My name is Max, I’m a trans girl and I am currently in an abusive situation.
(I really have no idea what else to put here)
Personal info:
- My full name is Maxine E Strider, and this is my chosen and legal name
- I am currently in a relationship with a lovely woman named Violet
- I have been on HRT for a little over a year now, started on January 7, 2018
- I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar, ADHD and Depression and Anxiety, I have undiagnosed autism and memory issues
- My current goal in life is to move in with my girlfriend and start college during the spring 2019 quarter if possible
- My contact info is through Tumblr @MaxineMutini or on Discord @Maxine#0413
Current situation:
I currently live with my parents who emotionally abuse me in various ways including emotional manipulation, yelling/arguing , and knowingly acting in a way that causes panic attacks. My girlfriend of 4 months cannot support me as she is saving up for a car and the trip down from Canada, where she currently lives, to the US. My extended family is either unaware of my situation, supports my parents, does not approve of me being trans, or a combination of those three. As such, I cannot get support from them. I cannot get a job due to my situation and massive anxiety issues combined, and even if I did manage to get work, I would not be able to keep it for long due to the very same reasons. I have already attempted seeking disability benefits from Social Security, and failed. My brain is screwed up in all the wrong ways: I have Bi-Polar Mood Disorder, General Depression, General Anxiety, PTSD, Autism (specifically Asperger’s Syndrome), and memory issues. As such, my mood is unstable, and my depression and anxiety make every day difficult to bear. Social situations, and therefore any type of customer service, are very difficult and anxiety inducing, and I always come off as weird and unsociable.
My parents have caused multiple problems in my life, including my previously mentioned PTSD and Anxiety. They have given me bad self esteem and massive trust issues towards myself and others. They have caused me to feel worthless and stupid, as well as causing me to beat myself down to the very same effect. I am currently in therapy for my Bi-Polar, depression and anxiety, but my therapist does not know about my situation, and I am afraid to tell her.
Current intent and goals:
My parents and my genetics have tag teamed to beat me down into the dust and cause me to loose hope in my future, and I’m sick of it. As such it is my intention to get out of this situation and live on my own until my girlfriend is able to join me. I also would like to attend college this spring, and I’m currently working towards that. My dog can be left behind, and honestly, that is preferred. My intention is to leave silently and, if possible, no warning at all.
Any help would be greatly appreciated
gofundme page: https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-trans-girl-get-away-from-abusive-parents
A little Tumblr exclusive note: I know yall will eventually see this as a scam, so if you suspect that, please just message me. I’m perfectly willing to chat with anyone that has questions or concerns. It may take a while to get back to you, but I will.
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