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Just saw the new Tumblr guidelines. Thank you all for sharing in talking about a part of my sexuality, being a human, that scared me and made me feel gross and disgusting, a part that I eventually learned to accept and embrace because of the community here on Tumblr. This was the only place for this kind of thing. I was already kinda gravitating towards not logging on much online services in general because of life stuff, but this just seals it for Tumblr and me at least. Thank you all for being nice to me. I didn’t experience much negativity on here, a little bit, but overall I’m glad I came here when I did. Hope you all have a good day. Guess this is sayounara for now.

Sorry I haven’t been on much. My situation right now both keeps me from feeling very sexy at all and also keeps me from fucking my ass basically so I just haven’t logged on at all.

Maybe it’s just me, but I’ve found that neverending pleasure > orgasm. I used to chase orgasm from anal and it just left me feeling angry and unsatisfied. Don’t do that. Anal is pleasure. If you cum, you cum. That’s special. Anal pleasure isn’t something to be downplayed just because it’s not an orgasm. Anal pleasure comes from your soul, from your very core. It takes control of your body and splits the known universe wide open. Orgasm is the end, pleasure is the journey. Yes, of course I want to have a mind-blowing orgasm while a woman destroys my insides and renders my asshole useless and nonfunctional, but that’s a moment. Anal pleasure is all of time itself. The goal is to fuck yourself senseless until you don’t know what’s real and not. I get to the point sometimes while destroying my asshole where I’m muttering “this isn’t real” to myself because it feels too good to be true. Why would I ever want that to end? I’ve orgasmed from anal. I’ve orgasmed from lesser things. I would choose to be in a state of constant anal pleasure until the end of time. Don’t worry about orgasming. Anal is true pleasure. Orgasm focus comes from the horrible shortcomings of lesser shortcuts. It comes from chasing a single moment of pleasure. Anal is constant neverending pleasure. The rules of the game just aren’t the same. So don’t worry. Just have fun. Enjoy your ass for what it is: your true sex organ. It’s disgusting that humans evolved to fetishize the wrong organ, but the ass is right there. And once you realize what it can do... everyone else is just a caveman painting on a wall. Anal is the future of human pleasure. If we weren’t taught against it, it would already be the default, the standard. Sex would mean anal. Masturbation would mean anal. We wouldn’t need the word ‘anal’. But humans are imperfect beings. So, chase the pleasure. Enjoy it. It’s the universe telling you the truth, that true warmth and love and care is possible. And it’s right there for you. <3

So, um, as I’ve tried to make very clear, I’m trans, and I live in the South of the United States. My womens clothes got thrown out. :( I feel horrible. I can’t really replace most of it. And if I asked for help, people would just expect ‘things’ from me, like pictures or whatever. :( I feel so alone.

I wish getting fucked constantly in the ass was a job normal people could get. :(

I'm not sure what I would put on an Anal Only shirt anyway besides "Anal Only". Only things I can come up with are "Anal Only Lesbian/Lifestyle" or "My Ass is My Pussy" or "Entrance in Rear". Not that any custom tshirt place would probably put ANAL ONLY on a shirt in big letters anyway. lol Oh, well. To be put on the dream list like having anal only tattoos.

I used to not really like the phrase “my ass is my pussy” but now I realize that the ass is really what the pussy should’ve been. I used to think it was degrading to bring anal pleasure down like that, but if anything, after thinking about it I think it’s glorifying. Honoring the mantle it should hold instead of those lesser, bad habits. Don’t at me. lol

So many places online say "what makes anal better” is that it’s ‘tighter for the man’. *rolls eyes* ...Uh, anybody fucking me in the ass is the one doing *me* a favor. haha It’s purely selfish bliss, endless pleasure. Which is good for me, I suppose, since the only thing ever going in my ass is a dildo or strapon, probably. If I ever ended up with a woman who happened to have a penis and wanted to use it, though, I might have to learn to be less selfish >___<’‘‘ Receiving anal pleasure is the best thing in this entire universe~