I didn’t not kill myself for this

there's an end to the loneliness, right? it ends, eventually? and i'll be finally whole inside?

I have been known to want things from time to time that aren’t meant for me

I hope there’s a version of me in another universe that isn’t suffering.

constantly feeling like im being eaten alive by my own loneliness. god bless 🙏

I hate when I crave and want and desire like girl if you don’t shut the fuck up and stare at the wall

today a first grader told me “when the sky turns orange, my grandpa picks me up” :)

I can beat my avoidant tendencies I just have to stay away from any situation in which I might become avoidant. Problem solved

I replied to your message in my head several days ago did you not get it

a lot of life can be persevered thru by secretly playing pretend in your mind the whole time

as I’ve got older I’ve realised the literal worst or most life destroying thing can happen and then u wake up the next day and it’s like. Ok now what