Iâve always wanted to make a little fucktoy cry from frustration, from arousal, from desperation. Probably mixed with a healthy dose of humiliation, knowing me.
Iâd keep you denied, for weeks, as long as it took, all the while teasing you, and using your body for my own pleasure. Teasing would mostly involve making you do humpies on things â my leg, your pillow, random furniture, etc. â but ensuring you didnât get excited enough to get close to the edge, since any accidents could ruin your progress.
Once I felt you were sufficiently desperate, Iâd begin letting you get close to the edge, as a reminder of what youâre being denied. I surely wouldnât keep you denied forever, so at some point youâll be allowed to have cummies, again. I would just be sure to toy with that idea as much as possible in order to keep you hopeful and achy and wanting.
Eventually, the mere idea of orgasm would be so compelling and laden with desire for nearly-forgotten pleasures that any mention of allowing you that luxury would cause an even greater swelling of anticipatory need. At that point I would begin to build up the event in your mind, telling you how amazing it will feel after being denied for so long, how intense your release will be, how overwhelmed youâll be from pleasure. Iâll create an idealized, irrational, unrealistic expectation of orgasmic enjoyment for you to fetishize as you suffer continued frustration and denial.
Then, finally, I would arrange a circumstance, filled with humiliation, naturally, where you know youâll be allowed to earn your cummies. you would struggle, desperate for your orgasm, to debase and degrade yourself sufficiently to please me. Eventually, you would earn it, and Iâd build up the moment even further, telling you how youâll be cumming on my cock, while bound and debased, and how good youâre about to feel. Iâd build you up, working your body slowly to heights of arousal you canât fathom. And just as you begin to tip over that edge into long-awaited release, Iâd ruin it. Iâd ruin you.
Iâd pull out, pin you in place so you canât even squeeze your thighs together, holding you there while you thrash and beg and plead. Once the tortuous ruin has passed, Iâll take my pleasure from your throat, despite, or because of, your continued begging.
Whether youâre in tears or not at this point isnât really material. What is of import, is whether Iâm satisfied with your suffering, or if weâll have to just start over and push you further next time. Because there will always be a next time.