Ame ☯︎ Feu

are you breadcrumbing me, sweetheart? do you think you're my very first one. don't you f~~k with my heart. cos, i have feelings, mmm, you. You. i'm nobody's valentine. and, i don't mind. never was anyone's human, at all. never was anyone's. never considered myself human to begin with. always thought something waits for me. somewhere else, somewhere far. found out recently, there's a soul in my skin. and i'm not seperate of the galaxies. i touch the atoms of all living things. in every single moving moment.

The only continuity in life, for me, is sound. I record in a tiny room on Earth, and take long walks when I get claustrophobic. I am fundamentally against the industrial world. I think the more the time passes, the more people stay the same, sadly, but i keep the hope mankind will realize its full potential, which is absolute omniscience, omnipotence & omnipresence in the sandwich of time and space. (i am open to collab, but interested solely in real-time improvisation thus far. Would love to make film scores, sometime in the near future. Albeit never have tried in past.) i do everything with an intuitive approach, as i am self-taught in music and art. The sounds i create are deeply introspective if not rudimentary, but i think it can reach humans who are in that strange space between self and universe, and the awkwardness of having a human body, at times. i come from a family of artists and musicians, but i truly think, anyone anywhere can create anything, and learn anything when they put their entire being into something. Necessity is the mother of invention, for me in many ways at least, i can only speak for myself but, i have realized in little time how to create a space, a sound, with very little gear. i think the most expensive tech i own is a boss pedal. when its about survival, all you need is to settle down within yourself and find that space, listen closely in, and find that sound, of how you are feeling. i hope when you listen to my music, you can hear not only my dysphoria, but also my striving towards unity with self and all, and i hope it helps you in connecting more with yourself, your atoms.

Peace be with you all*

from a demo, 2o23