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“I sleep next to the pain… and I wake up to fear.”

I don’t live… 😭😭💔

I just breathe, between shock and disappointment.

I had a simple dream: to get my father out of hell, to see him breathe outside the rubble, to treat him…

I collected money with difficulty. Every euro weighed heavily on me, as if I were cutting it from my own flesh… 💔😭

But I lost everything.

I lost the money… and after that, I lost all sense of security.

But life wasn’t enough.

It was as if she told me: There is still more we can lose from you.

My wife… 💔

The woman we had only been married for a few months…

The one who used to put my hand on her belly and say to me: “Here is our baby.”

She turned before me into a writhing body, her face pale, her eyes filled with fear.

Every night she screams in pain… and I have nothing for her.

The cyst on the ovary is the size of 7 centimeters... the doctor said, without batting an eyelid. "Dangerous to the mother and the fetus... She could bleed... She could lose the ability to have children forever... You could lose the baby... and you could lose her." I heard nothing after these words.

It was as if the earth had abandoned me.

It was as if the whole world had withdrawn from around me, leaving us both to drown alone...

She cries in pain, and I cry for her... but in silence, because I don't want her to collapse.

I am a man. They say we don't cry...

But my heart cries every moment, as I place my hand on her belly and plead with an unborn child:

"Don't go... don't leave us..."

My father is dying... 💔😭

My wife is in pain... 😭

My son is in danger of never seeing the light...

And me?

I stand in the middle, scared, hungry, broken, helpless, like someone waiting for an end they know is coming, but don't know who they'll lose first.

Will I lose my father?

Or my wife?

Or my son?

Or myself?

Or all of them at once?

No one feels for me.

No one sees the night Where I sleep, placing my hand on her belly to reassure myself that the baby is still there.

No one hears her crying in pain, while I tell her, "Be patient," while my insides collapse.

I don't want anything from this world...

Only for my wife to stay alive...

For my child to be born and cry his first cry in my arms...

For me to hold my father's hand and tell him, "We survived, even if just for a little while..."

But all of this slips away from me, as if I'm chasing a mirage in a desert of cruelty.

And every day... I lose more... I fear more... I collapse more...

And no one listens. 😭😭 Please donate through my new campaign so I can raise money to save my child and try to reach my goal. 😭🙏🏻 Here's the link to my campaign:

He is trying to raise that money back. He has to start all the way over. And now he needs the help more than ever.

Please, please help him and reblog this. His father is sick and his wife is pregnant. I can't bear to keep seeing him suffer. Every day I worry that I'll never hear from him again.

Only 4 days left to pay my tuition fees for me and my sister

Current process :

USD 13,922 / $14,500

Vetted by @sar-soor

Vetted by @opencommunion

Vetted by @el-shab-hussien

My sisters and I are facing an urgent challenge , we still need $578 to cover our university tuition fees, and time is running out. We have only four days to raise this amount, and without it, our studies will be at risk. Education means everything to us, and we have worked so hard to reach this point. I humbly ask for your kindness and generosity to help us achieve our dream of completing our education. Any donation, no matter how small, will bring us closer to our goal and will mean the world to us

@a00h3 are my friends. They live in Gaza. Their baby has cancer; we urgently need money to pay for his life-saving treatment. Please, I'm begging you, donate to help the baby live!!

Their account is vetted by @90-ghost , @gazavetters (#576) , and @bilal-salah0. Gofundme takes too long, you can dm @a00h3 if you want to confirm that paypal goes to them. Please help.

Well, I'm appealing to your means and solidarity once more in order to get more donations for them. His body is now covered in a painful rash from contaminated water and malnutrition, and his family hasn’t received all needed aid due to the dangerous "red zone" airdrops; so it's become more difficult for him to actually pick up helping supplies for his relatives by himself.

They’re out of time. Every contribution buys flour, bread, water, lentils, bandages, antibiotics, or a moment of safety. If you’ve ever shared a post about Gaza all along, I'm sure you know fully well this is how you turn solidarity into survival.

If you can either help spread the word around or donate something yourself, please feel free to reblog this and/or reaching out to him; and thank you so much sincerely, ٱللَّٰهُمَّ بَارِكْ.

Sadly, no one responded today, and we received none .

We’re surviving day by day — but it’s getting harder.

small donation 5$ can bring us closer to safety, and if you can’t donate, sharing our story means the world to us

Aya is the mother of a beautiful girl, Sophia. They are struggling to survive and need your help.

Please donate if you are able, and share this post so more people can be reached, thank you! Aya's fundraiser is still very low on funds, only €191 has been raised so far.

