it takes too long and i can't wait

ITS NOT HOPELESS ITS JUST JANUARY.

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

you have to let yourself be a weird woman or you will not survive

asking for praise for a thing you made feels so humiliating like oooh look at me I’m a little animal and I did a trick and made a thing can I have pets and treats about it. and then somebody tells you it’s good and you understand why golden retrievers are the way they are

they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids

what? oh sweetheart no, you're not weirding me out at all. you're weirding me in. keep talking, freak