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everything is totally okay i just need to get hit by a car

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awfulartists

Funshine but 😱😱😱😱😱😱evil fucked up 😭😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 #scary #not4kids

If you couldn’t tell this is based off of King Funshine from journey to joke a lot

#OP THIS IS THE PEAK OF ALL TIME #IVE BEEN TRUTHING THIS FOR SO LOOOOONG im so happy

capitancalaver1t4

Something about moving somewhere you were so excited for and all the changes that would come with it… just to realize you are the main problem.

#I’m much happier here #but I’ve also had to confront the unfortunate reality #that wherever I go won’t magically change me and make me better #I will always be there #and I need to confront what I don’t like about myself instead of doomscrolling it away

an1malcannibal

do you have a cat and if so what silly name do you call them?

YESSSSS I DO!!!!!! his name is rascal and i have a whole long list of silly names to call him but my number ones are honey bunny and big baby boy :))

an1malcannibal

He passed away last year… I miss my sweet baby. Rascal my little baby boy, you will always mean the most to me. I love you. I wish I could have kept you with me longer, but I know you are happy and free of pain now, please take care of stink for us. You will always be my soul cat. I still can’t believe you’re gone. CKD is so fucking evil in cats man. I genuinely can’t understand why such beautiful, wonderful creatures have this happen. I wish I could have saved you. I love you rascal.

#we had to put him down and it was expected #imagine my shock and horror when like two weeks later we discover our barely 3 year old cat got fatty liver disease and stopped eating #we couldn’t afford to put a tube in her stomach #and force feeding her wasn’t working #she went downhill so fast #she was barely 3 years old #I miss you stinker #we both do #it was so fucking hard man #it was so cruel #I hope they are watching out for each other #I hope rascal welcomed her #I hope they are happy with how we are taking care of their friends tuna and noodle #I miss them both so so dearly #but especially rascal #I miss you baby #so much

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YOUR ALIVE??!!

I feel like I’m seeing a ghost

But hiii!! Hope you’ve been well

HEHE HIIIII YEAH I AM ALIVE!!!! Trying to use tumblr again. I feel almost as though I’ve been in a fog the past couple years but I’m trying to get better and sort of become a person again. My brains become a rotted mess of what it used to be… I want to make art again! I want to be joyful and happy again! I want to find joy in being online again instead of being miserable!

Thank u for the lovely msg, I am so happy to hear from you :)

Trvth in the tags ^w^

#the more specific answer is I’ve been deeply depressed/isolated myself in my own lil circle #my art skills regressed rlly badly so I’ve been scared to even make anything let alone share it #I’ve also. sort of realized because of my bpd I fixated on my favorite person #and have kinda staked my whole personhood and world revolving around one guy in my life #who I still love so much #but it’s not healthy for anyone the way I’ve been #if that makes any sense?#and he loves me! but it’s not healthy to stake your entire self worth on one individual #I’m trying to surgically remove myself to become an individual again instead of a dog #I’ve basically been a dog the past couple yrs lmao #it lowkey sucks not recommended #it’s been a rlly tough couple years truly.#but I wanna post again!#I’m excited I have a computer now #anyways I’ll stop yapping #ty for the ask <3 #ask #💖💖💖

Trying to quit smoking when u have ocd adhd autism bpd >>>>> climbing Mount Everest. I’m a hero. I deserve a pat on the head.

#I want a Marlboro smooth short so BADLY #BUT THE ECONOMY IS IN SHAMBLES #AND I CANT AFFORD 12 DOLLARS A PACK #IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO MAKE IT LAST A WEEK #FUUUUUUUCK

I almost relapsed this week for the first time since I was still in high school I believe? But my thighs remain clean and the bruises on my body are only from fun sexytimes. I am loved and appreciated and irreplaceable. I don’t need to cut myself to feel alive at all!!!!!!

