was posted was probably photos of protest signs at pride parades from decades ago, how could that violate the terms of service?
Well played for a website that boast about its 25% queer user
AO3 Etiquette
It would seem a whole new kind of AO3 reader/writer is emerging and it is becoming clear not everyone quite understands how the website community works. Here is some basic guidance on how most people expect you to go about using AO3 to keep this a fun community archive that funtions correctly:
Kudos is for when the story was interesting enough to make you finish reading. If it sucked or was badly written, you probably left. If you finished - you kudos.
If you liked it, you should comment. It can be long and detailed or a literal keysmash. Writers don't care, we just love comments.
No critisism unless the author has specifically asked or agreed to hear it. Even constructive critisism is a no-no unless an author note tells you it's okay. Many people write as a fun hobby or a way to cope with, among other things, insecurity. Don't ruin that for them.
Do not comment to ask the author to write/update something else. It's tacky and off-putting and will probably have the opposite effect than the one you want.
There is no algorithm, it's an archive. Use the search and filter function to add/remove the pairings/characters/tropes etc. you want to read about and it will find you the fics that fit the bill.
For this to work, writers must tag and rate stories. This avoids readers finding the wrong things and missing the stuff they want. I don't care how cringy that trope is in your eyes - it gets tagged.
Character A/Character B means a ROMANTIC or SEXUAL relationship of some kind. Character A&Character B is PLANTONIC, like friendship or family.
Nothing is banned. This is an implicit rule because banning one thing is a slipperly slope to banning another and another, until nothing is allowed anymore. Do not expect anyone to censor for you. Because of the tags system, you are responsible for your own reading experience.
People can create new chapters and sequels/fic series any time after they "complete" a story. So it's considered perfectly normal to subscribe, even to a finished story. You can even subscribe to the author instead just to cover your bases.
Do not repost stories or change the publishing date without an extremely good reason (like a complete top to bottom rewrite). It's an archive, not social media. No one cares what's the most recent, only what fits their tag needs.
Avoid deleting a story you wrote if you hate it - orphan it so others can still enjoy it, without it being connected to you anymore.
This is a creative fanfiction archive. No essays on your insights or theories please. There are other places for that.
I KNOW there's plenty more I missed but I'm trying to cover most of the basics that people seem to be struggling with.
I invite anyone to add to this, but please explain, don't berate.
People are so entitled in the comments damn like no you writer donāt have to put up with you being rude they wrote you entertainment for free
To the people in the notes who are insisting that they have the right to leave negative feedback on AO3:
What youāre not understanding is that fandom is not a service, itās a community. I saw someone compare leaving a comment on AO3 to reviewing a product on Amazon - if you didnāt like the product, youāre going to say so. But fanworks are not products and you didnāt pay money for them. They were shared with you.
Leaving un-asked-for criticism in AO3 comments isnāt like reviewing a product you were disappointed with. Itās like going to a friendās house when theyāve cooked a meal and telling them all the things that are wrong with the food. Sure, you can do it, but itās rude as hell and they are probably not going to invite you to dinner again.
("Can you leave crit in commentsā has been a debate as long as Iāve been in fandom, but 20 years ago the argument wasĀ āIām helping the writer improve!ā and notĀ āI am a consumer with a right to complain.ā Fandom has gotten more creepily capitalistic over the decades but jerks are evergreen, I guess.)
still donāt really understand how some people have trouble just being nice
Oh my gosh youāre such a good person. Hey everybody come look at how much of a good person this is.
i literally cannot comprehend how you got offended by this but thanks for proving my point anyway
I donāt mean to distract from OPāsĀ post but my dash wonāt let me see what the second image is, itās just showing me this:
And I am losing my goddam mind.
You know what this reminds me of, only in reverse? ā¦
wait. shit. oh god. I canāt unsee itā¦
Can someone put this one in on the reverse? with the āno fear ā> Be Kind to each other ā> one fearā?
The original comic was about Simpsons porn?
This is possibly the most tumblr-y tumblr post Iāve ever seen.
This is possibly
the most tumblr-y tumblr
post Iāve ever seen.
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
good omens heritage post
"we live in an uncaring universe." sorry the special planet full of beauty and animals and food literally growing out of the ground isnt good enough for you. i guess

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Aziraphale was about to confess too before Metatron and his coffee came into the bookshop;
Okay, hear me out. In 2x02, when theyāre talking about āhow people fall in loveā, Crowley talks about sudden rainstorms,
which is an obvious reference to how he fell in love, about 6000 years earlier (poor demon thinks everyone falls in love the way he did)
Aziraphale doesnāt get it and answers āseems a bit unlikelyā. He didnāt connect the dots, he doesnāt think Crowley loves him that way. All he knows about falling in love is what he read in books. Of course he fell in love with Crowley too, but Iām pretty sure he did in ā41 when Crowley saved his books from a bomb, and thatās a bit hard to recreate, so⦠balls.
Thatās his idea, you make two people dance together and they magically fall in love, which is so in-character I want to scream. Now letās get to 2x05. We know Aziraphale always tried to avoid organizing those meetings, but heās suddenly so excited about it he is WILLING TO GIVE AWAY HIS BOOKS. Why would he do something like that? Thereās no way itās actually to make Maggie and Nina fall in love. At that point, Muriel doesnāt even care anymore about it, they all know the truth about the miracle is about to be revealed, so thereās no point in being so persistent about Maggie and Ninaās relationship. Heās an angel; of course he cares about humans being happy, but I donāt think he cares so much about two semi-strangersā love life that heās willing to give away BOOKS for the off chance that the Jane Austen method will actually work on two humans he knows nothing about. So, my conclusion is, heās organizing that night for him and Crowley. They are the ones that he hopes realize theyāre deeply in love with each other, and that is something worth giving away books for. Which explains why heās so excited but also a bit scared when he asks Crowley to dance with him.
It explains why he ignores the fact that Crowley is trying to tell him that something important and dangerous is about to happen, just so they can have a little dance. It also explains this reaction when he sees Gabriel and Beelzebub being in love with each other
and the way he looks at Crowley while theyāre talking about them.
I mean, I know he always stares lovingly at him, but not like that, right? Thatās a face that screams āIām so going to tell you I love you when all this is overā.
So, my point is:
Fuck Metatron.
Thatās my point.
As a writer do you find your self making the facial expressions or gestures that your saying the characters are sometimes? Just to kind of test them out vaguely and see if they fit? It's something I find myself doing a lot and am wondering if real legit writers do this to, which is kinda awkward right now bc I'm sitting on a greyhound well writing lmao
Yes. Always. It's sort of embarrassing if people notice you doing it when you are writing in coffee shops.
So, so true. :)