low lights and trick mirrors.

I'm not afraid of death, because I don't know what it means to die. I don't want to live in fear, I want to live with dignity. Every day. And when the time comes, I'll go, but without fear.

I miss you so much. I don't understand the world without you... Thank you for loving me so much. Thank you for showing me that girls can be tough.

I've seen a child that is caught in the sad trap of gravity. He falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity. Next time he will not aim so high. Yeah, next time, neither will I.

6 weeks ago I broke down crying because I couldnt get down the steps to my garage by myself. My husband had to pick me up and carry me, all while I was sobbing like a baby because I was so useless. Yesterday I went in for my xray with no ankle support. None! Physical therapy is next. And after that I want to be back in ballet. Time goes on, bones heal, stairs are my bitch.

"You are being selfish. Have you considered that your friends and family have different interests than you, or the possibility that they support you as an individual AND want you to succeed, but aren’t interested in whatever you’re creating? Yes, it’s possible." -rich @ thefreedomchase Four people didn't show up tonight to record...