Forgetful Panwere

“Just to be clear, i broke up with her!” she asked if we were moving in together  when school started  i kid you not dude girl was all over me  it was staring to gt scary , I’ve known that girl for two wee-”he didn’t finish his sentence as someone bumped into him, this placed was getting crowded but that was normal for one of his parents parties,  it seemed like most of the block had showed up along with other surprise guests he had just gotten back from his internship  and this was kinda of a party for him getting his dream job. Oliver heard the faint mumbling’s of an apology and turned around to match a face with a voice  but he didn’t know him, “no worries” he responded glancing at the girl on his arm did look familiar, he had only gotten a glimpse of her profile  but he didn’t linger,he shook his head and went back to telling the story about how he avoided the psycho girl from his internship, but his gaze kept getting pulled across the room. It took him longer then it should have but realization dawned on him. “Oh Shit Thats Ali!” he broke away from the conversation with his friends and pushed through the crowd of people to get to her and when he did he pulled her into hug, twisting her around like he used to do when they were kids, but they weren't kids anymore  and one he set her back down on her feet he took notice.. “Ali i thought i wouldn't get to see you this summer! how are you gonna come to my party and not even say hi?” he said  huge smile on his face easily falling back into old habits of teasing her every chance he got.

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Artemis sat in front of her mirror while the other girls moved around the dressing room  she was up next and she could hear the music of the current set coming to an end. she fixed the purple wig on her head and made her way to the stage but Jeremy her sleaze ball manager got in her way. He wasn't that bad of a guy but, he was just annoyingly hands and Artemis had  stop his wondering hands more than a few times. He asked her to cover a private VIP party  and she wasn't going to say no, parties could sometime get out of hand but the money was always good, and when it came to the girls that danced here Jeremy always made sure they were safe. so she accepted and went to the private entrance  she was going through the motions her mind on school work .Jeremy did all the talking  while she set up on the raised platform, the room was dark most of the light focused on the platform with the pole their was just three men all looking like they just got out of a bored meeting but one of them she knew well he was in here almost every weekend  he came up to her to as Jeremy went over the rules of the VIP area.  Freddie made small talk and she pretended to be interested in what he had to say, a few more minutes passed and she was back on the platform hanging up side down her legs wrapped around the pole  her body began the low sensual movements that matched the beats to The Weekends song  ‘The Hills’.she filed  and spun and shook parts of her body grabbing the attention of the men in the room, she walked closer starting with Freddie already knowing what he liked before moving on to the unidentified people in the room, the lights started to pulse and she could make out their faces of the other two men, the man on the other end was drooling  his mouth hanging open she was twisted her hips  she would save him for last the man in the middle was familiar to her as she got closer to him  memories from the past flooded her mind and she had completely forgotten the music and before she could stop herself she was raising her voice at the man in the middle/ “what the hell are you doing here! get out you son of a bitch get out all of you get out!” She knew she must sound crazy but years of repressed pain and hurt had her lashing out at her bully, she was no longer the pizza face braces wearing curly haired nerd that Elijah used to bully. she doubted he even remembered her but she remembered him she lifted her hand and slapped him.

@thecassnova

The wedding was bigger then Lillian wanted with mostly his friends and family.  Lillian was finally in her dress with her hair and makeup done, she had sent everyone out of the room, saying she just needed a minute alone only the two year old Xavier was allowed to stay as he was sleeping and quite. but as soon as Everyone left the fear started to rise, her anxiety started to rise, she tried to breath trough it but it had started to enter panic mode, she picked up the sleeping Xavier and made her way to the back door to avoid running in to anyone but in trying to run away she ran right into Micheal. Micheal had been looking for Charlie to give her her bridesmaid bracelet. but instead caught Lillian by the shoulders before they could collide and wake the sleeping baby. He was smiling but it started to fade as he recognized the look of fear on Lillian’s face. They weren’t very close to each other but they did have something in common. She was trying to talk trough her tears. He guided her back into her dressing room he gently took the baby into his arms and rocked him back to sleep. once Lillian had settled some he talked “What ever you do make sure its what you really want.” “I don’t think i can…after everything that happened I made a promise to him…maybe I’m not a good person, What if I’m not right for him!” Lillian cried freely, her makeup was set, it wasn’t going anywhere.“What if i we don’t love each other What if I-” she broke out into more crying Micheal held her shoulders trying to sooth the same feeling he had “Thats a lot of what if’’s, so how about we add more.” he said and she cried harder hiding her face in her hands,“ What if after everything that happened, things go great huh!” he said talking over her crying that seemed to soothe her so he kept going. “What if your perfect for him?, what if he never stops loving you ,even when you piss him off even when you angry at each other, what if you love each other forever, what if you only have today with him…are really going to waste it running away? What if you guys are happy together forever?"by the time he was finished Lillian’s tears had slowed to stopped. "you can’t live your life in what if’s…it will drive you insane.” He reached for a tissue handing it to her. “Now clean up, call your bridesmaids back in her and get ready to walk down that isle to marry the man the loves you for who you are.” he said and he could see the change in her. “but if this isn’t what you wan then you need to decided now, because if you don’t love that man don’t marry him, don’t ruin your lives because because your afraid to speak up! If their is not a doubt in your mind that you love that man and don’t want to be with anyone else then go to him.” Lillian nodded her head and smiled, it was exactly what she needed to hear. she gave a shaky sigh as she cleaned up her face,still being careful of her makeup just as Micheal was about to leave she hugged him. “Thank you.” She said and pulled away The girls were great but they wouldn’t have been able to do what he did. He nodded ad gave a shy smile as he left the room, a few minutes later she called for her brides maids, in less then 38 minutes she would be walking down the isle and getting married. (3)

When the doors opened  into the church and she saw his face, something was holding her back…she tried to keep going she got half way down the isle of the church before she stopped. she lifted her veil and slowly started to back up, Emily tried to get her to move forward but she shook her head. Their was only one person she loved, only one person she wanted, only one person on her mind at that moment and he wasn’t standing at the end of the isle. “I am So sorry Asher nbsp;it may not seem like it right now…but this is me trying not to hurt you.” She called to him before making a run for the door, Micheal was standing their with his keys held out to her she had a quizzical look wondering how he knew, but she didn’t stop to ask she had one person on her mind and it was Drake. She couldn’t marry another man without getting over her feelings for the another. Micheal spoke up “Me and Charlie will take care of the kids…just go to him.” he smirked. and Shrugged toward the audience, he was sure charlie would have questions for him. and the answer was simple, he knew because he had almost made the same mistake with Rena. He didn’t love her, he cared about her deeply but he didn’t love her he had figured that out when he knew he would marry Charlie it was completely different then how he felt with Rena…he had known by the look on Lillian’s face back in the dressing room that she didn’t love Asher, That walking down that isle would hurt three people.