Link for donation is above.

sharing for reach, thank you <3

i can't believe my brother DIED in my arms, and my family was under the rubble for 3 hours. My heart aches, and my hands are shaking. idk what to do. All I need now is to pay for my father and sister's surgeries, and buy medicine, clothes, and food for my injured siblings. Please donate plsss

This is just a part of the new law that seeks to criminalize transition and everything LGBT in the country

My friend @lacommunedeparis will be bringing HRT to people affected by these laws. He does great work for our community here which I can attest. He needs funds until August 7. To give you an idea of how even one dollar helps, country is facing an economic crisis and the value of our money is low, 20 euros / 23 usd can cover an entire years HRT or even more. You can contact him for more details.

We do not have monetary services like in the west, so we will be using the pp account of a friend: [email protected]. the qr code:

Here's some smaller initiatives that you can donate to for those who like that sorta thing, but remember that larger orgs can usually do more with the same amount of money! (which is why I dont reblog personal fundraisers)

Dahnoun Mutual Aid

Hot meals 4 Starved Palestinian Kids in north Gaza

Gaza Emergency Water Relief

August 14, 2025 - Activists from Levante Popular da Juventude (Popular Youth Uprising) organized an "Escrache" (Public Shaming Protest) in front of the house of the right-wing Governor, Cláudio Castro, in an affluent neighborhood of Rio de Janeiro.

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, ( #564)✅️

We have been forcibly displaced from our homes and now find ourselves without shelter, food, or basic necessities.

We urgently call on kind-hearted individuals and humanitarian organizations to come to our aid.

Every donation, no matter how small, can make a big difference in the lives of our children and families.

🚨Please help us — time is running out 🚨

My name is Mahmoud Al-Halaq, from Palestine - Gaza - I am 29 years old. This message is addressed to every person who carries compassion, kindness, and love in their heart. After 470 days of war on Gaza, the destruction that has occurred, the displacement we have faced, moving from one place to another, and the loss and death of loved ones and friends, I found myself alone without a home or place, and even the prices of food are astronomical. The world has changed so much that life has become gloomy and boring. Therefore, I ask for your help in rebuilding myself, my life, and my family's life anew. You are our remaining hope in life. If there were an opportunity to work, I would not waste a minute nor ask for help from anyone, but I urgently need assistance for my family, my children, and the women to rebuild what has been destroyed and crushed in this devastating and painful war. Thank you for your time and support; we draw our strength and resilience from your support. 🍉

I never planned to get this sick and useless.

I'm tired of applying to jobs and not getting an answer, meanwhile we need to eat, pay bills, pay meds, get medical attention and we have a long list of stuff we have to deal with but without money the problems keep getting bigger.

We have not made the goal since forever, I leave the link to our last post.

Now, we have enough to get by a couple of days but we have to pay our electric and gas bill.

My partner has two interviews in the next couple of days, he can't miss those, we need to increase any possibility of getting employed.

We have been without a washing machine for more than a month and the mold is making it harder to live here, but we don't have anywhere else to go.

I'm also very aware of my declining health, I need help affording paperwork and court fees to put protections on my kids to stay with my partner, that way my family won't lay a finger on them in case I die.

Between our many ailments, chronic pain, chronic illness, caring for our kids and our elderly it's hard to find jobs that'll let us care for our family.

We need a lot of help, I am so sorry.

$0/$700

$0/$300 court fees.

$0/$1,300 for mold repairs.

Check my KoFi?

We need our fridge running 24/7 or the insulin could spoil leaving our diabetics at risk.

$50/$300

$0/$1,300

Got $205 we will be using those to pay the electric and natural gas bill, the remaining will be for the interviews tomorrow and Friday.

$50/$300

$0/$1,300

Had to up the goal because of the vet bill. Tamamita is in treatment, still bleeding a bit when she poops, tomorrow she has a check up and we could use a bit of help with affording the taxi, it's too hot and she gets very stressed on the way there.

Could use $75 for meds, enough for a week. I fear my pain is worse, it's all over my abdomen and not just localized on my liver and gallbladder, I have some suspicious back pain on my left side, probably my kidney.

Still can't afford a balanced diet for my MiL, please, she needs to get stable so she can get approved for surgery ASAP.

Still have problems with the ants and roaches infestations we have.

Anything,- ANYTHING HELPS!!!

We're already infested with ants and roaches.

We have a new pile of dirty clothes we can hand wash some but they never dry quickly enough and we end up smelling funny from the humidity in our clothes and the mold sticking to us. We need to afford the laundromat please!!!

Tomorrow we have the vet's bill to deal with ($125)

Tomorrow is also my partner's bday and I would like him to go with clean clothes for his next interview, whatever we need to up his opportunities of getting employed PLEASE!!!!!

Please please please

I'm tired of having to write a new post every week, we never make the goal.

Please, at least a reblog?

Well, I'm appealing to your means and solidarity once more in order to get more donations for them. His body is now covered in a painful rash from contaminated water and malnutrition, and his family hasn’t received all needed aid due to the dangerous "red zone" airdrops; so it's become more difficult for him to actually pick up helping supplies for his relatives by himself.