Does anyone know how to start being a person again after years of being a non-entity.

squaresaw

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bothpalms

Baba's domain 🐈 Collab with @ceeejus 🌟

special-lucky-chosen-one

I fucking hate it here

some-sort-of-ecologist

For those of you with android devices, you can use the Android Debug Bridge (ADB) standalone app control program to get rid of all the bloatware, data mining, and AI crap - no coding needed!

d-e-w-p

save

clatterbane

There are also Android-based alternatives like GrapheneOS and LineageOS, which are pretty easy to install. These are unfortunately available for a more limited range of devices (Graphene is ironically Pixel only, while Lineage supports more), but it's very worth checking out whether one of them might work for your phone.

GrapheneOS is a security and privacy focused mobile OS with Android app compatibility.

LineageOS Android Distribution

Typing this from Graphene now, in fact. But, both of those take the Android Open Source Project, without all the bloatware--and largely de-Google the whole thing. They give you much more control over privacy and what the apps you choose to install can do and access on your phone.

I know Graphene sandboxes everything, including the optionally installed Google Play Services which a lot of apps unfortunately require to run. (Lineage uses an alternative to Play Services instead.) So, you can install what would normally be unacceptably intrusive apps and just lock them away from pulling any funny shit with your data, or phoning home. Including the couple of Google things I do still keep around.

I also prefer running much more transparent, privacy-respecting open source apps where possible. Besides the transparency, I'd rather avoid the shitty tech corps entirely where I can. There are pretty good alternatives available for a lot of the usual suspects.

AlternativeTo lets you find apps and software for Windows, Mac, Linux, iPhone, iPad, Android, Android Tablets, Web Apps, Online, Windows Tab

An alternative app store:

F-Droid is an installable catalogue of FOSS (Free and Open Source Software) applications for the Android platform. The client makes it easy

clatterbane

Also just going to leave this here.

Continuing the legacy of Vanced.

💊 Application to use ReVanced on Android . Contribute to ReVanced/revanced-manager development by creating an account on GitHub.

This lets you pretty easily patch some of the worst offender corporate apps to make them behave better.

#save tag

special-lucky-chosen-one

I fucking hate it here

some-sort-of-ecologist

For those of you with android devices, you can use the Android Debug Bridge (ADB) standalone app control program to get rid of all the bloatware, data mining, and AI crap - no coding needed!

d-e-w-p

save

clatterbane

There are also Android-based alternatives like GrapheneOS and LineageOS, which are pretty easy to install. These are unfortunately available for a more limited range of devices (Graphene is ironically Pixel only, while Lineage supports more), but it's very worth checking out whether one of them might work for your phone.

GrapheneOS is a security and privacy focused mobile OS with Android app compatibility.

LineageOS Android Distribution

Typing this from Graphene now, in fact. But, both of those take the Android Open Source Project, without all the bloatware--and largely de-Google the whole thing. They give you much more control over privacy and what the apps you choose to install can do and access on your phone.

I know Graphene sandboxes everything, including the optionally installed Google Play Services which a lot of apps unfortunately require to run. (Lineage uses an alternative to Play Services instead.) So, you can install what would normally be unacceptably intrusive apps and just lock them away from pulling any funny shit with your data, or phoning home. Including the couple of Google things I do still keep around.

I also prefer running much more transparent, privacy-respecting open source apps where possible. Besides the transparency, I'd rather avoid the shitty tech corps entirely where I can. There are pretty good alternatives available for a lot of the usual suspects.

AlternativeTo lets you find apps and software for Windows, Mac, Linux, iPhone, iPad, Android, Android Tablets, Web Apps, Online, Windows Tab

An alternative app store:

F-Droid is an installable catalogue of FOSS (Free and Open Source Software) applications for the Android platform. The client makes it easy

clatterbane

Also just going to leave this here.

Continuing the legacy of Vanced.

💊 Application to use ReVanced on Android . Contribute to ReVanced/revanced-manager development by creating an account on GitHub.

This lets you pretty easily patch some of the worst offender corporate apps to make them behave better.

bungerc0re

oh tdov. happy tdov

bungerc0re

if you're not transgender you should try it

stariteart

🏳️‍⚧️ TRANSGENDER DAY OF VISIBILITY 🏳️‍⚧️

DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN

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