it's really difficult to contact people individually because of the ask limit, so if you want the new url just ask me. please don't be offended if I don't reply - I want my tumblr to be kind of a safe space for me to talk honestly about myself and my circumstances, so I'd rather keep this thing a little more personal from here on out. I love you guys. without this dumb blog I don't know what the fuck I'd have done to cope with myself the last several years

"In light of God’s Word (1Thess. 4:3, 1 Cor. 6:18-20), [the school] upholds a biblical view of morality.  Whenever there is clear evidence of willing participation in sexual immorality (such as premarital sexual relations, unwed pregnancy, homosexuality) a student will not be permitted to attend [the school]. In addition, since the Scriptures teach that life is sacred, a student who has an abortion may not attend [the school].  Parents of students in violation of these policies will be asked to withdraw them from the school. "

four papers, a project, two presentations, a jury, and one exam and I'm done. that may seem like a lot, but to me it seems pleasantly finite. in a week in a half I'll be done with this trimester, and next Saturday Boyfriend and I are going to the WTNV show for free, and then I'll work full time over spring break and read lots of books when I'm not working

a cat (July)

weather warm enough to wear dresses (hopefully in the next two months)

money (never)

good grades (feasible)

a hug (tonight)

time for art and comics (soon?)

and then i have to take an online exam and then go to class BUT I don't work tomorrow night so I can to bed at like 5 pm

tomorrow I need to start catching up on some papers for my class on American humor - I've missed two deadlines but explained my depression/anxiety issues to my professor so he's extending my deadlines, bless his soul

I really, really want to draw comics but I don't have time. I feel so bad. there are literally tens of thousands of people that I've already attracted as an audience, and I feel like I'm letting them (and myself) down by almost never posting content while school's in session. pisses me off and makes me feel guilty all at the same time

I won't be online super often in the next 2-3 weeks because of school and work. but then finals will be over and I can resume my life as a somewhat normal human being

I need to call my mom tomorrow and tell her I don't want to go to school next year. that should be fun

I don't like talking to my mom

thank you thank you thank you, lovely kind soul