They’re out of time. Every contribution buys flour, bread, water, lentils, bandages, antibiotics, or a moment of safety. If you’ve ever shared a post about Gaza all along, I'm sure you know fully well this is how you turn solidarity into survival.

If you can either help spread the word around or donate something yourself, please feel free to reblog this and/or reaching out to him; and thank you so much sincerely, ٱللَّٰهُمَّ بَارِكْ.

What is happening in Gaza right now is a project of genocide and forced displacement under relentless bombing and systematic destruction.

The world is watching in silence, while the victims are innocent children, women, and civilians.

I am ✅️Veetted by @gazavetters, my number 

Thousands of people have been brutally injured or killed by the Israeli military and mercenaries at the GHF death traps since they opened just a couple months ago.

90% of Gaza's 2.4 million residents have been displaced, and the death toll since 2023 has surpassed 61,000, many of whom were children and babies. The Israeli military occupation controls 75% of Gaza, and on August 7, Israel's security cabinet approved Netanyahu's plan to occupy the rest of Gaza.

This stage of genocide has received public criticism from many, even including some allies of Israel such as the British Prime Minister, the French Foreign Minister, the German Chancellor, the European Council President, and the European Commission President. As of writing this, this criticism has not translated into any meaningful change in policy. These leaders think statements can distract from their bloody hands while they still fund and directly benefit from the genocidal settler-state of Israel.

UN high commissioner for human rights released a statement saying: "The Israeli Government's plan for a complete military takeover of the occupied Gaza Strip must be immediately halted." But what is the UN doing to empower Palestine?

We must not place undue weight on statements. What matters is action. Israel's access to the tools of genocide must be severed, and Palestine's access to the resources of survival must be given immediately.

My friend Fadel needs urgent medical attention. He survived the bombing of his home, but has not been able to afford travel to a hospital that has the resources to remove the shrapnel from his body. He is in constant pain, and needs monthly medication for his disability. The cost of food is high, and his family can only afford bread with a consistent stream of donations. They are starving.

Fadel's fundraiser was vetted by @gazavetters (line #197) and shared by @90-ghost (here).

I talk to him often, and I can tell you that the number of donations he receives each week directly impacts whether he can access medicine and food to relieve his pain and keep him alive. I can also tell you that he is a very kind young man with a compassionate heart.

Please help him. He needs support. Please consider donating to his campaign, reblogging this post and scheduling it throughout the week so others see it, or sending him a kind message at @fadel-dani.

“I sleep next to the pain… and I wake up to fear.”

I don’t live… 😭😭💔

I just breathe, between shock and disappointment.

I had a simple dream: to get my father out of hell, to see him breathe outside the rubble, to treat him…

I collected money with difficulty. Every euro weighed heavily on me, as if I were cutting it from my own flesh… 💔😭

But I lost everything.

I lost the money… and after that, I lost all sense of security.

But life wasn’t enough.

It was as if she told me: There is still more we can lose from you.

My wife… 💔

The woman we had only been married for a few months…

The one who used to put my hand on her belly and say to me: “Here is our baby.”

She turned before me into a writhing body, her face pale, her eyes filled with fear.

Every night she screams in pain… and I have nothing for her.

The cyst on the ovary is the size of 7 centimeters... the doctor said, without batting an eyelid. "Dangerous to the mother and the fetus... She could bleed... She could lose the ability to have children forever... You could lose the baby... and you could lose her." I heard nothing after these words.

It was as if the earth had abandoned me.

It was as if the whole world had withdrawn from around me, leaving us both to drown alone...

She cries in pain, and I cry for her... but in silence, because I don't want her to collapse.

I am a man. They say we don't cry...

But my heart cries every moment, as I place my hand on her belly and plead with an unborn child:

"Don't go... don't leave us..."

My father is dying... 💔😭

My wife is in pain... 😭

My son is in danger of never seeing the light...

And me?

I stand in the middle, scared, hungry, broken, helpless, like someone waiting for an end they know is coming, but don't know who they'll lose first.

Will I lose my father?

Or my wife?

Or my son?

Or myself?

Or all of them at once?

No one feels for me.

No one sees the night Where I sleep, placing my hand on her belly to reassure myself that the baby is still there.

No one hears her crying in pain, while I tell her, "Be patient," while my insides collapse.

I don't want anything from this world...

Only for my wife to stay alive...

For my child to be born and cry his first cry in my arms...

For me to hold my father's hand and tell him, "We survived, even if just for a little while..."

But all of this slips away from me, as if I'm chasing a mirage in a desert of cruelty.

And every day... I lose more... I fear more... I collapse more...

And no one listens. 😭😭 Please donate through my new campaign so I can raise money to save my child and try to reach my goal. 😭🙏🏻 Here's the link to my campaign:

He is trying to raise that money back. He has to start all the way over. And now he needs the help more than ever.

Please, please help him and reblog this. His father is sick and his wife is pregnant. I can't bear to keep seeing him suffer. Every day I worry that I'll never hear from him again.