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Idk where your one sided beef with me is coming from cause I never ever mentioned you losers in my blog, nor did I discuss you. I didnt like you, I blocked you and moved on.

its really really embarrassing that a group of grown ass white women going on a witch hunt and accusing innocent people of vile stuffs just cause they dont share your top/bottom preference in a ship??? you guys truly need help. also please go outside and touch some grass instead of projecting your disgusting behaviour onto others. disrespectfully tone down your arrogance and pull yourselves out of your delulu mental state cause the world doesn't revolve around you guys. just because you write some fics doesn't make you superior than me or any others. get off that high horse. its funny cause some random people on tumblr gave you some validations and you and your group think you're invincible and you own tennisblr. you're on a power trip because some randos on tumblr dot com kiss up to you?? bfr this is just tumblr and you're just a faceless losers who have nothing going on for them in real life, how sad :(

there you go. I'm not coward to send anon hate (like you accused me). full disclosure, you guys are miserable losers making tennisblr unbearable. get a life.

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I left tennisblr for good so imagine my surprise when I received emails from tumblr yesterday cause apprently I'm one of the mastermind behind a conspiracy??? to be clear this is my only tumblr account. I do not have any other account.

firstly @tennisthrowaway (cough*mint*couugh*mondkaelbchen *cough) can I please politely enquire what's your beef with me? cause I have blocked you. so clearly you made a new account to stalk me or you sent one of your minions to stalk my blog to gather some bs evidence? (3 screenshots of me answering anons. I'm struggling to understand the correlation between my anon answers and racist troll anon. also if you went through my blogs in order and not posted shit out of context, you'd understand me and my anons were mocking that racist troll). based on your post your main concern isn't even about racism but difference in top/bottom preference in fics and allegedly a smear campaign against sinneristas?? show me substantial proof instead of talking out of your ass.

I do hope that you kept your stalking within tumblr because it is a scary concept that some random grown ass woman from the internet is stalking my every move.

I'm sorry to disappoint but I'm not a mastermind. I am aware that you write fics but please dont treat reality as fiction cause you made up a whole scenario in your head where I'm this evil witch who's after you and your friends. Sorry to bring you down to reality but people's life doesn't revolve around you. I've blocked you and moved on with my life but clearly you haven't. I dont care enough about you to send (*checks note) anon hate? clearly I live rent free in your head. sorry I have a life and I am a mentally adjusted individual unlike you.

secondly you may have noticed my absence cause I have left tennisblr cause I got fed up with that racist anon and constant negatively. I wanted to leave quietly without any drama but ofc I couldn't have that. reasons below why I left:

thirdly "close knit bunch".....are you even hearing yourself? I have never interacted with user @jadewithaj so how am I conspiring with her to bully you and your fandom? I only interacted with @blazedsh handful of time and it was due to our mutual experience of receiving vile racist asks. I think you just threw 3 random carlosblr that YOU dont like together and made a conspiracy that solely exist in your head.

also I'm from the UK so now what....cause you said in your coke rant I'm from USA.

fourthly, theres only so much someone can take. Its easy to say ignore that anon but when they infest your inbox with hateful messages, it gets tiring, especially as a poc myself. unlike some people on here (mind you adults who cant act like adults) I knew when to leave. And I'm glad I have done so cause why should I (or anyone) put up with this vile anons messages (and now this serious accusations and witch hunt without any substantial evidence). sue me for having different preference in a fucking rpf space, my my I should be put in prison for that offence.

Also I literally exposed that bhdtl loser (there was a whole thing where this person sent ask to sincaraz writer off anon where they predictably called carlos a monkey and gushed about the sincaraz fic in one breath. one of my anon brought it to my attention and I posted about it, its in my blog somewhere feel free to look). why would I exposed myself? do you hear how insane you sound? I have them blocked, unfortunately I dont know what other account they have since I still received vile anons after blocking them.

lastly I'm leaving this blog as an archive but I swear if you crazy people drag my name around and start another random witch hunt against me, I will deactivate this account cause apprently in this current climate you cant have anything nice. please keep me out of your drama. I have already left this place, what more do you want from me?

I admit that my biggest mistake was getting involved in tennisblr. I should've stuck with my previous interest because you guys are clinically insane. Please unclench this is just tennis. But I guess I have learned from this experience to not to be naive, and not expect everyone to be nice and have good intentions in rpf space.

to any other individuals in this hellhole who may have one sided beef with me, please refrain from doing another witch hunt on me or using me for your drama. I genuinely dont understand the obsession and vitorils against me, all I did was keep my shit and discourse within my blog, it was mostly me answering anons (like everybody else). I never name dropped or dragged anyone. please let me fuck off in peace I beg you (and tbf even if you do, idc I'm not gonna defend myself. why should I care about faceless strangers talking shit about me on *checks note* tumblr dot com when it doesn't affect my real life in any way? honestly knock yourself out).

to all the anons and blogs who have made this a wonderful place for me, you have my thanks ❤️

also rpf users and normal people using sincaraz as ship/rival name means rpf shit will always appear where they're mentioned together 🫩 wish there was a different ship name for them.

okay funs over I need sincaraz to divorce immediately, pls go back to being colleague who respect each other and interact spontaneously once in a blue moon cause I'm not liking the larryfication of sincaraz. like wdym tinder has interacted twice with sincaraz contents ( ofc instigated by these sincaraz fans who should be on ao3/tumblr and hello? you should not be encouraging these brands to interact with rpf about REAL athletes, remember they're not fictional characters), today's interview question to Jannik (among many other times cause I am sick of these stupid ass questions, I cant imagine how they feel), ntm the bloody tennis podcast mentioning them with heated rivalry? those parasocial sincaraz fans on twitter (public space) being cringe and posting explicit shit that they can see.

yeah its cute but I cringe everytime they get asked about eo (very frequently in fact!!) cause its always the same question and they answer the same thing for nth time, also can mainstream media stay out of fandom business?? when they get involved it ruins all the fun cause essentially it becomes another pr mandated content fest and changes the whole fandom dynamic with increased visibility (like pls we dont need deranged sincaraz freaks on twt to gain visibility on public platform thank you). ATP also needs to stop with their pr mandated bs and leave them alone!!! they're their OWN person, you dont need to mention the other one as if they come as "pair", Ik they are eo main rivals but at the end of the day they're individual tennis player, please treat them like one, they have their own autonomy. don't shove them into a box where their entire existence depends on eo, it doesn't.

well he needs to abandon his whorish tendencies cause we got cygs and rg 3peat to win.